The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett XX
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[11] Most people, they're living unaware of the puppet master of trauma that is driving their life.
[12] That's a really good analogy.
[13] The trauma really is like a puppet master behind the scenes and the unconscious pulling your strings and you're not aware of it.
[14] You know, do you remember Pinocchio?
[15] Yeah.
[16] So remember what Pinocchio says at the end where he, when he finally becomes a real boy?
[17] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[18] He says, how foolish I was when I was a puppet.
[19] And to the extent that we're being activated by these.
[20] unconscious strings that our trauma is pulling behind the scenes and we're acting in our lives and we think we're autonomous free beings but we're actually being controlled by something in the past that we haven't worked out we're puppets we're actually puppets and and there's not there's no freedom in that there's no freedom in it at all so i mean i suppose the opposite of trauma if you want to revisit that question is is liberation interesting liberation and by reconnection by reconnection but liberation from the from the inexorable power of the unconscious which is like cutting the strings in a way kind of brings me to out there's kind of two ways I want to go with that but the first question I have about about trauma and the puppet master analogy is do we ever do we ever really cut the strings or do we just kind of learn to pull against them when they try and tell us to do something with more force than they're exerting in the opposite direction That doesn't work very well, pushing against it, because they're still reactive.
[21] You're still not in charge.
[22] You're just in automatic resistance mode to something.
[23] There's no freedom in that either.
[24] So, yeah.
[25] But awareness that you mentioned is huge because once you're aware that there's this...
[26] See, the thing about these strings may not fray right away.
[27] but once you wear that ah this reaction of mine it's not about what's going on right now there's something all being activated here that awareness alone weakens the it slackens the strings of it now you're no longer is taught they no longer is automatically capable of pulling on you so it does have to begin with awareness of them ultimately if we realize that this puppet master is just a desperate little person trying to get you to survive the only way he she they knew how when you were small when they were small if you make friends with it but we relieve it of its duties thank very much but i can handle it now it eventually becomes our friend rather than sort of our master you know on that first step of just acknowledging just understanding that there is a puppet master they're controlling us and and exactly which strings that puppet master is pulling in our lives.
[28] How does one go about awareness, the process of awareness?
[29] Is there, I mean, is it introspection, keeping a diary, therapy?
[30] What is it?
[31] Well, all that, I mean, all or any.
[32] But even when you ask how you go about it, what is the it?
[33] Well, for you to say how to go about it, you already must have some degree of awareness.
[34] If you didn't, you wouldn't even be asking the question.
[35] So that's the very first step of realizing that there's something here to work.
[36] on.
[37] There's something here to work through.
[38] It does not need to be the way it is.
[39] That already is the biggest step.
[40] The Buddha said that to recognize the source of your suffering is the first step towards relieving the suffering.
[41] And so as soon as you ask how you go about it, you've already taken a huge step.
[42] Because a lot of people don't even know that there's an it.
[43] They just think this is a reality, that this is life.
[44] So realizing that this it doesn't have to be the way it is, that's already a huge step.
[45] No. Beyond that, yoga, meditation, nature, therapy of all kinds, bodywork of all kinds, like somatic experiencing or craniosacled treatments or even massage therapy.
[46] It's incredible what can be revealed just through bodywork like that.
[47] Then all kinds of forms of therapy, the ones I teach, the ones other people teach, journaling, certain exercises in this book that we recommend, like just ask yourself where you have trouble saying no in life to things you don't really want to do and working not through on a regular basis.
[48] So there's lots of ways once you open the door.
[49] You know, I have a chapter on psychedelics here, which is, again, it's not like a panacea or for everyone, but certainly it's a helpful modality for a lot of people.
[50] so some people may actually benefit from taking pharmaceutical medications if their situation is dire enough but not as the final answer but as a way of getting respite that allowed them to go to work on the real issues that cause them to be depressed or anxious or tuning out you know so any and all of these things a lot of people don't even want to open those doors though because they there's so much pain associated with maybe going back or revisiting an early experience that they just think it's better keep the doors shut yeah um and get get to tomorrow that's true um to which i have two answers um one is it's true it's painful um because all the pain you didn't want to feel and you've been running away from through your compensatory behaviors like like your addictions are nothing but an attempt to escape from pain that's all they are that's all they know they're not a disease they're not genetic whatever it is is addictions are very simply an attempt to escape pain which create more pain but that's what they are and so we get addicted to work to sex to pornography to gambling to the internet to shopping to eating to power on that point i find it so fast that you when you mentioned in your previous book that you know you classified things like food yeah social media shopping, porn and work as types of addiction that in and of itself was a bit of a revelation for me because I never saw work as an addiction the minute you said it was and I kind of link it to heroin addiction which is providing a certain psychological physiological benefit to me yeah temporarily temporarily of course it's a fucking addiction of course work is an addiction of course I have that addiction well it can be an addiction Yeah.
[51] We can also be sacred.
[52] It can also be fulfilling in a manifestation of your creative urges.
[53] But it's so it's not the, but it's strange to say, not that I recommend it, but it's possible even to use heroin in a non -addictive way.
[54] I don't personally get it and I would never want to.
[55] But the addiction is never in the behavior itself.
[56] It's in your relationship to the behavior.
[57] So if the particular activity gives you temporary relief or pleasure and therefore you crave it but it causes harm in the long term and you can't give it up.
[58] You've got an addiction and I don't care what the activity is could be drugs and all the other things that we mentioned and it employs the same brain circus by the way.
[59] The workaholic is after the same brain chemical that the cocaine addict is after.
[60] Dopamine, you know, and people can be even addicted to their own stress hormones like adrenaline, the so -called adrenaline junkies.
[61] There's such a thing, you know.
[62] So almost, anything can be addictive if it serves the purpose of temporarily easing some distress but causing harm in a long term is is escapism the right word to use then for it if we're because it it doesn't sound as much like we're escaping rather than we are seeking something we're seeking relief from a certain mental state like like i just gave you a definition of addiction so think i don't know what add or haven't or haven't besides you know you know But what did that do for you temporarily?
[63] It gave you something.
[64] It made me feel like I was valid and I was pursuing a sense of accomplishment and validation.
[65] I could give you a sense of worth.
[66] Worth, yeah, I was worthy.
[67] No, is that something that people need or not?
[68] Yes.
[69] Yeah, that's a good thing.
[70] But the real question is, why did you ever get the idea that you didn't have the worth?
[71] Why did I get the idea that didn't have the worth?
[72] That's what trauma comes in.
[73] Because I was called the N word.
[74] when I was eight by a kid in school.
[75] And then no one was going to be that day.
[76] And because your mother screamed at your father.
[77] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[78] You know, and so all that together.
[79] And so, and that's emotionally painful.
[80] Like, what does it feel like to be, not to have a sense of word?
[81] That's painful.
[82] And so that's where my mantra is, don't ask why the addiction, ask why the pain.
[83] And if you want to understand why the pain, you have to look at that person's life.
[84] And what the benefit of the addiction is.
[85] That's something that you say, in previous book that I found it's a flipping of narrative where you say we should be asking what the benefit of the addiction is.
[86] Well, in like in your case, it gives me a sense of worth.
[87] Well, okay, I'll say to you, if you come to me, because you say, like I'm a miracle, like it's causing some harm in my life, it's keeping me from intimate relationships, it makes me stressed and tired, whatever it is.
[88] It's the first thing I would ask you for you of you is, what is it doing for you?
[89] And you say, it's sense of worth.
[90] And I'd say, you know what?
[91] You deserve to have a sense of worth.
[92] I totally understand why you'd want to engage in an activity that gives it to you.
[93] But given that it's causing you harm, let's look at why you don't have a sense of worth and how else you might develop it that isn't harmful to you, you know?
[94] So, but you start with what's right about it.
[95] What are you looking for?
[96] And what you're looking for is always valid.
[97] Did you know that the Dariovacio now has its own channel, exclusively on Samsung TV Plus.
[98] And I'm excited to say that we've partnered with Samsung TV to bring this to life, and the channel is available in the UK, the Netherlands, Germany, and Austria.
[99] Samsung TV Plus is a free streaming service available to all owners of Samsung Smart TVs and Galaxy mobiles and tablets.
[100] And along with the Dyer of a CO channel, you'll find hundreds of more channels with entertainment for everyone all for free on Samsung TV Plus.
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