The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett XX
[0] I look at your skin and I'm going to come over now.
[1] Oh no. Then I go around here.
[2] Trinny Woodall.
[3] Beauty Queen of the Screen, founder and CEO of Trinney London.
[4] From 10 to 134 employees in just three years.
[5] Have a great day.
[6] I went through phases in my early 20s of not knowing who I was and turning to drugs.
[7] I went to rehab.
[8] You heard that you'd been kicked out the first time for playing a porn video.
[9] Yeah.
[10] It backfired.
[11] Rehap was a huge beginning of the change of my life.
[12] And I went into a whole new world.
[13] Following a 20 -year career in media.
[14] Trinney took a left turn in the makeup industry.
[15] Here we are, $250 million later.
[16] Welcome to Trinney London.
[17] A lot of people have a stigma that you can't start a business at 53.
[18] Crap.
[19] Age is just a number, but you need energy, passion, perseverance.
[20] I sold my house, hardly earning any money, but I thought I'm never going to give up.
[21] Ask yourself, how much do you want to be successful?
[22] What are you prepared to give up?
[23] You strike me as someone that's incredibly driven.
[24] What's the cost?
[25] Very big question.
[26] Probably oddly You had a partner who was unwell Yeah And the thing you think whenever happen happens He died by suicide Yeah Where do you get to in your brain When you are so worried about your children That you can convince yourself The best thing Is that you're not in their life anymore How does that change things in your life?
[27] You've got a very distinct personality Yeah And you know that, you're well aware of that Right.
[28] I know who I am.
[29] But your personality is very, you're very straightforward.
[30] Yeah.
[31] And all of these sort of defining traits of your personality.
[32] And I'm wondering if that was when that personality was formed or when it started to it to emerge.
[33] Things happen in your life that, that begin to, you know, fine tune and define who you're going to be.
[34] And I went definitely through phases, you know, I went through phases.
[35] in my late teens, early 20s of turning to drugs just to not being happy with who I was, not feeling, not knowing who I was.
[36] Sometimes people turn to drugs because they just don't know who they are and they want to, you know, they have an inner lack of confidence and I definitely had an inner lack of confidence and outwardly when I talk to people and I look back at the time, they might say, you just were this very mesmerizing person and I just remember that internal sense of feeling, so lost, so profoundly lost.
[37] And so when I got clean at 26, 27, that was a huge beginning of the change of my life.
[38] I was so relieved that my 20s were over, so relieved.
[39] Because it, you know, it was like that was the beginning of that.
[40] That's, wash that away.
[41] And that was a big moment for me to begin to work out who I. was that was the first moment probably you're using drugs at 16 i presume was quite a recreational thing yeah i think we all dabbled yeah at that age um when did it when did you realize that it wasn't a recreational thing anymore and that it was an addiction i think i was about 22 and i felt my life didn't have direction and my my family were very frustrated with me they felt i'd changed And like any family where they have a child who has addiction, they can, if they don't know, they just see change and they think, why is my child changing?
[42] You know?
[43] So I think they saw that.
[44] And it was a relief to say, you know, I use drugs.
[45] And I remember my dad said, well, now you've told me, you can stop.
[46] And I remember my brother saying, I think it might be harder than that.
[47] So I went to rehab and I, then left the rehab after a period of time and you left the rehab or you kicked out of the first rehab but I then went to meetings and there's one thing about recovery is that when you first get in recovery you need to let go of your old friends who you've been with who are using and you're about to make new friends so that moment is loneliness can take you back to old habit.
[48] After about, I don't know, maybe six months, I missed my old friends and I hadn't made enough new ones and I saw them and then, you know, I relapsed and then I went back to some meetings and then you're in this horrible little in -between place.
[49] When you know about recovery and you continue to use, it's not so, there's something about an ignorance of recovery.
[50] You know, there's a kind of sense that you don't know there's another way, so you don't feel guilty every time you do.
[51] And so what it brings is it brings guilt every single time.
[52] I had three really, really good friends, and we were all using one night.
[53] And I said, let's all make a pack.
[54] We'll go to rehab tomorrow.
[55] And two of them had been, and one of them had never been.
[56] But we made this pact.
[57] Late night, you know that thing.
[58] We're going to do this.
[59] We're going to conquer the world.
[60] that we're going to go to rehab.
[61] So then the next morning, I woke up and I still had that feeling, which is rare.
[62] So I called a therapist that I knew and I said, I need to go, but I have a window of opportunity which is so small.
[63] I need to go literally in the next two hours because I am scared for myself that I'll change my mind.
[64] So he got me in somewhere and stayed there for five months and I sold what I had to pay for it.
[65] Some very tragic thing happens in that time.
[66] And one of the people died and then...
[67] One of the people that said they're going to go to rehab with you.
[68] Yeah.
[69] And then I went to a halfway house in Western Supermare for seven months where you kind of live off eight to ten pounds a week, which pays for your fags, and I worked at No People's Home.
[70] And then I came back to London, a very different person.
[71] And then in that following year, another one who died.
[72] And then by the end of two years, they'd all died.
[73] So I think I always had this feeling, whatever I might do, you know, I might do many things again, but I will not take drugs again.
[74] And you do that in recovery, you do it a day at a time.
[75] And since that day, I have never taken a drug again.
[76] And that was that big, that's probably that big.
[77] shift I had at that age to really think, now I have the second chance, what do I actually want to do with my life?
[78] You know, not what I feel other people expect me to do.
[79] If I was a flower on the wall in your life, at your, when the addiction had you the most, what would I have seen?
[80] You wouldn't have seen anything that I was feeling inside, because that's what I was very good at.
[81] So outwardly, you would kind of think, you know, I worked in the city, I was trading commodities.
[82] I was, I held down a job.
[83] You know, you would see this person who seemed to be running around doing a lot of stuff.
[84] You would see that.
[85] Yeah.
[86] So mine wasn't jacking up in the street, not being able to function on a daily basis.
[87] But it was one where appearances were so important compared to, you know, so that matching your inside to your outside.
[88] is probably my biggest journey, you know, of how can I, what I feel inside is how I share with you now.
[89] And, you know, I am 59 and that's where I've got to.
[90] I have a lot more to do.
[91] But it took me a journey to get to a place where I feel very comfortable in that feeling and in that belief.
[92] Matching the inside with the outside.
[93] So the outside, I would have seen someone who was very busy and apparently you know professionally successful in the city not feeling it but sort of acting it you know that i mean my god we know that one and then fake the cv acted you know be kind of big up the job that was actually smaller than it was all of that shit and then on the inside feeling feeling you know i hate to say the word because i hate i hate i hate labels imposter syndrome is the worst can i just say it's a worst label it's worst label it's worst label it's worst label it's worst label ever because what it denotes is that you are an imposter for how it's used for now.
[94] So to me, imposter syndrome is more that you haven't yet learned enough.
[95] And if you learn something, you won't feel so much of an imposter.
[96] This is what imposter syndrome is, what I'm referring to.
[97] It's that feeling where you are so different on the inside from what you project on the outside that you are an imposter inside your own body.
[98] And that's that.
[99] to me is what I think imposter syndrome is.
[100] What's the cost of that?
[101] That at some stage, you can't keep doing it and you have, something has to give.
[102] And something always has to give.
[103] And it's whether you, it's which path you're going to take, you know?
[104] Because there'll be a lot of people listening now that are in a job or a situation where they have that feeling, that niggling feeling that we're in the wrong place.
[105] Yeah.
[106] They might be held there by social groups or expectation from their parents or whatever it might be.
[107] But something's holding them there.
[108] Maybe fear of uncertainty.
[109] I would say if somebody is listening to this and they're thinking, do I have a little bits?
[110] Just ask yourself, you know, do you love what you do?
[111] The job you're in, if we're talking about work, do you love what you do?
[112] Do you like this environment of where you work?
[113] Do you feel people make a better contribution than you?
[114] You know, is that what's making you feel insecure?
[115] If so, what do you feel when people, have meetings that you don't know, go and fucking learn it.
[116] Go and learn it.
[117] Go and listen to podcast.
[118] Go and read some books.
[119] Just learn it because knowledge is powerful.
[120] And when you have knowledge and you walk in a room, you automatically think I have so much more to contribute.
[121] If I answer one of those, I challenge myself and I go, I don't like where I'm working and I don't like it.
[122] Yeah.
[123] And I'm, you know, a commodities trader in the city, for example, and I just, I hate it.
[124] Yeah.
[125] Leave it.
[126] but have a plan, but leave it.
[127] Like, if you hate what you do, we spend 16 hours a day between commuting or if you're in a higher position thinking about the company, working, we spend much more of a day working than sleeping.
[128] So you've got to love it.
[129] You've got to love it.
[130] You know, I was like, in my early 20s, I was one woman, 64 men on a trading floor.
[131] And I hated it, and I dressed in men's clothing, and I went to Rosetti and got the men's shoes, and I got the tailor to make me, a suit, all the man would drop their trousers on the trading floor, but I'd go in the ladies' drum and get, you know, I'd pretend to have a deep voice.
[132] So I was on the phone selling Anglo -American Fund.
[133] So my client thought I was a man. I mean, you know, I did all this stuff.
[134] I hated so much, Stephen.
[135] And I would go, I would take the tube to Tower Hill.
[136] We were at the World Trade Center in London.
[137] I'd have the financial times on the outside and the daily mail on the inside.
[138] That was my full extent of who I was.
[139] And, you know, I I left it.
[140] Were you an attention seeker more generally in life?
[141] Because when I heard that you'd been kicked out of rehab the first time for playing a porn video.
[142] Yeah.
[143] I thought.
[144] That was a funny one, but not funny in the end.
[145] It was a terrible rehab.
[146] I was with somebody to last night in New York.
[147] And we were going to this funeral of this friend of mine who was like 43 years sober.
[148] And I discovered I'd been to the same place with her.
[149] Rehab, same rehab.
[150] Yeah.
[151] But at different times.
[152] And she just said, you know, it was the most fundamentally shaming place ever.
[153] You know, rehab now are very different.
[154] But it was a very, very shaming place.
[155] And it would be closed down now.
[156] It wasn't.
[157] It didn't have a good way of.
[158] dealing with things.
[159] So in that whole scenario, there was definitely that feeling that you're thrown in with people you don't know and you reveal your life.
[160] And it was a time when you would write down your life story and then in rehabs nowadays, because I visit friends in them or whatever, you would kind of people help you navigate why you did things in your life.
[161] But in this one, they did the stuff where they would get 20 people.
[162] to critique how bad your life had been in a room and and judge you for it and it was I mean just like looking back on it now at the time that was the only way recovery work in rehabs in the UK but it was just it was kind of fucking appalling and she reminded me last night so when you bring up this thing of that of that um porno film and I think it was that sense of let me just do something that people were find funny because we're having such a shitty time here and it backfired and it was just, you know, I was chocked out.
[163] What I haven't been able to pinpoint is that, because at least from the outside looking in, your life was, you know, you had a great job, you had this addiction which didn't seem to interfere with your work.
[164] So, you know, when I sit here with someone like Macklemore or Russell Brand or even, I remember speaking to Stivo, they talk about their addictions and, you know, he was, he was on a, I don't know, four or five day heroin binged and he drove a car, he said he was going to, he drove a car through a house and then he was threatening to jump out the window when he ultimately ended up in rehab but it didn't seem i can't identify the symptoms that drove you to go i can't do this anymore i think we have everyone has a different story externally of i did this and i did this and there's a bit of i did even more than you you know there's this whole thing in that you know addicts maximize they're using and alcoholics minimize is they're drinking.
[165] All right.
[166] And that's why alcoholics can take longer to get into sobriety and addicts can take shorter because also drugs can kill you quicker.
[167] So there's that kind of, you know, and I think also, I don't know, it's, it's different, but maybe I don't talk so much about the crazy things I did.
[168] Oh, okay.
[169] Yeah.
[170] Because I think we all do crazy things.
[171] Yeah.
[172] We all do crazy things.
[173] And but I feel that I have a daughter who's 19.
[174] And I wouldn't talk about crazy things I did.
[175] Yeah.
[176] Okay, so we move on from that and then the next sort of 10, 15 years of your life, you have this media career.
[177] How aligned were you at this chapter of your life?
[178] So when I did TV and writing, I really love that.
[179] I think what was very nice is we developed this, these women who found us a breath fresh I love the fact that people would say, you know, I read your book and it's changed how I think about myself or, you know, and at the time when we look back at what not to wear, it's a very divisive show.
[180] At the time, it made a lot of women and women that I meet now who watched the show at the time, tell me the impact it had on them to think about themselves differently.
[181] But I enjoyed it.
[182] I enjoyed traveling around England and making overwork.
[183] women and having that journey and over you know over a week you saw the metamorphosis of a person you work with and you saw them at the beginning and at the end and then we kept in touch with many of the women and then you would hear about their marriages and their babies and their life changing and and you knew there was a tiny contribution you'd made to that switch in them turning the switch on to feel different why did it end at the show we'd gone from doing a series of that with ITV a year and writing a book a year to doing three or four shows I took on average about 55 flights a year I left London on a Sunday night I came back on a Friday I had a seven -year -old daughter and I had a partner who wasn't always well so it was just at a stage where I thought I need to readjust how my personal life is and I need to think what can I do now because this doesn't work.
[184] I had a partner that wasn't always well.
[185] I remember reading a line in your book where you said 99 % of the things we worry about don't happen, but that 1 % happened to us.
[186] And he said it to me. Is that what he said to you?
[187] Yeah.
[188] He would always say it.
[189] I mean, I always remind Lila what did Dada say when she's worried about stuff.
[190] And he said, he's the one that said the 99 % of things we worry about don't actually happen.
[191] Yeah.
[192] I had a partner who was unwell, unwell in what way?
[193] Addiction.
[194] He was addicted to Yeah.
[195] And you, you met him when you were 35, right?
[196] No, no, I met him when I got clean.
[197] I met him when it was 27.
[198] Oh, you got married when you were 35.
[199] Yeah.
[200] And he was in recovery.
[201] Oh, okay.
[202] So, okay, you met when you were younger, you went through recovery.
[203] He went through recovery as well, but then relapsed.
[204] He had a motorbike accident, and he was very badly hurt, and he took pain killers.
[205] and got addicted to the pain killers.
[206] What is that like?
[207] Because people think of painkillers that don't know addiction to pain killers and they think of paracetamol or something.
[208] My only experience with painkillus is taking a paracetamol maybe four years ago.
[209] I think when you're in a relationship with somebody who has a form of addiction, there's an unpredictability and an inconsistency in how they turn up every day.
[210] And I think in any times when it's not great you end up to an extent having the crumbs off the table it's like you're so holding on to those moments when everything's good that you try and ignore what isn't working and at the same time I was thinking about well you got married in the year that you were starting your business your tech company it's a lot to deal with if you've got a partner at home that you're married to that is struggling with addiction you're starting a business Yeah, but they were well at that time.
[211] Okay.
[212] Yeah, they were well at that time.
[213] They had periods definitely through our marriage where they were well, really well.
[214] The relationship breaks down.
[215] Yeah.
[216] You get divorced.
[217] Yeah.
[218] You go your separate ways.
[219] You remain close.
[220] Yeah.
[221] And then Johnny ultimately passes away around the time when you finish, before you start Trinney London, but around the time when you finish what not to wear.
[222] And you separate from Susan Yeah, I separate from Susanna And I started working on I'd started working on Trinity London Yeah, but I was still filming abroad I was still doing telly shows abroad But I was also working on the business And you were close to him still Even though you'd separated Yeah We spoke every day all the phone Every day?
[223] He passes away when you're 50 Yeah How does that change things in your life?
[224] um biggest change is you become a single parent um the thing you think whenever happen happens so it's a wake -up call just for life and how you see life it took me a long time to grieve because he left a mess and he died which i had to kind of deal with a little yeah financial mess just yeah just a mess and so it preoccupies you to not then actually just think about what you miss in somebody you know it just you focus on what you've got to do you go on to autopilot you think of the kind of things you've got to deal with and probably oddly I moved in March and that was the first time I remember Lila went away and it was first time in 35 years I'd been on my own in house and I grieved for Johnny all those years later did something trigger that no I think it's just you need sometimes you need space you need to you know he died there was a mess I then starting the business I was living in a house I couldn't afford to live in I had to sell it for lots of reasons, one of them, you know, for that reason.
[225] And there was so much, I was, so many sort of fires I was dealing with.
[226] And, and then I was, you know, trying to start the business, trying to guide Lila to, you know, be okay.
[227] So there was a lot of years of that.
[228] And then another life change of just deciding I want to live on my own, then brought up in a way to be able to just feel some things that I hadn't really let myself feel.
[229] And I think sometimes in life, we know we're not in that part of that strong enough to feel that feeling and move forward.
[230] And we have to be in the right situation and give ourselves that right breathing space to be able to feel the fullness of that feeling without judgment or guilt or remorse.
[231] You know, because all the other ones are so connected to situations externally.
[232] And it's very difficult to get to a situation where you're not bringing all the external factors in and you're just feeling how you feel about somebody.
[233] What was the fullness of that feeling in that moment?
[234] There was nothing better in anyone else than the bestness of Johnny, if that makes sense.
[235] And I missed it.
[236] The circumstances of his death are particularly complicated because he didn't die by natural causes.
[237] He died by suicide.
[238] And having sat here and spoken to people who've lost a partner or an ex in such a way, the feelings, from what I've seen, are much more complicated.
[239] I think anyone dying, who dies unexpectedly, whether from illness or anything, it's somebody has gone.
[240] You know, that's the biggest fundamental of anything.
[241] The circumstances drive how differently people deal with death.
[242] So, you know, some members of his family wanted to believe there was a conspiracy theory.
[243] Some, you know, you suddenly have 101 kind of views on things and stuff.
[244] that really confuses and complicates the fact that somebody has gone.
[245] You know, they've gone.
[246] Nothing is going to bring them back.
[247] They have gone.
[248] But it leaves more questions.
[249] And then you look at your part in something, you know.
[250] And that's every person who has had somebody commit suicide at some stage will say, was there anything I could have done to stop it?
[251] You know, that's the first thing.
[252] For sure.
[253] you love somebody and the more I have learned about suicide the more that you know that when people when people will talk about wanting to kill themselves I'm not saying it happens less frequently that people who don't but once somebody makes a decision that that's what they're going to do they don't talk about it you know and you'd like to feel you'd pick up on it.
[254] But I think it's the harshest lesson to learn, but when you then come across people where you feel that you now pick up on those not saying things, that there's a lot of internalizing going on and should you be reaching out and just talking, getting them to talk, because people get themselves to a stage where they feel it's the only solution.
[255] And what's staggering is Johnny had hypervigilance around his children because he had been in the Israeli army and he was paramedic and he had a really, it was a really tough situation.
[256] And he had from it post -traumatic stress disorder which wasn't acknowledged, you know, it wasn't diagnosed until about 20 years later, but one of the things was is hyper -vigilance around the children.
[257] So he was always so, you know, worried for their welfare.
[258] So you kind of have this thing of, where do you get to in your brain when you are so worried about your children that you can convince yourself the best thing for your children who you love profoundly is that you're not in their life anymore?
[259] And that is something that it's so important that we can help people who get to that situation that they don't get to that final part of that situation and it's understanding what to recognise it's understanding you know and it's very hard to recognise you know I didn't recognise and there were lots of details of it which could have really upset me you know of things that were done wrong just were just like police stuff that was done you know lots of things which you could could hold on, you can hold on to lots of things, but you kind of have to let go.
[260] When I see people who have family who have died and they want to hold onto things, or get the, you know, it's like all those things you might hold on to will prevent you to go through the process of grieving because it will hold you in this place in time and you will just be sitting with that.
[261] You know, and you won't be able to work through.
[262] And, you know, when somebody dies, You need to work through these stages and acknowledge these stages, but not get stuck in something which eats you up.
[263] So even though there were all these things, that kind of could have eaten me up, I sort of knew, and I had a very good.
[264] There's a wonderful one called Julia Samuel, and she wrote, This Two Shall Pass, and another book called Grief Works.
[265] I don't know if you've ever had her on your podcast.
[266] She's an incredible grief counselor.
[267] And I saw her straight away.
[268] She came to my house when I knew, and I hadn't yet told Lila.
[269] Because the first thing is, you need to find the words of what to say.
[270] She was a friend of my sister, and she gave me words.
[271] It's like you just feel so, I'm at a good place with it now.
[272] And I think that final thing was the moment I had by myself when Lila went off for a week, And I just, I thought, again, very, I'm totally, you know, this is eight years later.
[273] But things take time.
[274] So interesting with how the process of grief, those first sort of eight years where you kind of compartmentalize it or it's not the right time to address it yet because there's other things going on.
[275] And then eight years later, how it can show up in a moment of like solitude and in a moment of space and come out.
[276] It's interesting.
[277] Because I think there's so many of us, whether it's the grief of losing, someone or the grief of some other form of trauma that we have it compartmentalized and it might be impacting our lives in ways we don't we don't understand i hear this a lot when i speak to people about you know their mood or you know they were a slightly different person through that period but until they were able to kind of sit down and confront it and and go through the process of grief they they didn't realize that they had changed them in some way eight years later you have your moment 53 years old you start Trinney yeah big smile on your face you know starting a business like that at 53 a lot of people have a like a stigma or a stereotype that you can't start a business in midlife you know you shouldn't be doing that at that point or that you know you won't be able to raise you know all of those kind of stigmas around starting a business in midlife crap yeah total crap I started a business at 16 called What was my first business?
[278] Bowes Unlimited when I was at school.
[279] I sold hair bows.
[280] And then I started a business at 53.
[281] So it's like there's no other way to put it that age is a number.
[282] It is just a fucking number.
[283] And you can either mention that number endlessly or you can look at what energy do you have at that moment in time to execute on your dream.
[284] that's all you need energy all you need well you need a lot but you know you need to feel that you need energy passion drive relentlessness perseverance resilience pick yourself off and just get fucking on with it you need all of those things but you need the energy so that you jump out of bed in the morning and you are on it did it take time for you to cultivate that in the passing after Johnny had passed was there like a do you know what I mean because I did I did already too before and for that I was you know I did 18 our days for two and a half years it's like it you know it's it's in me that I've I've been a graft for quite a long time so you'd been mulling this idea for many many many years yeah and then and then you finally put it into action I heard you say I started pitching in 2014 and it took me three years to launch yeah I'd start pitching in 2013 I think and what were you pitching I was pitching.
[285] What was the elevator pitch?
[286] The elevator pitch was to create portable, cream -based, personalised makeup for women, 35 plus.
[287] And how was that pitch received?
[288] I did 48 pitches before one person bit.
[289] I must have sent 300 emails.
[290] What kind of negative feedback did you get?
[291] Oh, I had lots.
[292] I had I had you don't have enough followers fine I had like I think 50 ,000 followers then I had your two old start of business I had who's going to really run the business classic oh that's a nice I love I love that one you live in this Neverland it's not like it's never going to happen but it's never going to happen but you don't put words to either you sit like this place and I had that feeling I thought are people ever going to get it but I thought I'm never going to give up.
[293] So they were both sat side by side, really strongly.
[294] Why don't you give up?
[295] Because I knew it was a fucking good idea and I knew it would work.
[296] I just had to find the right people who would get it.
[297] But everyone's telling you know, everyone's telling you to...
[298] I don't care everyone's telling me, no, I know.
[299] And I know enough and I believe in myself enough to know, I know it's a good idea.
[300] I just know it.
[301] I just got to find somebody who has the vision to understand it.
[302] How do you know it, though?
[303] Because I know women.
[304] Because I've made over 5 ,000 women in my life because I know what women miss, I know the frustration they feel at the beauty counter I know that some of them don't want to admit they don't know how to do a smoky eye I know that some woman feel stuck but they don't know how to articulate how do I do it again because I don't want to seem silly in front of my friends.
[305] I know that some women feel just they could never do that was it expensive to start the business?
[306] Yes.
[307] What were the personal sacrifices?
[308] There are there are financial ones and there are friendship ones.
[309] Did you have to sell any tables?
[310] Let's start with the financial.
[311] No, but I sold my house.
[312] You sold your house?
[313] Yeah, I sold my house.
[314] And I kind of...
[315] Why?
[316] Because I couldn't afford to stay in it.
[317] I had debt.
[318] I had a big mortgage.
[319] I had kind of...
[320] When I'd separated with Johnny, I'd wanted to get this house that I bought that would enable me to walk my daughter to school.
[321] I just wanted this thing, okay?
[322] Like, desperately.
[323] So I bought this house with a really big mortgage.
[324] And I did a loan.
[325] and I did it from scratch.
[326] And it was my dream, every single little element of this house I built.
[327] Did that make you sad at realisation?
[328] Because it seems like a...
[329] The idea that I would have to leave the house was something I thought about every single day for six months and thought, what can I do to prevent it?
[330] Because I've worked this hard for so long to have this house.
[331] I've always wanted to own a house.
[332] You know, but once you let go of it, is just a fucking house and you think there's a bigger picture and the bigger picture maybe could buy me five houses but the bigger picture is that there is a bigger picture not even to look to the stage where you might be able to buy a nicer house but it's like I was on a mission Stephen I was on a mission I thought I've got to make it happen I can't not do this there was no turning back I couldn't not start the business so then it was what did I have to do start the business because first of all, I sold all my clothes.
[333] I did the sale and I went on to Emily's list and I, Emily's list is this and I was renting out the house so I didn't care who came in my house.
[334] I had like a thousand people coming in my house buying clothes.
[335] So I raised in two sales 60 grand because I used to follow I used to follow Gary Vaynerchek and Gary was always like, what the fuck can you sell in your house?
[336] You know, you can sell your trainers.
[337] You went and spent a fortune on those people who are saying, oh, winching to Gary and Gary saying, sell something.
[338] everyone has something they can sell.
[339] Well, how much do you want the business?
[340] How much do you want to be successful and start the business?
[341] What are you prepared to give up?
[342] Look at the long -term game.
[343] Was there any doubt, even a whisper of doubt?
[344] I say this in part because I look back on when I started my business, I was keeping diary entries.
[345] And I feel the same as you.
[346] There was no going back.
[347] There was definitely not a plan B. My parents weren't speaking to me. I'm shoplifting pizzas at this point to feed myself.
[348] I'm like, I can only go forward, right?
[349] Yeah, I haven't paid my rent in three months.
[350] My rent is only £150 in Rush home.
[351] Yeah.
[352] But then I, and so I recount that moment of my life as I, I zoom in on the tenacity and this certainty and this conviction.
[353] Yeah.
[354] But then I look at these diary entries.
[355] And on this day, I'm like doubting myself a little bit.
[356] It didn't last.
[357] Yeah.
[358] But there was a day where it was like a rocky.
[359] For sure.
[360] You know, and that's, you know, it's not all like, the thing is, the overarching theme is I can't go back.
[361] Yeah.
[362] It shouldn't negate the fact you're going to have.
[363] doubt you're going to question how you know it's like there's the thing somebody will believe in it but there was like another 10 meetings and nobody has you know you think yeah yeah yeah and also at the end of an investor present you when you present to investors the real questioning of your integrity over your idea is how much you decide what was the last meeting they had in the room which they brought that advice to your meeting on a totally different business to kind of talk about the market, or the amount of times I've talked about, like, you know, it's about growth.
[364] It's not about retention.
[365] It's about 70 % new customers, 30 % retention.
[366] And I was always saying, no, it's 60 % retention, 40 % growth.
[367] But saying this when Casper mattresses was going high fly was like, nobody wanted to listen.
[368] I know now then why they didn't invest because their whole thing was growth, retention, fuck it.
[369] And it's like retention is everything.
[370] You've got to down or grow.
[371] You've got to have new customers.
[372] But if you don't have the bedrock of retention, the kind of classic, you know, like companies that don't do any publicity, like five guys or some companies that haven't done much publicity, they're relying on the customer loving it.
[373] They're relying on getting new customers from their customers.
[374] You know, they're relying on the most classic word of mouth moment.
[375] But you've got to build a company on cement.
[376] And I felt at the time, these guys looking around, they're building it on quick.
[377] sand.
[378] You've got to then leave that investor meeting and think, what do I take away that's good advice?
[379] So the advice I took away to myself was if I'm in a room of predominantly men, I want to go in and a female trait to me as you want to paint the entire picture, you want to bring somebody into your universe and you want to show them everything.
[380] So they don't have one thing they can hone in on to make sense of your business and join the dots.
[381] You don't give them the dot joiner.
[382] So, therefore, the thing I learned was to go in and say, look, we're starting with this, and from this, I'm going to give you this.
[383] And then we'll get to that.
[384] And they're like, okay, and it's not men are slow and women are faster.
[385] It's like there is a fundamental difference in how people need information delivered to them so they can absorb it, go, yeah, that ticks my box, and then be ready to listen to the next bit of information.
[386] And that I didn't know.
[387] I didn't know into the 10th pitch.
[388] And then in the 10th pitch or whatever, halfway through my pitching, I kind of thought, actually, what am I not doing right here to convey?
[389] Because if I believe this is a good idea, if I believe it has legs, what am I not getting through to them that I need to?
[390] And that's the vision of the future kind of.
[391] It's a bit of the vision of the future.
[392] It's like there's a real classic that if you are a woman, generally men, if it's predominantly males, they will ask how do you protect your downside?
[393] And if I'm a man sitting here, they will say, how do you maximize your upside?
[394] It's a classic, all right?
[395] So when then...
[396] So just to explain for people that don't understand, downside is basically like...
[397] How do you negate your risk?
[398] Yeah.
[399] So, you know, how do you protect your risk?
[400] You know, what happens if you have a problem with the product?
[401] What happens if you can't find the customer?
[402] What happens if blah, blah, blah.
[403] And maximizing the upside is how are you going to scale?
[404] How are you going to make that business bigger?
[405] So I thought I thought, okay, all right.
[406] So then when they would start to get to that little thing, I would say, you know what?
[407] These three ways, like any business, is what I'll be doing.
[408] Now let us focus on how I'm going to maximize the upside.
[409] And just kind of gently, not insultingly, sometimes I was a little bit, you know.
[410] So you became aware of their prejudice and would counteract it before they kind of had a chance to use that as a way to kind of declare yourself.
[411] Yeah, you kind of want to bring in a conversation.
[412] It took me a while, Stephen.
[413] It took me. because I had never gone to, you know, when I did investor presentations in 99, I did five and I got it, you know, in those two of them invested.
[414] It was a very different time and pitching a concept.
[415] How did you counteract the prejudice that you knew was existing in those pitch boardrooms?
[416] Or did you?
[417] How did you deal with it?
[418] It's difficult because there's a part of me that thought, like I went to one and he said, I love the idea, but it will only be successful.
[419] if you do it for millennials or Gen Z because they're the only people who are going to buy like that because women of your age don't know how to buy makeup online.
[420] Okay.
[421] And at the time, 26 % of people bought beauty online, right?
[422] And of that 26%, maybe 15 % were in the demographic that I said.
[423] But I said, I'm providing personalisation that will make a woman and I will talk to women in a way of a language they understand to think actually, maybe if I went online, I'd be better diagnosed than if I went in store because she has this personalisation.
[424] And then when it launched and those very first few people who had never shot for makeup online, did it and thought, this is better than me going to Peace Jones.
[425] It was like, spread the word, spread the word.
[426] And it built on itself.
[427] But at that time when the man from this VC was saying that, and I was like, I left the room.
[428] And I thought, I actually would not want this person to invest in my business anyway.
[429] So there is that maturity you can get of thinking because you've got to also, you know, when you're going for money, you very much feel the powers in their hands.
[430] And there's got to be something you bring in the room where you think, do I want these people to invest in my business?
[431] And to get to a stage where you're the one in a way on the back foot because you're wanting the cash, how can you then say to yourself, turn it around, you know, do I want these people in the business?
[432] have they got something to contribute and asking them questions like what will you contribute what do you do for your other VCs I've spoken to a few you know you have this big thing saying that you get the CMOs together and whatever but do you actually do that and how does that happen to you and how much is this business worth in your perspective don't give out valuations I read 180 million online it's doing well though yeah what can you tell me about the scale of the business to give just to give us an inclination we've you know grown over 100 % a year how many years five years yeah we did 50 something million last year um we are we sell in 180 countries we started skincare a year and a half go it's now 38 % of my revenue so it's growing quite quickly it has the highest retention so when I look at the business and I look at retention of products for me the value of the business and look at what product base is there are so that to me is an exciting place the business is going to we're localising in different countries so there's one thing to be sold internationally but then when you localize it takes a lot of personalization across yeah it does and so we we did it when We're about 50 % in the UK, and then we're about 23 % in Australia with 10 % in America.
[433] That is a fantastic business.
[434] Yeah.
[435] And I would like to invest.
[436] When you think about your character traits and what you bring to the business, what is that and how has that led the business to become successful?
[437] Because I think in founders, we talked earlier about focusing on the thing you're good at.
[438] Yeah.
[439] What is the thing that Trini is good at in this business?
[440] I think I'm good at understanding how women react to things and what they want and how you speak to somebody.
[441] so they can hear it.
[442] I think that's probably what I know better than anyone else in the company.
[443] How did you speak to someone so that they hear it?
[444] Well, years ago I did Oprah.
[445] And Oprah taught me a lot.
[446] And she is an amazing woman.
[447] But when I used to do her shows, we would tell her stuff because we'd just done a book and it had become a number one -time bestseller in America.
[448] And it was like she helped us do that.
[449] But she would tell them stuff, I'd said.
[450] And then she would repeat it three times.
[451] within that half an hour.
[452] She'd just repeat it, repeat it.
[453] And I said, after it's Oprah, you always repeat.
[454] She said, because it registers, they get reminded, they remember.
[455] So that sense of you say something and you say it three times in maybe three different ways so that by the end of that conversation, somebody walks away with a new thought in their head.
[456] So there is that.
[457] And I don't consciously do that anymore.
[458] I think at the beginning I probably did because I remember what she said and then it got into a habit.
[459] And it's also remembering who you speak to.
[460] Because when you speak, when I do my contribution to Trinity London on social, I could be speaking to many different women.
[461] I could be speaking to a nurse on 18 grand a year who saves up every month to buy one thing.
[462] And I could be speaking to somebody who could buy 10 things.
[463] and choose to spy us.
[464] Okay.
[465] So it's quite a broad remit.
[466] But they all realize, because of what I've spoken about, the importance of actually buying things that really work for your skin and not wasting your money and not putting things on that are bad for your skin.
[467] I don't mean bad like green.
[468] I mean like, don't do anything for your skin or just understanding what you should use is not what your best friend should use.
[469] And because I had very bad acne.
[470] I mean, like when you talked about you're turning off the line, okay I used to decide what restaurant are I going to like if I was going out and as an 18 year old and I had this lighting I would literally say can we go to another restaurant because you would see my acne postules coming down and I would go like I'd literally I'd be like this for dinner so that obsession with my skin and the effect it gave on my confidence and put was a lot of what I put into when we look at what ingredients are we going to use and how are we going to use them and we have a lab in England you know I'm proud the fact we have a lab we make things from scratch we're not like hey let's put a label on here and say trinny london you know are you proud of the business very are you proud of yourself um yes i am when i remember to be i mean i get when i remember to be no like you've crossed your arms look at the body language no i i am i don't it's very easy to well i never get to a place conceit many people are proud for me and I sometimes find that challenging it's like I want to move the conversation on I don't know I can't answer it and it's just a thing you know but I'll have good friends of mine who've known me a long time who will just say you know very lovely things about having grown the business I often I'm gonna happen how do you feel on this one because we got discussed it together because we must go through the same stuff I'm asking questions, but I can relate.
[471] Okay, so give me your feedback first.
[472] Well, when someone gives me a big compliment, at the same time, they're also reminding me of everything I could lose.
[473] And so I think my natural way of dealing with things, as you've kind of described, is that forward motion, that forward motion makes me feel stable.
[474] Yeah.
[475] So whenever someone comes to me, gives me a compliment about something I've achieved, it's, I always say like, chaos is stability, and stability is chaos.
[476] It's a moment of stability that I don't like.
[477] Like just the idea of accomplishment creates a stability that I don't like.
[478] I want chaos.
[479] I need that forward motion to feel stable.
[480] It's a weird one because it's like a lot of people would disagree with what you're saying in terms of, you know, sort of a self -worth guru who's saying you've got to, you've got to, you know, take a step to a lot of friends who say, Trin, you need to take a moment to acknowledge how far you've come.
[481] And I think what you're saying is I'm just trying to grasp exactly your thing of the chaos and stability and I think...
[482] I can explain it better.
[483] Yeah, okay.
[484] So when Olympians go to the Olympics, they come back, even if they've won a gold medal and they fall into a depression.
[485] I think they call it gold medal depression.
[486] The stats around are alarming.
[487] I read one article where it said up to 80 % of Olympians post the Olympics feel that way.
[488] I think that humans, most of us anyway, maybe that's why we're in these buildings with these amazing amazing technology have it within us to need to it goes back to what i said before we started recording about progress yeah we need a sense of forward motion we don't the opposite of um what we don't want is completed goals abundant resources and nothing to strive for so maybe because i'm particularly i was particularly insecure as a child i need i get my worth from the sense of forward motion and accomplishment the thought of stopping yeah and being done is a form of psychological chaos it's a form of purposelessness and so I think stability is actually the forward emotion, the chaos, the uncompleted goals, the striving, that's when I feel most stable.
[489] And when you remove that, something to strive for I feel I feel, I feel, which people would call stability, I feel chaos.
[490] But also I think for me and you, there is something where our work is, I know it for me anyway, is inherently linked at deep, deep level to our sense of self -worth yeah and so um yeah it's quite i feel deeply uncomfortable when i get a compliment about the work we do or um when people say that to me oh you need to pause for a second and just you think about how far you've come yeah it's robbing me of something it's yeah it's like it is um when will enough be enough i don't know if enough should never ever be enough i don't know if you should always have a little bit i don't know because you see you you live in chaos.
[491] So I ask you that question.
[492] When will enough be enough?
[493] When will enough for you?
[494] There's that Hamilton song, I'll never be satisfied.
[495] I always think about that.
[496] Well, I go back to what I said.
[497] I hope, I hope there's no such thing as enough in my mind.
[498] Yeah, so when will enough answer your question?
[499] When will enough be enough?
[500] It will never be because enough is always going to mean forward motion.
[501] So, and progress.
[502] Enough.
[503] Yeah.
[504] Enough success to me is forward motion progress.
[505] So success can't therefore possibly be any destination.
[506] It is the forward motion.
[507] It is the journey.
[508] It is forward motion.
[509] It is challenge.
[510] It is autonomy.
[511] It is a meaningful goal to strive towards and it's doing it with people I love.
[512] Yeah.
[513] That's success for me. Okay.
[514] And so I need challenge.
[515] I need forward motion with people I love.
[516] High degree of self -control.
[517] Yeah.
[518] It's your life breath.
[519] Yeah.
[520] And then I'll die someday as I'm doing it.
[521] Yeah.
[522] Yeah.
[523] It is life breath.
[524] Yeah.
[525] It really is.
[526] What is success to you these days?
[527] Like what is, what does success mean for you people ask me that all the time as well but i mean it's such a when you hear that question about thinking oh fuck so make it specific it's too generalistic so what's if i let's look look at the next decade of your life okay if i say if we meet again in 10 years time and you say to me that was a successful decade all right that's a good way okay next 10 years successful decade um the one thing this is the only thing where i will bring age into it right, is I am 59.
[528] So when I'm 69, do I want to be working so hard that I sort of miss friends' birthdays and don't get to, you know, take part in life of things outside my work?
[529] Because that's a big one.
[530] Like when you're in your 20s and 30s, you can kind of like, all your friends are doing that too, you know, and in that same space.
[531] So it doesn't matter if you say, in a month, we'll get together or go for a weekend somewhere because you're all doing it.
[532] So it's like you're on this thing together.
[533] But when you're me, probably of my friends, maybe 80 % of them, their life is slightly different from what I'm doing right now.
[534] So, and that element of that friendship and those connection with people is fundamentally crucial to our feeding ourselves, you know.
[535] And there's always that, you know, guy who, not the head of American Express, but it's like, you know, will I be remembered for how hard I worked, you know, on the gravesend?
[536] There's that classic corny thing of like, well, they remember how hard I, you know, it's like they won't.
[537] But whenever I read that, I think, but they just had a nine to five job and this is a passion, you know, I always say that.
[538] I think this is so different because this is, because if I, if it was just a job, I'd probably say, you know, I should slow down a bit, whatever.
[539] But I travel the world, I help a lot of people around the world.
[540] I meet a lot of it.
[541] I was in Birmingham.
[542] What about work -life balance, training?
[543] Yes, but this is the thing.
[544] It's like I don't see my job as job, and then there's work -life balance, because there's areas of my job, which will be sociable things.
[545] I meet people, I have conversations with women every day.
[546] You know, on this, you know, social media thing, which is now a few million people, I have these women who know me really well.
[547] It's so interesting.
[548] how you think, oh, but I haven't seen, you know, I have my friends who have known me since I've in my teens, but I have these women who are part of the Trini tribe, they could be anywhere in the world, but they know me so well that like I might do a little live and they'll DM me say, Trini, I sense this this morning.
[549] Are you okay?
[550] Do you need to take a breath?
[551] And then when I shared this, you know, that John had died and so, you know, they sent thousands of messages and I read I read everything people send because if people make the effort to write a message and on my Instagram I respond to everything you know I we have a team of 11 people who we have like 12 ,000 comments a week for Trinney London stuff but I do all my Instagram because that's the beating heart of the women in my life and the feeling people are feeling you know whenever you have a business you need to understand what is the feeling people are feeling So in England we have a big cost of lowing crisis I still want to give people quality products that are premium So with all these things going on How do I sense check this thing How do I adapt the conversation So that it still is relevant to their life And they're just So going back to this work -life balance It's like they help me to sit for a second and like one of them sent this message three days and said trini you have to remember to feel what you're going through right now because you don't usually you just rush it and you need to do it's one i've never met before ever okay but they're just incredible women and so my when you when you talk about a business all right and you talk about starting a business.
[552] My business is this passion for these women to feel great.
[553] And you always have these, what's your vision board and what's your mission as a company?
[554] But it's literally to leave a woman feeling better about herself than before she came into contact with me, with fearless, with the podcast, with Trinney London, with whatever.
[555] So that's my mission.
[556] I am here for a mission.
[557] I know that sounds like whatever it's, but I am.
[558] I know I am.
[559] You know, I know I am.
[560] I know that when, like, I know that during COVID, when there were people feeling in a full family of people, fundamentally so alone as women, I knew how important it was that we should get out and we should chat to each other.
[561] I knew it was just to like really chat, really like share the shit, share the feeling.
[562] So they could go, me too, me too, you know.
[563] So at 69 then, you're saying that you're going to slow down and retire.
[564] and have pinnacoladas on the beach?
[565] No, I didn't say that at all.
[566] Did I ever say that?
[567] So 69?
[568] No, so you decided me in the next 10 years.
[569] So what success looked like?
[570] It's that this community grows because the more women who feel like this would tell more women.
[571] And I would like, at the moment, maybe we have a million women.
[572] And I would like that to be in the next 10 years, 15 million women, actually.
[573] So that I'm going to put that number out there.
[574] I'm going to now remember it.
[575] I'd like that many women.
[576] Because if you can get to that many women.
[577] But then how are you going to, I said that because you talked about, changing the balance a little bit so you could be there for your social connections a bit more your friends yeah if you've got a goal of 15 million women so how am i growing this business where i have people in place who can do things that i can do better than me so that you can go and do so i can do even more of what only i can do yeah in the business in a personal context because at the moment i did this thing the other day and i did this thing with my ceo and a four member and i did like three or six, five days a year, all right, and we divide it up because we need to, like, see, because people, it's very difficult to get meetings in a way.
[578] So it's like, okay, there are six full days a year, I do board meetings.
[579] There are 12 days a year I do investor stuff.
[580] So we add to a little laugh or whatever, and it ended up to more than the days of the year, okay, because I haven't taken that once holiday.
[581] So Jane says to me, lovely Jane, she goes, Trinney, this we have to change.
[582] So she said, okay, what do you know?
[583] not have to do?
[584] You know, how could we move to a place slowly where you don't do this, you do this, and you do this so much about it's like, you must talk to tons of people about when you have your best ideas, all right?
[585] We have our best ideas when we are not farthest removed from the chaos because you love this chaos, but we're removed enough that things have the room to bubble to the top.
[586] So I do Michael's car map every morning, all right?
[587] And I just started doing this other one on the the one with a half bowl in a something.
[588] You know that really good one.
[589] And there's this guy David G. And it was discussed at Massachusetts State Hospital.
[590] They did some research that you listened to his meditation for 59 days and it changes your neural pathways like ketamine mite.
[591] Okay.
[592] It's really, I'm anyway, I'm day 43.
[593] Okay.
[594] I'm quite into it.
[595] But when I give myself that little space the really good ideas for the business come up And the more I'm just doing, running the business, running the business, the less we're going to have of those.
[596] And I need to give the business the best of me. So at 69, do you think you're going to be working less?
[597] Differently.
[598] Differently.
[599] More space for more creativity.
[600] Yeah.
[601] And, you know, just saying, yeah, I'll take a Friday off and go and go for a weekend somewhere and things like that.
[602] Yeah, because you know.
[603] And would you be able to go for a weekend without thinking about the business?
[604] Yeah, I did actually.
[605] Can I just tell you for the first time?
[606] in five years.
[607] I went away for five days, two weeks ago, and I only did, like, eight emails, which was just great.
[608] You wrote this wonderful book, Fearless.
[609] It's really, really surprising.
[610] It's surprising.
[611] Did you read any of it yet?
[612] Yes, I went through it.
[613] And I read the entire section on life.
[614] The other section's about beauty and style were a little bit more tricky, but I read everything in the life section about that's where I got some of those quotes from and the stuff about imposter syndrome and self -belief and all of those things it is a a life advice book it is a beauty advice book it is a style advice book um and it's just a gorgeous coffee table style book have you see the thing is this is me okay you want me to pass to you yeah because i hate looking at pictures of myself so the whole point of doing this book was to say you hate looking at pages of yourself i hate fucking hungry because i just do so this is the book you'll have on your coffee table Ah, okay.
[615] You see?
[616] So nice.
[617] Like, just it will make you pick it up more.
[618] Because it's biased to have my face on the front.
[619] This is not bias.
[620] Ah, no, that is beautiful.
[621] And it's a nice little message as well.
[622] Yeah, exactly.
[623] To have a statement about yourself.
[624] Like, yeah.
[625] You know what, it's funny.
[626] When people come on the show and they have a product, I often try and spend some time talking about their products and stuff.
[627] But the thing in this case is having got to a, understand you and what drives you and having felt how authentic and deep your passion is there is no need that that all the products is just a byproduct of exactly that what we've just experienced so it's funny because I hear you're how deeply passionate and obsessed you are about your mission as you call it and I just believe the product because I know where it's coming from and that's the most important thing it's coming from a deep sense of mission that is so unbelievably authentic that starts sounds like in your childhood with a battle with your own skin issues and acne and the byproduct of that authentic mission is these wonderful products which are taking the world by storm what have I got in front of me here okay so every part I'm just giving you I'm going to give you the quick headline so you can go back to your girlfriend and you can have knowledge let's just close off on this the book is available in September yes fab so everyone can go pre -order that now yeah wonderful great so highly recommend everybody goes and pre -waters it because it's a beautiful book thank you very much So, fundamental skin care, whatever age you are or skin color you are or anything, is you should clean your skin properly.
[628] Okay.
[629] You should wear SPF every day, whatever your melanin levels.
[630] Yeah.
[631] Cancer being the primary cause, but other ascetics as well.
[632] You should do something that regenerate your skin and retinoids can do that.
[633] And exfoliants can exfoliate your skin.
[634] and you should keep your skin even so vitamin C. So those kind of me are the show stoppers in a routine.
[635] What if I don't?
[636] Because I'm guilty as charged on all above cancer.
[637] If you don't, genes might make you think, I don't need to.
[638] I'm fine.
[639] But I look at your skin and I'm going to come over now.
[640] Oh, no. Don't call me. Oh, fuck.
[641] Because I do this, look at me. And I close my eyes because I need to feel your skin without judging you by looking at you.
[642] Okay.
[643] Right.
[644] So what I do is I just have a feel and I feel.
[645] So the first thing I feel immediately is the congestion you have here.
[646] Right in the centre.
[647] A lot of people like women will have congestion here because they don't like to get their hair wet when they wash their face.
[648] You have congestion here.
[649] Sure, it's not muscle or something.
[650] It's not muscle at all.
[651] I know the difference, darling.
[652] And this is not like that's beard.
[653] You see, but this is congestion under the skin because you have an oily skin.
[654] So you have a sebaceous gland that can sometimes get blocked under the skin.
[655] It doesn't become a spot, but it's congested.
[656] So that's there.
[657] All right.
[658] So Xfolion, you're going to use.
[659] I do get a lot of spots there.
[660] Well, then you're going to use Find Your Bounce.
[661] In fact, we've got to get you find your balance.
[662] Then I go around here.
[663] Then I feel your lymph.
[664] Whenever you're feeling blocked, doing this tiny movement here releases your lymph nodes and you go around the back.
[665] She's massaging my face for anyone that's listening on audio.
[666] It feels really good.
[667] And not always on your face.
[668] I'm going round your ears.
[669] I agree to disagree.
[670] Okay.
[671] And then you go down and you want to kind of go down to your clavilt and release.
[672] This is all like a channel for all your limbs.
[673] So if you ever get a blocked face or you get dark circles, you do this kind of getting it down.
[674] Ah, that's why women always do that thing on Instagram with the, yeah, with the stone.
[675] So you're oilier here.
[676] Thank you.
[677] You've got a slight dark circle.
[678] Yeah, it's unslept, yeah.
[679] And you've got hydrated skin, but block skin.
[680] So for me, the best thing you would do for your skin is you would extoniate your skin, because you need to slosh off dead skin cells and you need to clarify your skin you need to get your pores get the congestion out so that means drinking water it means having an exfoliant a liquid exfoliant so there are an exfoliant we sell tiptoe in there you don't have sensitive skin so you would use one called find your balance which i'm going to give you okay and then afterwards use a moisturiser called niacinamide it's called energize me it has something called succinic acid in it succinic acid is like it's an ingredient that goes into your cell and goes like this.
[681] So when you put that on, your skin will wake up.
[682] You'll feel an alertness to your skin.
[683] And then you'll feel you get off a flight and you feel, I don't look tired because you haven't learned.
[684] You need to touch your face.
[685] A lot of people just don't touch their face enough.
[686] You need to get the oxygen to your face.
[687] You know you go to the gym and the oxygen goes around your body and your lymph system works and you get this feeling of aliveness.
[688] But we just leave our face alone.
[689] So you do this You don't do it with me Just do it with me Get your fingers like this Yeah Like that So it's like you've got a scissor And do friction like this Up down Up down Then go left And right Up down like that Okay And then you want to get your hands here Yeah And you want to lift your cheekbones like this Fast One two three Four Feel the energy Okay Just let go Now do you feel There's movement A rush in your face Yeah That's your lymph Your lymph is like your hose pipe around your face.
[690] And if you put a sort of foot on the hose pipe, it stops.
[691] You need this to move around.
[692] If it's moving around, it's releasing the toxin, taking them down here at the moment.
[693] It's leaving them on your skin under your skin.
[694] So it's cleaning out my face.
[695] Yes, you want it to be moving.
[696] If there was just three things then, so tell me to me this.
[697] So if you had three things you would use.
[698] Yeah, three products I would use and then sort of three principles towards good skincare.
[699] Okay, you'd use batter off, which is a cleanse and one.
[700] You go in the shower, and you put this on your face.
[701] It's AHA and PHA.
[702] It's got gentle exfoliating acids.
[703] Okay.
[704] Then find your balance, which is an exfoliant, which is not there, but we're going to get for you.
[705] I don't know what we'll get for you.
[706] And energize me, which you don't have.
[707] Those three things is what you're going to use.
[708] Okay.
[709] Your girlfriend will use a longer routine.
[710] I don't know what she looks like or her skin tone, but she'll probably have the retinoles and she'll have the vitamin Cs and a few other things.
[711] But you just need three things.
[712] So that's the products And then in terms of the personal routines You said, drink water, sleep Sleep And then like massage my face Yeah Got it I'm looking forward to I'm looking forward to it I've always kind of procrastinated On like skincare routines I know but if it's easy If it's real easy you'll do it If it's by the sink I'll pick it up Yeah okay We'll just like We'll cement it down with blue tag Cool Okay So we have a tradition where the last guest leaves a question for the next guest And not knowing who they're going to be leaving it for Yeah The question left for you is what's the one thing that gives you the most healthy pleasure in life and how can you commit to harness more of it?
[713] Going down a ski slope at 83 kilometres an hour.
[714] But the thing is, I just feel responsibility now that I can't do that anymore.
[715] Why?
[716] Because it's very dangerous, you know?
[717] It's like I, but it is, it's a guilty plate, because I love it, I love the speed, I love the, like, I'm just in control, wind through, my hair, you know, it's the only sport I know how to do.
[718] I'm shitted every other sport.
[719] Sounds like the way you live life.
[720] Yeah, probably.
[721] In control, high speed.
[722] Yeah.
[723] Probably.
[724] Good man. So I got to leave one for somebody else now.
[725] Yeah.
[726] Thank you.
[727] Thank you so much.
[728] Thank you for the inspiration.
[729] You truly are an inspiration.
[730] Tremendously, tremendously so.
[731] And I'm going to make you feel uncomfortable.
[732] You should be so proud of how far you've come.
[733] You must be so proud.
[734] Take some time to just breathe.
[735] it and enjoy it, Trinney, because you're going to regret it.
[736] Shut up now.
[737] I appreciate you so much.
[738] Thank you for being here.
[739] Thank you for coming and doing this.
[740] And thank you for creating a real business that's inspiring so many people just through its existence, but also inspiring them to be better and to feel better about themselves through the wonderful products that you've made.
[741] And I highly recommend that everyone goes and gets this book.
[742] It's more of Trinney, the Trini that I'm sure you've loved in this conversation.
[743] And these products, I mean, they speak from themselves because, as I said, you know exactly where they've come from.
[744] So thank you.