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[0] In the days leading up to Joe Biden's inauguration on January 20th, as my colleagues in Washington were getting ready to go cover the inauguration, I was checking in with the followers of QAnon.
[1] Boom, what's up, guys?
[2] Welcome to another show.
[3] We're here on Monday morning, January 18th, only a couple of days left until inauguration day or whatever the heck might actually happen on that day.
[4] Basically, people who believe in this Q &on conspiracy theory had locked into that date, January 20th.
[5] We're all waiting in anxious anticipation to see what this week might bring, aren't we?
[6] Which they saw as kind of the final deadline, the true culmination of all these beliefs and predictions they've been talking about for the last three years.
[7] I don't know.
[8] I feel like my God that something is going to happen and we go from there.
[9] They were promised that Joe Biden would not actually be inaugurated that day.
[10] Trump can call martial law even up to five minutes.
[11] before Biden's inauguration, if he has to, wait that long.
[12] Donald Trump would declare martial law and reveal all of these shocking and terrible government secrets and that Trump himself would get inaugurated for a second term.
[13] The shot hurt around the road is going to be when they arrest Biden right there on stage.
[14] While Joe Biden would get arrested.
[15] Either they're going to arrest him on stage, he's going to come out and say that the election was fraudulent or something's going to happen and they're not going to be able to do the inauguration.
[16] And the thing I was trying to figure out, is, like, when that doesn't happen, when Joe Biden is inaugurated in contradiction of all of these prophecies that QAnon had believed, like, what would the millions of people who have been expecting this to happen do?
[17] From the New York Times, I'm Michael Wobarrow.
[18] This is a daily.
[19] Today, my colleague, Kevin Ruse, on what happens to a conspiracy theory and its followers when it's proven wrong.
[20] Even if we don't get our way, we're going to get away one way another after that.
[21] It's Friday, January 29th.
[22] Kevin, why is January 20th such a make -or -break moment for believers in the Q &on conspiracy theory?
[23] QAnon at its core is a deeply date -driven belief system.
[24] So just to recap, Cliff Notes version, QAnon is this big sprawling conspiracy theory about this global cabal of satanic pedophiles who run the world.
[25] No basis, in fact, it's totally made up.
[26] But it got started in 2017 when Q, this anonymous message board poster who claimed to be a high -level government insider, started posting these cryptic clues on a message board about what was going to happen.
[27] Basically, unspooling this theory about how Donald Trump was secretly working to take down this cabal and that there would be this day in the future, this moment of reckoning called the Storm or the Great Awakening, when Trump would reveal his plan, expose the deep state cabal, and bring its members to justice.
[28] And Kevin, does anyone know, I don't know if this is measurable, how many people believe in this clearly, false conspiracy of Q and his prophecies?
[29] Well, it's hard to say exactly.
[30] I mean, they don't keep an official membership directory, but it's almost certainly in the millions.
[31] I mean, Facebook, Twitter, these other companies that have taken action against QAnon accounts have taken down pages and groups with millions of members between them.
[32] So this is not like a small fringe movement anymore.
[33] And what's interesting is that it's continued to grow, really rapidly, even though from the start, lots of the predictions that Q was making weren't coming true.
[34] Like the very first Q post in 2017 predicted that Hillary Clinton was about to be arrested.
[35] And that didn't happen, obviously.
[36] And how do these people rationalize that?
[37] Well, mostly they tell themselves, you know, we must have misinterpreted the clue.
[38] Maybe the clue wasn't wrong.
[39] Maybe we just weren't smart enough or savvy enough to understand.
[40] understand what date Q really meant.
[41] Hmm, it's on us, not Q. Exactly.
[42] So these QAnon prophecies, they come and go and the goalposts get moved and the explanations get reformulated.
[43] But one of the big setbacks for Q &N happens in November of last year when, to their great surprise, Donald Trump loses the election.
[44] QAnon believers had been told that Trump would win.
[45] re -election in a landslide.
[46] And so they were confused, but they still had an out because there was still this theory, this unfounded theory, that the election had been stolen and that, you know, when the truth about election fraud and other various conspiracy theories came out, they would be vindicated and Trump would indeed become a two -term president.
[47] Hmm.
[48] So even this, the greatest setback to date, is somehow rhaps.
[49] rationalized, incorporated into the Q belief system as something that can be explained.
[50] Right.
[51] But all of this is sort of made more confusing and complicated by the fact that after the election, Q, this anonymous message board account that posts these cryptic clues, basically disappears.
[52] There are a couple posts since the election, but Q used to post, you know, 10, 20 times today, and now these posts, these sort of clues that help people in the movement understand what's happening, they're basically gone.
[53] Q just disappears, stops posting, doesn't really address the election at all.
[54] And so that creates a power vacuum in the Q &N community.
[55] And what is the reaction among followers?
[56] Well, some of them think that this is part of the plan that Q has sort of gone incommunicado because things are heating up or, you know, there are various ways to sort of explain why Q has disappeared.
[57] But what ends up happening is that instead of drawing their guidance from Q, people in this movement start looking to these kind of influencers in the movement, these people who sort of aren't Q or who they don't believe are Q, but who sort of speak with authority about what's happening in this progress.
[58] toward the storm or the Great Awakening.
[59] Hmm.
[60] And so where do these new influencers guide Q &N followers?
[61] Well, they start to point people to another date, January 6th.
[62] The day Congress is supposed to certify the results of the election.
[63] And how do Q supporters start to think about that date?
[64] What's supposed to happen?
[65] So Q &N believers spend weeks leading up to January 6th, convincing themselves and each other that Joe Biden is not going to be certified as the winner.
[66] of the election by Congress that, you know, maybe Mike Pence will step in and block it, or maybe patriots will take to the streets themselves and sort of, you know, convince Congress not to certify the election results that all of this is going to somehow end in a reversal of what's been happening and that Donald Trump will actually be declared the winner.
[67] Well, one slice of that, of course, does materialize.
[68] people do storm the capital, including, as we now know, QAnon supporters, but they fail.
[69] And, of course, Joe Biden's victory is certified.
[70] So how do Q &N supporters absorb that news?
[71] Well, the reaction among Q &N believers to January 6th was kind of mixed and confused.
[72] Like, there were believers who said, like, yeah, this was us.
[73] We did this.
[74] But there were also people who said, No, this wasn't us.
[75] All right.
[76] Can you hear me?
[77] Yeah.
[78] Great.
[79] So, yeah, catch me up a little bit.
[80] I mean, when we last talk...
[81] And I heard some of that kind of mixed feeling about the riots when I called up a source of mine.
[82] This woman I had been talking to for more than a year who believes in QAnon.
[83] She lives on the Upper East Side of Manhattan.
[84] She's a middle -aged white woman, went to Harvard.
[85] Her name is Valerie Gilbert.
[86] And I called her after the riots and sort of asked her what she thought had happened.
[87] Like, what were you thinking as you were watching them?
[88] Like, what was going through your mind?
[89] I don't believe those were Q people.
[90] I don't know one violent Q person.
[91] I don't know one Q person who advocates violence.
[92] I mean, there were, you know, people, you know, on the ground who I follow, you know, who I've been following for a long time, who were there posting.
[93] I mean, I can give you some names, but there were, you know, there were people posing things like, this is the storm.
[94] Yes.
[95] And so look, maybe some of them were, I can't say who is.
[96] or who isn't, I'm not following all of them.
[97] But overall, you know, I don't, while I want to see justice served and treachery to the United States government exposed, I don't know who's who, and who can definitively say that.
[98] There is a lot of spy versus spy going on and infiltration.
[99] She said maybe it's Antifa, maybe it's not, but she said that it didn't shake her faith.
[100] Does it bother you that that Q has sort of vanished?
[101] I mean, I think he's posted once, three times, three times the election.
[102] The whole Q was to inspire thought, and it did that.
[103] It sparked a movement.
[104] In Q &N, there's this saying.
[105] And the bottom line is, you know, trust the plan.
[106] Trust the plan.
[107] And that's sort of what they tell each other after these setbacks.
[108] They say, you know, trust the plan.
[109] I'm not one of the plan.
[110] I'm not in Team Q. I don't know.
[111] There's a plan, and maybe we don't understand what it is yet or when it's going to happen, but there is a plan, and it's going to happen, so don't lose faith.
[112] And that's basically where she had landed.
[113] So I get the fact that this is a cliffhanger.
[114] And there are so many days, you know, when you look at the Q signs and things line up on the Q clock and you're waiting for a bang and nothing fucking happens, and you're like, okay, you know what?
[115] I don't know.
[116] I don't know.
[117] But I think, you know, the wheels of justice grind slowly.
[118] And I think what we are going to see when it's all systems go, whenever the hell that is, is revelation, declassification of some pretty horrible stuff that people are going to be surprised by.
[119] I mean, it's not all that dissimilar from how some people in religious communities feel about the second coming or the apocalypse.
[120] I mean, there have been lots of.
[121] of groups that have predicted things that have not come to pass, and they don't lose faith after it.
[122] They just reformulate the belief and keep going.
[123] What if you're wrong?
[124] What if Biden has inaugurated on the 20th?
[125] What if Trump faved into public life?
[126] What if Q never comes back?
[127] Like, what if this whole thing was fake?
[128] I don't anticipate that.
[129] But if that comes to pass, then I will deal with that.
[130] And that's how I roll, you know.
[131] Like, what would dealing with it look like?
[132] I'm not going to waste energy even postulating that.
[133] We can talk about that if it comes to pass.
[134] When we come back, January 20th.
[135] So, Kevin, tell me about January 20th as you experienced it.
[136] Yes, I have two monitors in my home office, and one of them The presidential inauguration from the U .S. Capitol live coverage all day.
[137] I was tuned to a live stream on YouTube of Joe Biden being inaugurated and on the other one.
[138] What's going on on the internet buzz, guys?
[139] You got some links to send over?
[140] Come on, let's do some research.
[141] Let's see what's going on behind the scenes.
[142] I had arranged all these like Q &on chat rooms and telegram groups and Facebook groups and basically trying to sort of have one reality on one screen and the other reality on the other screen.
[143] And today on the west front of the Capitol, it's the inauguration of the 46th.
[144] Hey, just wait for mainstream media to get really confused, like they don't know how to cover this.
[145] That's when you know it's gone off script.
[146] Now, this marks the 59th time in our nation's history that this transfer of power has happened.
[147] I just really hope and pray that he signs over everything to the most.
[148] I want the military.
[149] I want the military in complete control.
[150] Right.
[151] Literally split -screen realities of the world.
[152] Right.
[153] And tell me what you see.
[154] So the day starts off very hopeful for these Q &N believers.
[155] Yeah, you kind of just got to look at all the things Trump's put into play, and it's kind of lining itself out, you know.
[156] They're looking for symbols like Trump gives his sort of going away speech, and they see that that he has 17 flags behind him.
[157] He's got something up his sleeve.
[158] 17 is sort of like a magic number in QAnon because Q is the 17th letter of the alphabet.
[159] He's giving us hints right here.
[160] So they say like, oh, he's sending a signal that this is the day that Trump is going to declare martial law and invoke the Insurrection Act and announce the mass arrest of all these elite pedophiles.
[161] It would be hilarious if Trump did the emergency broadcasting in the middle of the inauguration.
[162] That would be hilarious.
[163] As inauguration started, politicians, you know, walk in, take their seats.
[164] These people that they believe are members of this global cabal of criminals.
[165] Hillary Clinton, George W. Bush, Barack Obama, they're all in one place.
[166] I got the popcorn ready.
[167] I'm optimistic.
[168] It's almost like it's a moment of truth.
[169] So as you're watching this, you're seeing people continue to speculate.
[170] Like, any second now, this is going to happen, this is going to happen.
[171] Any second now.
[172] One person on a Q &N on message board writes, The next 48 hours will be like the entire revolutionary war and the fall of Berlin compressed into two days.
[173] I have called off work so I can witness history in the making.
[174] What a time to be alive.
[175] And then as noon approached, and Joe Biden was getting ready to actually take the oath of office and get sworn in as the president, they started to get a little nervous.
[176] What's your heart say, guys?
[177] My heart wants faith.
[178] My head says we're screwed.
[179] Listen to your heart.
[180] I think we all want to cry.
[181] Sick to my stomach.
[182] Very sick to my stomach.
[183] chin up hold the line that ain't over yet we'll know after 12 o 'clock if he gets in there we'll see what happens then people just sort of trying to tell themselves that there was still time something could still happen preserve protect and defend and then as soon as Joe Biden took the oath of office of the United States.
[184] So help you God?
[185] So help me God.
[186] Congratulations, Mr. President.
[187] And was officially the president.
[188] And Donald Trump was officially no longer the president.
[189] The mood really shifted.
[190] I don't know what to believe anymore.
[191] I feel like we've all been played.
[192] Think of all the people that we follow and trust that, you know, have told us about Q and explain the drops.
[193] That's really the heartbreaking.
[194] they were getting despondent people were saying we've been played like fools it's over i'm tired of this everything that we read we're chasing dreams it just i'm exhausted more out tired of chasing hopes and dreams and realizing that none of them are coming true so Granted, this wasn't everyone.
[195] There were still some people who said, you know, I still trust the plan.
[196] You know, I'm still holding out.
[197] But a lot of people were getting very disillusioned.
[198] On behalf of the moderation team, they were leaving the group chats.
[199] Keep faith, stay strong.
[200] We're working on some stuff in the back channel.
[201] Some of the big QAnon message boards had so many people sort of posting about their doubts and their disillusionment, that they started banning these people, who they called doomers.
[202] So you weren't allowed to post anything negative about QAnon.
[203] But that couldn't contain this feeling that a lot of them were having that they had been lied to and betrayed and that actually there wasn't a plan.
[204] So this theory that always seems to get reinvented, justified, explained, rationalized, all of a sudden, there are people who are suddenly acknowledging we can't defend this.
[205] This is not real.
[206] Yeah, the scales fell from their eyes.
[207] And then, you know, later that afternoon, a couple hours after inauguration, this guy Ron Watkins, who used to run the site that Q posted on, some people have suspected that he actually posted as Q himself.
[208] he posts this message to his telegram channel.
[209] He writes, We gave it our all.
[210] Now we need to keep our chins up and go back to our lives as best we are able.
[211] As we enter into the next administration, please remember all the friends and happy memories we made together over the past few years.
[212] That does not sound like a believer.
[213] That sounds like somebody admitting it was all wrong.
[214] Yeah, it was very weird.
[215] It was kind of like, you know, real Q was the friends we made along the way.
[216] It was like, it had a very, like, last day of summer camp feel to it.
[217] You know, this was one of the biggest, most prominent figures in the Q &on movement.
[218] And he's basically saying, like, sorry, better luck next time.
[219] What is the reaction to Watkins post?
[220] There's a lot of anger.
[221] People are furious.
[222] I think it's important to understand that, like, this is not a small part of these people's lives.
[223] This is not like, you know, I had a fantasy football team that I really hoped was going to win the game and they didn't win the game.
[224] Like, people have lost years of their lives to this movement.
[225] And as I was watching these Q &N believers kind of turn on the influencers in their movements, I was thinking about my conversations with Valerie Gilbert.
[226] I don't want to talk to people that think I'm crazy, you know, and I don't have a support network in the way this.
[227] some people do.
[228] You know, I am my support network.
[229] So I'm actually, I've come to the client.
[230] Who basically had told me that her belief in QAnon and other conspiracy theories had cost her a lot of her closest, longest relationships.
[231] Has anyone ever, anyone from your sort of old life ever tried to, I don't know, sit down and talk with you about their worries about, like, from your old life?
[232] My sister, my sister, and that's one of the reasons we're not talking right now.
[233] It's been just not easy.
[234] When was the last time you saw it, her?
[235] I saw her last summer, 2019, and it was right after that that Q clicked for me. And, you know, clear they were looking at what I was posting on Facebook, and I post a lot, as you know.
[236] and then my sister said, you know, I'm worried about you.
[237] And I was like, oh, that's it.
[238] No, no, no, no. If that's all you got out of what I'm posting is your concern for me, then there's no conversation because of what I'm doing.
[239] I feel really great about it.
[240] I feel really great about my online community.
[241] If I asked your sister, like in general, what she thinks of your relationship, what do you think she would say?
[242] She's very hurt.
[243] She's very hurt by the fact that I pull back.
[244] Would it be okay if I tried to contact your sister?
[245] I would really rather not.
[246] Okay.
[247] It's an awkward relationship.
[248] So are there other people that I might fall and just say, what's your relationship with Valerie like and anyone that you have known for a while?
[249] First of all, I don't, I am not talking to anyone right.
[250] now.
[251] And that is my choice.
[252] So when I, you know, if there was someone that I felt, there's no one that comes to mind.
[253] And when I, you know, so no. She'd cut off ties with her friends.
[254] She'd been estranged from family members.
[255] Like QAnon had really become not just a thing that she believed.
[256] It had become her entire social life.
[257] I guess I felt unseen with certain people and with few community you know it's it it is moving to me yeah so anyway it feels right and you know in terms of finding myself alone right now and and wanting it that way it's um it's okay it's all okay and like i say if friends who are different from me didn't patronize me or scream at me and say, I'm worried about you?
[258] That is the most fucking patronizing thing you can say.
[259] Well, isn't somebody worrying about you?
[260] Isn't that loving?
[261] I mean, that doesn't sound painful to me. Not when I then tell her, I have never felt better in my life.
[262] Not when I'm actually happy.
[263] If I was complaining, that's one thing.
[264] No, I think that's horrible.
[265] I really do.
[266] I'm worried about you.
[267] That is patronizing.
[268] You know, what if I said that to you?
[269] I'm worried about you.
[270] You work for the New York Times.
[271] That's none of my business.
[272] You like it.
[273] It's your job.
[274] I mean, I'm guessing.
[275] I don't know.
[276] But do you know what I'm saying?
[277] We are in different worlds.
[278] And so what happens to people like Valerie?
[279] Where do they go from here?
[280] It's a really vulnerable, uncertain moment for believers in QAnon.
[281] And I think some of them are doing what they always do.
[282] They're pushing the date back.
[283] They're moving the goalposts.
[284] but a lot of them are just sort of floating.
[285] They don't know what or who to believe.
[286] And there are groups that are preying on that uncertainty.
[287] Like, it's important to remember that QAnon has been, in many ways, like, a very destructive and dangerous movement.
[288] Like, there have been real acts of violence.
[289] There was a mob at the Capitol that was driven in some way by QAnon believers.
[290] And now some other extremist groups, white supremacist groups, far -right militias, have started trying to capitalize on this moment of confusion by recruiting QAnon believers into their movements and attaching them to their causes.
[291] Really?
[292] So, Kevin, is Q over in a certain sense?
[293] Is it on a path that is no longer sustainable, given what just happened?
[294] I think the original form of QAnon, this conspiracy theory centered on the posts of this anonymous person on the internet that was all about Donald Trump defeating the deep state, I think that part may be close to over.
[295] But I think what QAnon represents this kind of alternate reality of conspiracy theories and lies, this sort of group of millions of Americans who don't trust official explanations, who want.
[296] secret knowledge who are sort of creating their own truth out of fragments of stuff they read and see on the internet i think that's that's not going away anytime soon have you talked to Valerie since the inauguration can you really yes how are you i'm i'm okay i have and i asked her like how she felt now that her prediction about the inauguration had proven false.
[297] You know, if I don't have an end date, the fans keep shifting, and in point of fact, Q, never promised anything by any date.
[298] So, you know, there's been anticipation, impatience, frustration from the get -go.
[299] She's still very much a believer.
[300] In her mind, the fact that Joe Biden is the president doesn't change anything.
[301] His presidency will not stand.
[302] It's a stolen crown, and I am still 100 % positive that that will be proved.
[303] The faith is really unshakable in the fact that this is not only a political plan and a military one, but a divine one.
[304] That there is something bigger than all of us going on here.
[305] Thank you, Kevin.
[306] We appreciate it.
[307] Thank you for having me. We'll be right back.
[308] Here's what else you need to know today.
[309] The South African variant of the coronavirus has been detected in the United States.
[310] Two cases of the more contagious mutation have been found in South Carolina.
[311] Neither involved people who had recently traveled to South Africa, suggesting that the variant has been spreading for some time within the United States.
[312] And on Thursday, General Motors said that it would phase out gas and diesel -powered cars in trucks by 2035, a historic change that will pressure rival automakers to do the same.
[313] GM says that it will only sell vehicles that produce zero tailpipe emissions.
[314] The move will have a major impact on the oil and gas industry, which relies heavily on gas -powered cars.
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