#408 – Tal Wilkenfeld: Music, Guitar, Bass, Jeff Beck, Prince, and Leonard Cohen

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[69] And now, dear friends, here's Tal Wilkenfeldt.

[70] There's a legendary video of you playing with Jeff Beck.

[71] We're actually watching it in the background now.

[72] So for people who don't know, Jeff is one of the greatest guitarists ever.

[73] So you're playing with him at the 2007.

[74] uh crossroads festival and people should definitely watch that video you were killing it on the on the base look at that face uh were you scared what was that experience like were you nervous you don't look nervous uh yeah yeah i'm i wasn't nervous i i think that you can get an adrenaline rush before stage which is natural but i think as soon as you bring fear to a bandstand you're you're like limiting yourself you're kind of like pulling yourself off from everyone else.

[75] If you're afraid, like, what is there to be afraid of?

[76] You must be afraid of making a mistake, and therefore you're coming at it as, like, a perfectionist, and you can't come at music that way, or it's not going to be as expansive and vulnerable and true.

[77] So, no, I was excited and passionate and having the best time.

[78] And also, you know, the fact that, he gave me this solo.

[79] The context of this performance is that this was a guitar festival.

[80] It's one of the biggest guitar festivals in the world because it's Eric Clapton's festival.

[81] And there's like 400 guitarists that are all playing like solos all night.

[82] And we were like towards the end of the night.

[83] And I could tell like Jeff like got like a kick out of, you know, I'm not going to solo on like one of my most well -known songs.

[84] Castle Bennett's lovers.

[85] Well, Stevie Wonder wrote it, but people know Jeff for that song and his solo on it.

[86] Like, I'm going to give it to my bass player.

[87] And he did, and, like, he took it.

[88] He's, like, bowing.

[89] Like, he didn't have to do that.

[90] But you really stepped up there.

[91] It just shows what a generous musician he is, and that's evident in his playing across the board.

[92] He is a generous, loving, open musician he's not there for himself he's there for the music and he thought well this would be the perfect musical thing to do um and it kind of all started like when i went to audition for him which was an interesting experience because i got i got food poisoning um on the plane and so like literally when the plane landed i went straight into an ambulance into um a hospital overnight.

[93] The manager picked me up, and I showed up at Jeff's door, which was like a three -hour drive, like through windy country roads.

[94] And he answered the door, and he's like, okay, you're ready to play?

[95] So we went upstairs and started like rattling off the set.

[96] And when it came to this song, Kosovin and his lovers, he just said solo.

[97] And he loved it and kept the solo in it.

[98] So that's kind of how, because there was no bass solo before I was playing in his band.

[99] So this whole thing was kind of new.

[100] So even with food poisoning, like you could step up.

[101] Yeah.

[102] That's just like, what, instinct?

[103] It's just being able to differentiate from, like, the body and from, like, expression, music.

[104] All right.

[105] Yeah.

[106] You know, it's interesting, you said fear walls you off from the other musicians.

[107] And what are you afraid of?

[108] You're afraid of making a mistake.

[109] You know, Beethoven said, to play a wrong note is insignificant.

[110] To play without passion is inexcusable.

[111] Yeah.

[112] Do you think the old man had a point?

[113] Yeah.

[114] Different styles of music invite varying degrees of, I would say, uncertainty or unsafe in the way that people might perceive it.

[115] So, for instance, like the tour that I was just on, like playing Allman Brothers songs, like I am standing on the edge of the cliff the entire night.

[116] and if I you know mess something up mess it up like what even is a mistake but if I do like a little clunker or whatever it is it's like so what I like I wouldn't have played half the stuff that I'm playing if I wasn't constantly standing on the edge of the cliff like wild and so I don't care about those few little things I care about the overall expression and then there's other gigs that you know for instance if I got called for like a pop or a country session or a show in those environments they may want you to play safe like just play the pot and play it with a great groove and time and great dynamics and don't really veer away from the pot and stuff and I've done plenty of those gigs too it's just a different like hat you put on what do you get from the veering from the veering off the beaten path You just love it, or is that going to make the performance better?

[117] Like, why you stand at the edge of the cliff?

[118] Because at the edge of the cliff is all possibilities.

[119] And unknown, you don't know what's coming.

[120] And I love being there in the unknown.

[121] Otherwise, it's just like, why are we doing this?

[122] Am I just like a clown on stage, like showing you my, skills or what, you know, what I've studied in my bedroom.

[123] It's like, no. Like, I, I want to be like pure expression happening right now and responding in real time to everything that's happening.

[124] And anytime I'm not doing that, it's like, it's a waste of everybody's time.

[125] Have you ever messed it up real bad?

[126] Mess what up?

[127] I mean, you know, comedians bomb.

[128] You're a big fan of comedy.

[129] Yeah.

[130] Have you ever bombed on stage?

[131] Probably.

[132] I think it's all about recovery, you know, and the more times that you fall off the cliff, the quick you know how to recover and the varying ways that you can recover to the point in which it's concealed so much that maybe a listener might not even know that you're recovering.

[133] And eventually you learn to fly if we take that metaphor all the way off the cliff.

[134] You know, you learn, all right.

[135] I remember one time when I was really young.

[136] well not really young but like when I was 21 or 22 yeah exactly um but when I was first playing with Jeff Beck and we played at what I consider the best the coolest jazz festival it's Montre Jazz and like Miles played there everyone played there and they have the best speaker system ever I was excited for months and the drummer Vinnie was like practicing for like eight hours in the bus on the way there and everyone was like on fire on stage and I remember playing a note just one note that I really didn't like and I let it go in the moment on stage but as soon as I got off stage I was really sad and so I sat like on this road case everyone was out celebrating I like sound this roadcase look with a sad face like boo -hoo and then Claude Nobs like the owner of the, you know, the whole festival came out to me. He's like, Tal, what's wrong?

[137] And I'm like, I played a bad note.

[138] I was such a child.

[139] And like he said all this wise stuff that, you know, Miles Davis had imparted to him.

[140] And like, it fully cheered me up.

[141] He's like, is there anything that would make you feel better?

[142] And I was like, caviar.

[143] The dude came back 10 minutes.

[144] later with this huge thing.

[145] Oh, wow.

[146] It was a joke.

[147] It was a joke, but he actually brought me caveat.

[148] But anyway, that's the one time that I remember being sad about a performance.

[149] Now I'm just like, okay, whatever, like, it's done.

[150] Was it a physical slip of, like, the fingers, or was it, did you intend to play that note?

[151] That I can't remember.

[152] I can't remember if it was just a bad choice that sounded like a clangor or why it happened.

[153] It was so long ago, but I don't get depressed about that anymore.

[154] Did that be funny if that was like your biggest and only regret in life, is that note, and it haunted you in your dreams?

[155] And then like, you know, like, I'm on my deathbed and just everyone's just bringing me caviarque because of the one night.

[156] Joke went way too far.

[157] You talked about confidence somewhere.

[158] I don't remember where.

[159] So I want to ask you about how much confidence it takes to be up there.

[160] You said something that Anthony Jackson told you as encouragement, a line that I really like, that quote on your worst day you're still a bad motherfucker that's actually a Steve Gad quote and Steve used to tell that to Anthony because Anthony used to get real depressed if he did a wrong thing or not perfect thing and Steve Gadd used to say this to Anthony Jackson and then Anthony was my first bass mentor or just mentor in general people don't know he's a legendary bassist he's a legendary bassist and I started playing the bass when I was 17 and I moved to New York and I met Anthony and he started mentoring me but in a very not typical way like he like would just sit in his car with me for hours and talk music You guys just listen to music and analyze it exactly and that was the best form of learning I think just like well what do you perceive here and well I heard this and just discussing that jazz usually or no all styles of music and yeah he told me that story about it on your worst day because you know like yeah even then like when I was like 18 19 I get sad sometimes about performances like I could have done this it's like I don't do that anymore thankfully or I'd be miserable so you still you always kind of feel pretty good yeah yeah now I do now it's just I I I sense the body feeling fatigued especially if it's a very long show like the ones I just did with three hours shows and we did you know one to three hour sound checks so that's a lot of physical activity every day um so i just feel the body being tired like fatigue the ears are fatigued that's about it i don't really reflect on the show much you're almost like from a third person perspective feel the body get tired and just accept it yeah i don't want to identify with it because then i'm like then and i'm tired but i'm not tired it's very i'm usually like energized.

[161] It's like with a food poisoning, the mind is still capable of creative genius even if the body is gone.

[162] Yeah.

[163] Something like that.

[164] Yeah.

[165] So no self -critical component to the way you see your performances anymore.

[166] There is, there is critique, but not in the way that it would diminish my sense of self.

[167] It's different.

[168] I can just kind of look at something and be like, okay, well, actually next time I'll do this choice and this choice maybe.

[169] Maybe this would serve the song better.

[170] Maybe this would help the groove feel more like this, but it's not like, I suck because I did this and I'm a loser.

[171] Do you think that's bad?

[172] Because even when I asked that question, I had a self -critical thought.

[173] Why did you ask that question?

[174] That's the wrong question.

[175] I always have the self -critical engine running.

[176] Is it necessarily a bad thing?

[177] It depends if it's affecting you negatively.

[178] What is negative anyway?

[179] Well, if it brings your frequency down and you feel less joyful inside unless you don't feel like complete, you feel less than less worthy of something, then you could call that bad if you aspire to not feel that way.

[180] Yeah, aspire to not feel that way in the big picture.

[181] But in the little picture like there's a pain is a little pain is good that's fair so confidence you seem like in this performance you seem confident you seem to be truly walking the the bad motherfucker way of life I kind of a word that I prefer over confidence is trust because I think with confidence is almost like there's a belief assigned to it that I am this thing that you believe in, whereas trust is just simply knowing that you can get up there and handle whatever it's going to come your way.

[182] And it's more of an open feeling where it's like, yeah, I could, I could do this, sure.

[183] But not like, I'm a bad motherfucker.

[184] You know what I mean?

[185] There's a huge difference because I've shared the stage with people who have a lot of confidence and it can be like a brick wall just like fear is a brick wall.

[186] So the brick wall is a bad thing.

[187] Like the thing you have with Jeff here on stage.

[188] It's not a brick wall.

[189] There's no wall.

[190] There's chemistry.

[191] Yeah.

[192] How can you explain that chemistry, the two of you had?

[193] Trust and lack of fear, yeah.

[194] And also I will say, you know, that each individual has developed likes and dislikes over their lifetime.

[195] And that can be like, in this case, we're just talking aesthetic likes and dislikes.

[196] So in this particular case, obviously our likes and dislikes are very much aligned, such that the things I do to compliment him, he enjoys, and vice versa.

[197] But it could be two, you know, very trusting, open musicians on stage that don't have walls up, but their choices are very different.

[198] And one person likes heavy metal and the other person likes classical.

[199] So it's got to be both.

[200] So you guys were good at, like, yes, anding each other musically?

[201] Definitely.

[202] Is that where you're most at peace in a meditative way, is on stage?

[203] It used to be that it would only be on stage.

[204] It's dotted with that.

[205] That was almost like my way in to flow state and meditation was playing music.

[206] And then back in the day when I'd kind of crash off to shows, I wanted to change that.

[207] I wanted to always feel like I'm in flow state.

[208] Have you succeeded?

[209] I've gotten a lot better.

[210] I'm still obviously on the journey, but yes.

[211] So you meditate.

[212] I think you've said somewhere that you meditate before shows or just in general?

[213] I meditate every day.

[214] When I'm on tour with my band, I ask that we all meditate together for at least 20 minutes.

[215] And I don't dictate which type of.

[216] meditation.

[217] I don't put on a guided meditation because everyone has their own thing they want to do.

[218] Maybe someone might be praying in their head.

[219] It doesn't matter.

[220] It's just the idea that we all put our phones down and we all are in one room connecting energetically, spiritually, and just letting our lives go for a second.

[221] And then we walk straight on the stage and it's always really connected.

[222] And there were a couple gigs where we ran out of time for that.

[223] And I could tell.

[224] There was a major difference in the performance.

[225] So it both connects you and centers you, all of those things.

[226] Yeah.

[227] But then when I'm home, I love to meditate, and I've tried various styles of meditation and studied various types of things.

[228] So I don't do just one thing.

[229] I kind of customize it depending on where I'm out in my life.

[230] You and the world lost Jeff back a year ago.

[231] you told me you really miss them.

[232] How is the pain of losing Jeff change you?

[233] Maybe deepen your sense of the world.

[234] You know, it's hard to accept that we won't create something musically again in this lifetime.

[235] But in terms of the grief, grief was easier for me because I went.

[236] through a major grief period in 2016 and 17.

[237] And that was the first time I'd really gone through the process of grief in a, in a, like in a non -family situation, like with friends and mentors and people that I'd created with, which is different.

[238] It's a different kind of connection.

[239] When my grandparents died, it's like there was nothing left.

[240] said and I was at peace with what was happening.

[241] With this, when Prince died out of the blue in mid -2016, and then Leonard Cohen died in November, that just told me to shreds because Leonard Cohen was not just someone that profoundly inspired me, you know, musically, lyrically, but spiritually we had a very deep connection and that was the basis of a lot of our conversation was spirituality and so at that time I felt like a piece of me went missing and that was a very long process where I just stayed in my place and didn't want to play a note of music I kind of wanted to just get rid of all my stuff.

[242] So I had a friend come over and he's like, you should just, once you come to the comedy store, I'm like, comedy store.

[243] Like, what am I going to go, go to some store and buy clown suits?

[244] Like, what are you talking about?

[245] What's a comedy store?

[246] He's like, no, no, no, like the comedy store, the place where like comedians go.

[247] I'm like, okay, well, I've never seen stand up.

[248] I don't, you know, I've seen Seinfeld on TV.

[249] That's like the extent of my stand -up experience.

[250] So he took me to the comedy store and every single one of those comedians like embraced me like I was family.

[251] It didn't even take a day.

[252] I was like part of the family and I made like 25 best friends and I ended up throwing all my stuff in storage and like finding a little room to stay in where I rented my gear out.

[253] And that was me paying my rent paying was me loaning the gear because I didn't want any any responsibilities financial.

[254] I just wanted to be completely free so that I could like just process it and not feel like I had to commit to anything work -wise or creatively.

[255] I just wanted to unplug.

[256] And so this was like a fun and very different way to unplug because, you know, previously I may have just gone to a monastery and spent, you know, weeks at a monastery or months.

[257] But in this case, I was like, you know what?

[258] This is a different kind of experience.

[259] I'm going to just hang out with comedians and stay in this room.

[260] With no responsibility, really.

[261] Yeah, other than to really deeply connect with this grief that I'm experiencing.

[262] I'm not going to negate it.

[263] I'm going to really fully connect to it.

[264] And I did, and it was tough.

[265] And then, you know, more people in 2017 were leaving.

[266] Greg Arm and Tom Petty.

[267] I mean, it was like, these are people that I worked with all these people and, like, had great connections with them.

[268] And they were all going.

[269] And the world was mourning the loss of these people because of everything that they'd given to the world.

[270] Like, they'd changed the world's lives, not just mine because I knew them personally.

[271] And so that was also complicated.

[272] and why, for me, it was interesting to be grieving the loss of these musicians with comedians.

[273] And I learned a lot.

[274] It changed my life because I just learned to laugh at absolutely anything, everything.

[275] I mean, my grandpa had a really great sense of humor too.

[276] My grandpa was a Holocaust survivor, and he could just kind of like laugh at anything.

[277] And like, so I already kind of have that in me. but being around all these comedians just kind of like exaggerated that for me and that really changed things for me for the better.

[278] So then when Jeff Beck died it was like, okay, I've got these tools.

[279] I know what this is.

[280] And I'm going to go through it again and I'm going to be on tour with Incubis in two days.

[281] Yeah.

[282] And so Mike Dernt from Green Day he called me up and he said, hey, like I know you're going through a lot and I said, yeah, I don't even know what I'm going to play.

[283] Like, I really want a vintage jazz bass for this.

[284] And I only have a 70s one that I don't really think is appropriate.

[285] I really need a 60s one, blah, blah, blah.

[286] And Mike's like, I'm going to hook you up.

[287] He showed up to my place the next day with a truckload of old P -bases and jazz basses and brought them all into my studio.

[288] And I'm playing them.

[289] And then I pull one out of the case.

[290] And it's Olympic white, just like Jeff Beck.

[291] and I play it and not only did I get goosebumps and started crying but I looked over at Mike and same thing was happening and he's like I guess I guess Jeff might be happy about this and he's like well you know I didn't want to let this one go I was just trying to cheer you up a bit and maybe loan it to you for the tour but if you really want it it's yours and I was like oh my god this is like like what a like mike doing is the nicest guy ever um so so that happened so that bass's name is jeff and it's a white jazz bass and i played it on the incubus tour but yeah i do feel like i'm more equipped to handle grief now tell me about the comedy store a little bit more do you think um comedians and musicians in some deep fundamental way are made from the same cloth Like, are they spiritually connected somehow?

[292] I think everyone's connected spiritually in the same way.

[293] So I think personality -wise, comedians and musicians are quite different, actually.

[294] In what way?

[295] Well, you'd have to subdivide even musicians into different categories too, because, you know, the thing that I appreciate about comedians is that, you know, you go to a restaurant with them and, like, all the observational humor of, like, they'll just, they'll notice everything and make you laugh about it, which a really great songwriter does the same thing, too.

[296] And my favorite lyricists, like Leonard Cohen, Bob Dylan, Paul Simon, they, you know, Warren Zevon, they add comedy into their lyric.

[297] And, like, so those types of people, I would liken to hanging out with a comedian.

[298] It's very different from, like, say, somebody that is an instrumental guitarist or something like that, that they're more focused on whether it's like a kinesthetic thing or like a physical thing or whatever it is, they're not quite doing the observational thing in the same way.

[299] So I just appreciate like my favorite thing to do is go out and laugh, especially because like I can tend to be pretty analytical and be in my head.

[300] And so anything that, that just kind of lets me be in my heart and just enjoy life.

[301] I think there's a photo of you with Dave Chappelle on stage.

[302] What was that about?

[303] So right after Leonard Cohen passed away, the comedy store threw me a birthday party.

[304] It was this crazy lineup.

[305] And it was like I'd play a song with my band.

[306] And then Jackson Brown sat in and like sung a song.

[307] And then like Dave Chappelle came up.

[308] and said some jokes.

[309] It was like one of my favorite nights ever.

[310] Yeah.

[311] Yeah, it was cool.

[312] It was a very healing birthday party.

[313] Yeah, there's something magical about that place.

[314] Yeah.

[315] It's really special.

[316] Yeah, well, the mothership has some magic to it too.

[317] It's really cool.

[318] It's different, totally different vibe, but like super awesome.

[319] You've said that Leonard Cohen is a songwriting inspiration of yours.

[320] I saw you perform a song Chelsea Hotel brilliantly on the internet it's about for people who don't know is a his love affair with Janet Joplin how does that song make you feel great I love that song which aspect musically the melancholy feeling the hopeful feeling the the the the cocky feeling all of it like every single line is a different feeling to it really yeah but as a whole piece I appreciate it so much.

[321] I actually lived at the Chelsea Hotel.

[322] And when Leonard and I first met, that was one of the first things we talked about was that, you know, I lived there where all that stuff went down before they tore it apart.

[323] And, yeah, it's just a beautiful song.

[324] You know, it makes me sad the way it ends.

[325] I don't mean to suggest that I loved you the best I can't keep track of each fallen robin I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel That's all I don't even think of you that often You know that line I don't even think of you that often Always like breaks my heart for some reason Like how ephemeral how short -lasting Like certain love affairs can be Just kind of like Huh Yeah Do you think he meant it?

[326] I always think he does He's trying to convince himself of it.

[327] It could be both or either, you know?

[328] I mean, that's the beautiful thing about poetry and lyric is that it's supposed to be open.

[329] Yeah, I wonder if it's also open to him, depending on the day, you know?

[330] Definitely.

[331] I mean, the thing that he taught me or his advice to me was when you're writing a song, look at it the next morning, like just first thing and read it, and then take a walk.

[332] Smoke a joint, read it again.

[333] Go have a fight with your, you know, daughter.

[334] Come back, read it again.

[335] Get drunk, read it again.

[336] Wait a week.

[337] Read it again.

[338] Just so that, you know, from every state and every position, the wider the lens is going to be from an audience perspective.

[339] You want things to mean multiple things.

[340] So there's one line I read somewhere that he regrets putting in the song So I've got to ask you about it, it's pretty edgy It's about giving me head on the unmade bed Yeah You think that's a good line or bad line I think it's an amazing line It's one of the best lines in the song Yeah, right When he put that song out, obviously he didn't regret it Or he wouldn't have put that lyric in the song I think what happened was That eventually word got out either from him or from somebody else that the song was about Janice Joplin and so at that point he regretted the indiscretion so it wasn't that he regretted how great the line was it was just the privacy factor but then again Leonard's known for rewriting his lyrics in his live shows you'll see a bunch of songs where it's like new lyrics and he didn't do it because he didn't like the old lyrics He just did it because he could because he's Leonard.

[341] And it's like, why not have fun with words the way musicians have fun, you know, improvising solos on stage.

[342] And he could have changed that line in Chelsea Hotel after, in retrospect, and he never did.

[343] I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel.

[344] You were talking so brave and so sweet, giving me head on the unmade bed while the limousines wait in the street.

[345] That's so powerful.

[346] That's a powerful line.

[347] It just kind of shocks you.

[348] Well, that's what's so great about it.

[349] But also heartbreaking, because it doesn't last.

[350] Especially, actually, to me, it adds more meaning once you know it's Janice Joplin.

[351] It's like, okay, these two stars kind of collided for a time.

[352] Yeah.

[353] But why is it heartbreaking?

[354] It could also be just beautiful that they had a little fling.

[355] Yeah, everything is beautiful.

[356] Thank you.

[357] Even the dark stuff.

[358] What's not beautiful?

[359] Everything is beautiful.

[360] If you look long enough and deeply enough.

[361] What were we saying?

[362] Oh, what do you think about Hallelujah?

[363] What do you think about the different songs of his?

[364] Why did you choose Chelsea Hotel to perform?

[365] Because I lived there, and it was like, it meant something to me to sing that song.

[366] And actually, when I put that song out on YouTube, that's when he sent me an email.

[367] He's like, hey, do you want to come over?

[368] And this is how you guys connected.

[369] No, we met in a rehearsal studio.

[370] I ended up watching their whole rehearsal and sitting there next to Roshi, his like 105 -year -old monk, which was really great.

[371] I remember when I was like shaking his hand.

[372] Like, so I was like, it was just me and Roshi on the couch watching Leonard with his band.

[373] And he's shaking hands.

[374] And he grips my hand like this, like, doesn't let it go.

[375] And he said, he looked at him.

[376] Where are you?

[377] And I said, in the handshake.

[378] Yes.

[379] Wow, you pass the text.

[380] Pass the Roshi test.

[381] And then what's funny was that the next thing that happened about five minutes later was Leonard Cohen got down on his knees and opened up a jar.

[382] I'm not kidding you, off caviar.

[383] This is not a callback.

[384] Well, it is in a way.

[385] I know.

[386] I know.

[387] In a deep fundamental way.

[388] He started feeding the monk caviar.

[389] Yeah.

[390] And that healed my Montreau.

[391] Jazz Festival, sadness, forever.

[392] The end.

[393] Do you think there's a kind of like weird, like there's a sense of humor to it all somehow?

[394] Like, why does that happen?

[395] Why does that happen?

[396] Why stuff like that happens?

[397] Or that the Jeff Bass speaks to you?

[398] Why do we need to know?

[399] You believe in that stuff?

[400] In what stuff?

[401] That there is a rhyme to the whole thing somehow.

[402] Like, there's a frequency to which magical things of that nature can happen?

[403] I'm divided about that answer because I think just things are flowing.

[404] I don't think anything's kind of like planned out.

[405] Like through time, it's like an orchestra playing of different experiences and circumstances that are somehow connected.

[406] I think everything's connected, so yes.

[407] But predetermined means like...

[408] I don't believe in the predetermined stuff necessarily, which is different from whatever your previous comma is.

[409] And comma is a whole other kind of conversation.

[410] I don't mean comma isn't like good comma, bad comma, just comma meaning the collection of things you've acquired over this lifetime or other lifetimes.

[411] Just whatever that is is going to influence your future.

[412] Well, you had a really interesting trajectory through life.

[413] Maybe I just read it that way because I've had a lot of stuff happen to me that's like lucky.

[414] Feels lucky.

[415] And sometimes I wonder like, huh?

[416] This is weird.

[417] It does feel like the universe just kind of throw stuff at you with a chuckle.

[418] I don't know.

[419] Not you.

[420] The proverbial you, one.

[421] Yeah.

[422] You say you sometimes watch classic movies to inspire your song right.

[423] And you mentioned watching taxi driver.

[424] I love that movie.

[425] And I think you mentioned that you were a love song based on that movie.

[426] So Travis Bickle, for people who don't know, is a taxi driver, and he's deeply lonely.

[427] What do you think about that kind of loneliness?

[428] I think that loneliness is a product of feeling separate from the world and separate from others.

[429] and that the less you experience that separation, the less you'll feel lonely.

[430] How often have you felt lonely in this way, separated from the rest of the world?

[431] It's less and less every single year because I work very hard at it.

[432] Feeling a part of the world?

[433] Yeah, just meditating and studying scriptures.

[434] And don't you think that, I mean, isn't there a fundamental loneliness, the human experience?

[435] In what sense?

[436] That all the struggles, all the suffering you experience is really experienced by you alone.

[437] Is it?

[438] Maybe at the very bottom, it's not.

[439] It's kind of all the same stuff.

[440] You didn't feel alone in 2016, 2017?

[441] I felt like I lost a piece of myself that I had given to somebody else.

[442] And I feel like people feel that in romantic exchanges, whether it's long -term, short -term.

[443] You give a piece of yourself, and then if that person dies or you break up with that person, you feel like you've lost that piece of yourself, which I feel like is a very different experience than if you just are opening yourself rather than giving a piece of yourself.

[444] You're just opening yourself to somebody or something.

[445] so opening is fundamentally not a lonely experience no it's a loving experience and then losing a piece of yourself can't be yeah because you can't really you can't lose a piece of yourself if you are the same self as every other self right right so if you see yourself as together with everybody then there's no losing yeah yeah yeah it's a beautiful way to look at it you said that uh there's something that uh there's something healing about being in an empty hotel room with no attachments except your suitcase you know a lot of people will talk about hotel rooms being a fundamentally lonely experience but you're saying it's it's healing it's healing yeah because i just get to sit there and not worry about all this stuff like these meaningless attachments i've got my suitcase with my necessities or my three suitcases sometimes and uh I can just sit there and meditate and just be with myself.

[446] And it's so awesome.

[447] And usually like you plan your touring for like, you know, you kind of get the business aspect of things taken care of in advance so you can kind of just really be flowing day to day on a tour.

[448] And it's a great feeling.

[449] It's funny because this last tour that I did, we didn't have hotels every night.

[450] We had hotels maybe like once a week.

[451] And I hadn't done that before.

[452] Usually, I'm frequently in hotels.

[453] So I didn't get that space that I'm really used to get.

[454] You missed them.

[455] I very much missed it and had to be very creative.

[456] And I ended up, like, going into the back lounge when everyone was asleep and, like, meditating back there or, like, before everyone woke up.

[457] and I actually like joined there was like an online meditation retreat that was happening it was like 12 hours a day of silent meditations that happens once a year and I love this this particular group of people and they knew I was on tour so they're like just join when you can and so I was on the tour doing the meditation retreat at the same time it was so fun it was so fun because I was like in the back lounge the bus is like moving around like this and my life laptop, the Zoom is like, and I'm just like sitting, like, meditating.

[458] It was like, yeah, this is the shit.

[459] It's silent.

[460] So they're all connected to Zoom and just doing silent 12, 12 hours a day?

[461] Yeah, yeah.

[462] That's cool.

[463] These particular retreats that I started doing, it's not straight silent.

[464] There are, you know, silent sits every hour for 50 minutes.

[465] And then there's some talks.

[466] And like these people that I've been working with are really cool because they're integrating spiral dynamics into zen and it's like the coolest combination with spiral dynamics like Ken Wilbur do you know Ken Wilbur integral theory yes can you explain a little bit so he I vaguely know of him because of kind of this notion that everything is one like everything is integrated that every field has truths and falsehood and we should integrate the truths.

[467] Yeah.

[468] It's hard to explain how it applies to this type of meditation because it's in the guided parts of the meditation that this whole like Holonic theory is like brought in about like transcending and including every aspect of your being.

[469] Because he talks about like levels of development and like it, in consciousness and how like this applies to like every single religion or non -religion that there are these levels of development and from all the go all the way up to enlightenment no matter what you start off with it could be you know Christianity Buddhism Vedanta doesn't matter like anything then I just like I like it when everything is and everyone is taken into account it doesn't matter where you're coming from that there is a way to to be self -realized self -actualized there are self -actualized beings from all walks of life with very very different paths there's no one path i mean in this particular retreat i do there's like a lot of silence sits and then there's some guided meditations um but this i've tried a lot of different avenues and they're all great so i wouldn't just say just try this one thing like i've studied like the upanish of like with Vedanta teachers and like gone through those texts for months and months and stayed at monasteries and like how they break it down makes total sense to my mind and heart and like my more importantly than my mind like my inner knowing like it resonates inner knowing yeah because like your mind is like the thinking tool like it's it's not you you're not your mind you're not your thoughts you're not your body you know so it's like just the you like that knowing that you have that's kind of when something resonates there that's usually when you go with something what's living in a monastery like it's the best what is what are we talking about like what it's just an empty room with like a tiny single bed and a sheet and a pillow and that's that's it you have to eat the same thing as everyone what's the food like what is it very plain cheap basic food which is you know funny for someone like maybe because I'm pretty particular about my diet.

[470] Yeah, you brought over like 20 different ingredients.

[471] Yeah.

[472] So what was the day in the life of Tal and a monastery?

[473] You wake up at 5 a .m. to the bell, and you go and meditate, like, constantly.

[474] Until bedtime, other than two meals.

[475] How are you sitting?

[476] Are you in a group?

[477] Is there other people there?

[478] And you're just sitting there?

[479] Well, if you're talking about the Zen Monastery, because I stayed in a Zen Monastery, and I did a thing with that, the guy was telling you about that kind of the integral Zen thing, where he uses Ken Wilbur's work in combination with Zen, that's a little bit different because he does talks, we talk about things.

[480] And that's very separate from the monastery, like the Vedanta Monasteries.

[481] I've stayed at, which there's very little meditation in terms of sitting silently.

[482] Instead, we are meditating on the scriptures, like the Upanishads, and we're, like, diving into that.

[483] What were the differences that take us from the experiences, the two different, the integral one and the meditating on the scriptures?

[484] They both incredibly, have been incredibly helpful to me, because the, the, you know, Vedanta, any time I go into my head about something, the answer is there based on this knowledge.

[485] And with the Zen Monastery, it's like you just got to put your butt in the seat and sit and wait.

[486] And maybe something will happen, maybe it won't, but just keep sitting.

[487] And it's very disciplined.

[488] And you go through a lot.

[489] body's purging a lot.

[490] There's a lot and you don't necessarily have the answers as to what is happening.

[491] And so I think for somebody like me, I need both.

[492] I need to be in a place where there's complete uncertainty but complete discipline and just doing the regimented thing.

[493] And then there's the me that feels very satisfied from an analytical standpoint, understanding what's happening like what what is the gross and the subtle body and the you know like i want to understand these things about what it is to be a human so i i like them both understand what it means to be a human so that like having that patience and just sitting with yourself helps you do that yes more so like the analysis part oh so the analysis the actual okay got it but sitting with yourself there's no better education yeah of like facing every demon and it's all going to come out and it's not going to be pretty but then there's things that happen on the other side of it that are so profound have you met most of your demons i've met the demons that have come out oh there might be more who knows yeah okay well to be continued what uh since since i think i i i heard you say that you wrote a love song after taxi driver What kind of love songs do you write more of?

[494] So you're a songwriter first for people who don't know.

[495] They might think you're primarily a basis, but you're...

[496] But they're wrong.

[497] So do you write mostly broken heart ones or like hopeful love songs, in love songs, about to be in love songs, soon to fall in love songs?

[498] Well, the last album I put out is pretty self -explanatory as to what that is.

[499] A lot of pain though There was, yeah Some of it was Storytelling and some of it was Real experience and it's always like a combination of Of things Like I serve the song So sometimes you use your own Life experience to tell a song And sometimes you may watch a movie And part of that script merges with your own experience and that tells the right story for the point you're trying to make in the song.

[500] So it varies from song to song in terms of how, like, what a biographical it is.

[501] Yeah.

[502] I was at the end of the taxi driver when it's her name Betsy because Travis becomes a hero she tries to get with him and he rejects her.

[503] Also, that's powerful.

[504] My favorite love songs are the ones where you're not sure it's about romantic love or love of God or love of life or just pure, just love.

[505] Like, I was thinking, like, George Harrison writes songs like that, like, what is life?

[506] Or, like, Bob Dylan's song that George Harrison covered, if not for you.

[507] Yeah, just grateful, grateful for his love.

[508] Right, right.

[509] That's kind of like where, well, what?

[510] I'm experiencing now and so who knows well end up coming out but do you've been writing this kind of yeah I've been writing a little bit I don't have like an intention of like putting something out in in any particular time frame but I'm just writing and letting things flow and yeah I love there's like a bunch of like Leonard Cohen songs to to where you're like there's so many ways to interpret this song and there's so many ways I just love songs that don't aren't like so like specifically about one thing you know I I really love the song to play it to listen to Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton and I thought it was pretty straightforward yeah and then I had a conversation with Eric Weinstein who's a mutual friend of ours and he told me it's not about what I thought it's about oh yeah what did he say it's a more complicated this story.

[511] It's actually a man, so Wonderful Tonight is a story about a man being just finding his wife beautiful and appreciating it throughout.

[512] But he said it was actually a man missing his wife, that he's imagining that she's lost because of the decisions he's made in his life.

[513] So it's pain.

[514] And he had a long, beautiful, Airquantstein -like explanation of why.

[515] I love those.

[516] Have you and Eric played music?

[517] No. We've just hung out and had very long conversations about everything.

[518] He's a bit of a musician, you know?

[519] Yeah.

[520] Okay.

[521] You picked up to the guitar when you were at 14.

[522] Let's go back.

[523] And one interesting thing that just jumped out at me is you said you learned how to practice in your head because you only had 30 minutes.

[524] Yeah.

[525] Your parents would only let you practice for 30 minutes.

[526] Yeah.

[527] I read somewhere the call train did the same.

[528] He was not the practice part, but he was able to play instruments in his head as a way to, like, think through different lines, different musical thoughts, that kind of stuff.

[529] I just, maybe can you tell the story of that?

[530] Yeah, I just grew up in an environment that was focused on academia.

[531] And I fell in love with guitar and really just wanted the focus to be that.

[532] so my limit was 30 minutes a day for I don't even remember how many times a week might have been every day or five days a week whatever so your parents didn't want you to play more than that no and so I just learned how to visualize the fretboard in my head and I'd practice all day in my head it's kind of like you know the the Queen's Gambit the TV show with Anya Taylor Joy and she's just like to use it on the ceiling I used to do that with the frontboard Yeah, just practice.

[533] And I actually recommend it to every musician because if you're just practicing here, you don't know what is more dominant necessarily.

[534] Is it this or is it your motor skills?

[535] If you just take that away and do it here, you know you've got it.

[536] So I'm glad that that happened and that I learned how to do that.

[537] And in terms of like learning fast, because like I had to like learn how to, well, I had to try to absorb a lot of information in a short amount of time when I did have the instrument, I kind of would like do things in bursts, like even in that half an hour.

[538] I would just go like play for a couple minutes and then I'd stop for like a minute.

[539] And then I'd do it again.

[540] And I noticed there was like a huge difference between the first time and the second time, whereas if I just kept repeating stuff, it would be, like, much slower.

[541] Well, what is you do in that minute?

[542] Just hang out.

[543] Just integrate?

[544] Yeah, I just, like, my brain, it's like my brain was telling me, like, just chill out for a sec, that's enough information.

[545] Let me take a second to integrate that.

[546] That's what, at least what it felt like to me. And the most hilarious thing happened a couple months ago, I know you're friends with Andrew Huberman.

[547] So he put out some clip, which was a part of one of his podcasts, about learning.

[548] And he said that there was some research done on learning fast and that if you practice something for, you know, a minute or so, and then you let your brain rest for 30 seconds or a minute, that in that 30 seconds or a minute, your brain does the repetition 20 to 30 times faster and in reverse.

[549] And I was like, whoa, that's so cool because that's what I used to do when I was the kids.

[550] Like now there's science that proves that, which is really cool for musicians to know that that that's a good way to practice efficiently.

[551] Because, you know, like some musicians, they're like practicing for six, seven, eight hours a day.

[552] I've never done that.

[553] I've never practiced more than an hour a day even now.

[554] Like, I've just, just, that's my technique.

[555] And it works.

[556] Are you also practicing in your head sometimes?

[557] Now I'm not practicing as much.

[558] I'm more always writing songs in my head.

[559] So that's why I like silence.

[560] That's why I love being in the empty hotel room and being alone or, you know, songs come to me while I'm showering or walking around doing the dishes.

[561] Occasionally when I'm hanging out with friends or like comedians and people just like say shit, and I'll be like, that's a cool line.

[562] I'm just like jot it down at my phone.

[563] So it's not always musical, it's sometimes lyrical.

[564] It's more lyrical than musical now.

[565] Because it's like, for me, it's like, well, there's so much music in the world.

[566] If I'm going to write a song, I want the song to be about something interesting.

[567] And so, yeah, the words matter to me. Yeah, and the right work and it has so much power.

[568] It's crazy.

[569] with Leonard Cohen.

[570] And then they're often simple.

[571] The really powerful ones are simple.

[572] And like when you mention Hallelujah, you know, he wrote like 80 verses to Hallelujah before he narrowed it down to like four.

[573] And it took him like 15, 20 years to write that song.

[574] So some writers will do that.

[575] And then other writers just vomited out and it's beautiful.

[576] Like I've heard that Bob Dylan or Journey Mitchell, they're like, they're fast writers.

[577] They just kind of comes out.

[578] that makes me feel so good to know Leonard Cohen wrote so many verses of that like that that was so deliberately crafted extensively rigorously crafted he just would spend months and years and constantly refining refining you have songs like that for yourself or you refine for many years it's song dependent some just flow out and it's like oh there it is everything's there and then other songs, it's like you might have started it with music and there's some words that come out and then trying to fill in the rest of the word.

[579] Sometimes it can be like a square peg in a round hole.

[580] And other times it's like, oh, no, I can, you know, it depends.

[581] Sometimes it becomes like a math problem and hopefully it doesn't.

[582] Because you just want to say what's right for the song.

[583] And usually when you, you know, write it all together, like, the lyric and the melody and the chords and everything's kind of developing at once at least for the first draft that's very very helpful like sonheim used to write like that just like he wouldn't move on until like he would just go this way whereas for me it's just like I'll just go with what seems to be coming naturally and I'll just let it be what it is and then you come back and you say okay well what what do I have to do to this now look what's needed just to linger on the learning process what would you recommend for young musicians and how to get good what are the different paths a person can take to understand it deeply enough to create something special I think first and foremost understanding why you are playing music because you have something that you're trying to express or that you're just in love with expression itself, with art itself.

[584] Those are great reasons to start this journey.

[585] The why should be...

[586] I think the why is really important because it's a jagged lifestyle, and there's a lot in it.

[587] And so if you don't have your purpose, if you're not centered in your purpose, then all that jagged lifestyle is probably going to get to you.

[588] Jagged?

[589] It's a interesting word.

[590] Yeah, it's jagged.

[591] It's all over the place.

[592] It's uncertain.

[593] It's one thing, one moment, and a completely different thing, another moment.

[594] You never know what's going to happen.

[595] And if you thrive on variety, which I love variety, then it's perfect.

[596] But also, every human being needs a certain amount of certainty and structure.

[597] And so the certainty can come from your inner knowing, knowing, that you're doing exactly what you want to be doing and knowing what your purpose is in doing it in this expression.

[598] Otherwise, you're just kind of like a leaf blowing in the wind.

[599] Like in the early days, touring, just playing clubs seems like tough.

[600] Yeah.

[601] It's a lot.

[602] Yeah, it's a lot of like the physical labor aspect of it is really hard.

[603] Playing on stage to two people or 2 ,000 or 20 ,000, that doesn't make a difference.

[604] I mean, it makes a difference to the ticket sales, which informs how, what level of luxury you might have on the road or not.

[605] But other than that, it's just people there listening to music.

[606] The music doesn't change.

[607] Does it make it tough for one as two people versus 200?

[608] No. So even if nobody recognizes whatever the thing you're doing?

[609] No, because the idea is to be doing, like having a great conversation on stage.

[610] the audience can come and go yeah i mean i i always like it like there's certain points in shows where i'm just like i consciously am like oh yes there's an audience over there because i'm so like wrapped up in whatever's happening on stage you forget yourself well maybe i'm remembering myself oh oh damn call back somehow feels like what okay uh You think every instrument is its own journey.

[611] You play guitar, you play bass, you sing.

[612] Just the mastery of an instrument, or let's avoid the word mastery, the understanding of an instrument is its own thing, or are they somehow like physical manifestations of the same thing?

[613] Both.

[614] You know, like every instrument has its strengths, beauty, limitations, range, like possible range that can, you know, be extended.

[615] to some degree or another, depending on who you are, like trumpet or something, you know, like sudden people can hit higher notes than others, blah, blah, blah.

[616] But that being said, we're all playing the same 12 or 24, however you divide the octave, that many notes.

[617] You know, we're all playing the same notes.

[618] So in that sense, it's all the same thing.

[619] It's just music or better yet, it's just art or expression.

[620] But yeah, every instrument has, you know, you've got to go through the physical aspects of it, the motor skills and all of that.

[621] And hopefully you get through that really quickly so you can get to the expression quickly because if you get stuck in just that first phase, that would be really boring.

[622] Yeah, but that's a pretty long phase, the technical, the technical skill required to really play an instrument.

[623] For some people, it's a long thing, and some people, it's short.

[624] It very, very much varies.

[625] It might have to do with, like, how you learn and getting to know, like, your strengths in learning, like, more oral or more, like, is it more, like, what's your strength and playing off of those strengths.

[626] So, for me, like, it was, like, I was saying earlier, it was just a, intuitive thing that I knew, I can feel when my brain is full, like that it needs processing time.

[627] And so I listen to that.

[628] I don't push past it.

[629] Even if it's like one minute and I do something, I'm like, okay, silence.

[630] And then I come back and I trust that it's going to be there and is there.

[631] So just trusting yourself, I think, is really important.

[632] Trusting that you know you better than anybody else is going to know you.

[633] So that's the kind of thing with teachers.

[634] that can be either really, really helpful and great or really not great.

[635] Like, I'm primarily self -taught.

[636] I've had amazing mentors of all walks of life, and I think I'm unbelievably blessed that my mentors are some of my favorite musicians on earth, whether it's Leonard Cohen or Jeff Beck or Wayne Schroeder, whoever these people are, like, they are my favorite musicians.

[637] So not everyone has that opportunity.

[638] but what the opportunity that we have now that I didn't have when I was starting is that everything's on YouTube like every interview with every genius like you you you don't need to necessarily have these people in person now I mean it and then I'll say to that yes and no I agree with myself and then I don't agree with myself and and the reason is I do believe that there is something that happens when you're in person with a master in some cases that there is something transferred that is not intellectual it's not spoken, there's something else that happens, that can happen that I've experienced and I really value that.

[639] And I think that applies to specific disciplines and also generally.

[640] Like I've been around Olympic gold medalists just to hang out with them for several days and there's something there's something about greatness there's a way about them that kind of permeates the space around them and you kind of learn something from it even if you don't practice that particular discipline there's something to it if you're able to see it I also like what you said about the playing stuff in your head that it forces you to not be lost in the physical learning of the instrument.

[641] I think that's one of the things I probably regret a little bit, so I play both piano and guitar, and I've become quite over the years technically proficient at the instruments, but I think my mind is underdeveloped because of that, meaning I can't really, like, I can't feel the music when it's created, but I can't create out of the feeling.

[642] I haven't practiced the projecting the feeling onto the music.

[643] I'm not like a musician, but I'm just, it's a different muscle that I think is, if you really want to create beautiful things, you have to, the creation happens here and not with your hands.

[644] I think it's more here.

[645] Whichever, it's some part of the body, but it's not with your fingers.

[646] Yeah, because I think the fingers is more this.

[647] Sure.

[648] And then Yes, it is here.

[649] Yeah.

[650] And it's just nice that you said that because it's probably really good advice if you want to create.

[651] Yeah, slowing down is really great too.

[652] What do you mean slowing down?

[653] Slowing everything down.

[654] It could be, you know, I can play something really fast, but I may want to like practice it like.

[655] Go slow as possible.

[656] Because there's all these micro movements that are happening that if you just go, like you can't pay as close attention to the exact tone that you're pulling from each note.

[657] And there's a lot to pay attention to to how my fingers are touching the string here.

[658] Like I can change my tone a million ways just by the direction of this finger.

[659] And same with how this lands and how.

[660] hard I'm attacking the string and with what intention am I hitting the string emotionally physically and so even if you can go blah blah blah play that so slow see how locked into a pocket you can be see how you like feel every aspect of that because then when it gets sped up is still there with you yeah that's brilliant it's kind of like the transcended and included thing that can over talks about like it's like and i guess that's what meditation can do for you is to like really listen to your like observe every aspect of your body the breath and all this here you're observing every element like every super detailed element of playing a single note yeah that's cool that if you speed it up it's still there with you it is i i've yeah it is because i hear there are certain people it's like they play really fast but i don't hear the fullness of tone always and it's like well it's probably because maybe they didn't maybe it's because they didn't slow it down and really sit with each note and let it like resonate through their whole being it's spiritual it's like a spiritual expression it's not just like you know it's not a sport a lot of people treat music like a sport yeah since starting to learn more like Steve Ray Vaughn versus Jimi Hendrix I would spend quite a long time on single notes of just bending, just like, just listening to what you can do with Ben's spending.

[661] Just thinking, like, people like BB King and all these blues musicians, like, spend a career just making a single note cry.

[662] Yeah.

[663] There's like an art form to that.

[664] Yeah.

[665] And I think you putting it, like, taking it really slow, which I never really thought of.

[666] It's a really good idea.

[667] Like, really slow it down.

[668] That's the same with, like, to.

[669] with your own emotions it's like we when emotions are overwhelming to us we get real busy or we move real fast because it's like we don't want to feel our feelings those are the moments to slow yourself down and observe it anger jealousy and just be with it just be with it be cool with it like love it love the anger it's all beautiful can you educate me on the between base.

[670] Base and bass?

[671] Okay, well, one is a fish.

[672] At least I pronounced it correctly.

[673] That's good.

[674] It's all about the base.

[675] Can you pronounce my name?

[676] Tall.

[677] Wow.

[678] Most people say tal.

[679] Tau.

[680] Or tall.

[681] Tall.

[682] Who says tall?

[683] Like so many people.

[684] In the South, maybe.

[685] I don't know, but the fact that you said my name, right, you get extra points.

[686] Tall.

[687] I didn't know this is a game.

[688] Am I winning?

[689] Yep.

[690] I like winning.

[691] How do you play the bass?

[692] What's the difference in finger style and slap?

[693] Slap is like this, finger style is like this.

[694] You ever played bass with a pick?

[695] Yeah, sometimes.

[696] I'm not accusing you or anything.

[697] No accusation taken?

[698] I don't know if these are sensitive topics.

[699] That would be pretty hilarious about sensitive about base techniques, but not about love.

[700] It just looks so cool to like slap it.

[701] And I don't understand what that's about.

[702] Like that thumb thing that.

[703] Yeah.

[704] I slapped less, a lot less, almost never actually.

[705] It has a very distinctive sound and does a very distinctive thing to a song that is not something I hear needed very often in music today.

[706] Yeah.

[707] But in certain styles, like funk, it sounds awesome and it makes sense.

[708] it was something that was a bit overused at one point for instance like my mentor Anthony Jackson he refused to slap like he actually said if you want me to slap I'll leave this gig so I'm not like that see that's why I said sensitive see I was like reading into it because he was he's sensitive about I was feeling the spiritual energy of the sensitivity of Anthony Jackson and then I mean I'm playing electric bass so generally speaking you don't particularly want to hear electric bass on straight ahead jazz anyway.

[709] You want to hear an upright bass.

[710] But if I was to play jazz on an electric bass, I might even kind of thought like palm mute.

[711] You know, like instead of going like, I might go to vary.

[712] Anything to kind of make the notes shorter and less resonant and like kind of fade away quick.

[713] Because of the upright does that naturally.

[714] And I have like a different bass, like a hollow body harmony that sounds closer to an upright that I'll use in certain, like on my song Under the Sun that I put out, that was on a harmony base.

[715] And it has like kind of an upright, acoustic kind of tone to it, but with more sustain.

[716] And is jazz fusion the style where you have like an electric bass?

[717] Can you as you came you with?

[718] Again, you can have both.

[719] You can have both on, you can have either on anything.

[720] There's no, like, real rules now.

[721] I've heard you say something interesting, which is, well, a lot of things you say is interesting.

[722] Just one thing.

[723] Just one.

[724] That.

[725] And it's what time you're leaving.

[726] What time was that again?

[727] Three minutes.

[728] That it's maybe easier sometimes to define a musical genre by the don'ts than the do's.

[729] The don'ts, than the do's.

[730] What are the don'ts of jazz and rock?

[731] What are the don'ts of jazz fusion?

[732] What are the don'ts?

[733] In any domain of life, what are the don'ts?

[734] The don'ts is just to please leave your fear at the door.

[735] Any do's is to be open to anything and open your ears, like respond to what's happening now.

[736] I think that quote you're talking about might have, have been more about an individual musician's unique sound.

[737] Because everyone has their sound.

[738] If they've developed their voice and they've listened to their own aesthetic preferences, of which everyone is slightly different, everyone has slightly different likes and dislikes, then you'll have a unique sound on your instrument and your unique sound is defined more by the choices you make rather than, I mean, it's equally as defined by the choices you make and the choices you don't Mike.

[739] I mean, it's the flip side of the same coin, really.

[740] Yeah, there's certain musicians you can just tell.

[741] It's them.

[742] You hear a few notes and you're like, oh, okay, it's them.

[743] Sometimes it's tone, sometimes it's the way they play a rhythm.

[744] Yeah.

[745] That quote, you're talking about, might have even had to do with someone's, like, real limitations on an instrument that then that would define their sound is the things that they can't, like actually can't do, versus, like, what you're choosing to do versus not choosing to do, which is that, like, flip side of the same coin thing.

[746] How many fingers you play with?

[747] It seems like a lot of the greatest musicians aren't technically, like, perfect.

[748] The imperfections is the thing that makes them unique and where a lot of the creativity comes from.

[749] I mean, Hendricks said a lot of those things.

[750] The way you put, like, a thumb over the top.

[751] Well, his hands were huge.

[752] There was no other place for the thumb to go.

[753] And it was great that he could reach, you know, the e -string, and that was an advantage.

[754] And he was a lefty playing a right and a guitar.

[755] Yeah.

[756] Flipped, I guess.

[757] Yeah.

[758] That's weird.

[759] That probably doesn't have much of an effect, maybe a spiritual one.

[760] I don't know.

[761] Actually, flipping a guitar is different.

[762] It does, you know, bring out something different in you because I've done it, like, flipped and it's like, oh, wow.

[763] Yeah, really, it's really different.

[764] I remember talking about, like, osteopath about, like, you know, because there's so much weight on this shoulder while I'm playing all the time.

[765] And they were saying, like, well, just after shows, just literally just turn it upside down and do the exact same thing in the opposite way to, like, even out your body.

[766] And I was like, it's good advice.

[767] Have you actually tried it?

[768] Mm -hmm.

[769] Okay.

[770] All right.

[771] I'll write that down.

[772] All right.

[773] Well, do you know a guy named Davy 504?

[774] I've heard of him.

[775] I've recently learned of him.

[776] He's a YouTuber and a bass player.

[777] He's amazing.

[778] He combines memes and also just these brilliant bass compositions.

[779] And says slap like a lot.

[780] He's big into slapping.

[781] He's the one that kind of, he realized this is a thing.

[782] Okay.

[783] And he also said that you're one of the best, not the best bassist in the world.

[784] There was a bunch of his fans that wrote in.

[785] and he analyzed the Jeff Beck thing that we watched at Crossroads is one of the greatest solos ever, based solos ever.

[786] So shout out to him.

[787] What does that make you feel like?

[788] You're the greatest of all time.

[789] Chocolate cookies.

[790] Chocolate.

[791] Is that your favorite?

[792] I like macadamia nut, like if you really want to get into it, with like white chocolate.

[793] Yeah, that's a rare one for people to say is the favorite.

[794] Chocolate chip is just like easy.

[795] You can kind of get them anywhere.

[796] Yeah.

[797] Last thing you want to be is easy in this world.

[798] You don't want to be easy.

[799] You said that I love rock and roll, quote, I love folk, I love jazz, I love Indian classical music.

[800] I really love all kinds of music as long as it's authentic and from the heart.

[801] So when you play rock versus jazz, you played all kinds of music.

[802] What's the difference technically, musically, spiritually for you?

[803] Well, there's no spiritual difference.

[804] Okay.

[805] Cross that off the list.

[806] But, well, musically, yeah, it's kind of like what we're saying earlier.

[807] It's like each genre has its language of what makes it that genre.

[808] And that would be a good thing to say it's defined by the do's and don'ts.

[809] Because, yeah, it's like, I'm trying to think, basically I put the song first, and I think of the song as the melody, the lyrics.

[810] and then the harmony and obviously the groove.

[811] So the song goes before the genre, in a sense.

[812] Each song is like its own thing.

[813] They're both things that are held in my mind.

[814] It's like, okay, genre and then song, which is comprised of those basic, you know, elements.

[815] And I tend to kind of prioritize lyric because somebody is trying to express something over music.

[816] and so that the lyric is very, very important.

[817] And so then the choices come from there.

[818] It's like, okay, within the genre of X, this is the typical language.

[819] And then how do I best serve this lyric?

[820] And then where else can I pull from that might not be in these two bags that would put a little twist on it.

[821] So those are all the kinds of things I might be thinking about.

[822] But I don't like twists for the sake of twists either.

[823] I like twists because I want to hear something that might be fresh.

[824] But when someone does something just to be hip, it's annoying to me. I think you can hear the difference.

[825] It's like when people, like, they write in odd time signatures or, like, they write all these riffs just because they can, just because they have the chops to do it, or they know how to play in 11, 16, and whatever.

[826] But if it's not actually creating a piece of music that's going to move somebody, then why are you doing it?

[827] And so I think a lot of the questions I'm asking myself when I'm approaching a song are mainly philosophical and aesthetic.

[828] So you like to stand to the edge of the cliff, for the thrill of it, but because that's where you find something new, potentially.

[829] Yeah.

[830] Yeah.

[831] And it's thrilling.

[832] But you're not doing it just for the thrill.

[833] I'm not doing it for the thrill.

[834] It just happens to be thrilling.

[835] All right.

[836] Because you can always reel it back in.

[837] Can you though?

[838] Yeah, you can.

[839] You can, like, do a totally, like, disciplined.

[840] Like, I can go into a session and, okay, my favorite thing about going into a session with with musicians that I adore is that we don't.

[841] don't hear the demo, because if you hear a demo, you're hearing what the producer or songwriter have already imagined that every instrument is playing.

[842] And then it's like, well, I've already heard what you want.

[843] Now, my mind is, part of my mind, is focused on what I already know you want and what the destination is going to be.

[844] Why did you bring me in here?

[845] I want to not hear it.

[846] I just want you to set it a piano and sing the song with, I want to hear the chords and the lyric and sit in an acoustic guitar, play it, and then let's all go in the room.

[847] And then take one, I would say 80 % of the time, take one has the most gold.

[848] And there might be like a mistake or two or someone forgot to go to the B section.

[849] And you might want to like punch that in so that you're hitting the right chord.

[850] But all the magic is in that take.

[851] And then sometimes it happens where it's like you go, it's like we're rehearsing and take one, two, three, four, four.

[852] And then you're like thinking about it too much.

[853] And then you go and you have a dinner and you come back.

[854] and the next take one after dinner is the one.

[855] Like, it's usually after there's some sort of a break.

[856] But obviously there's exceptions to that rule.

[857] Sometimes it's take two and three.

[858] Yeah, you said this is something that surprised you about recording with Prince, is that he would just, so much of it would be take one.

[859] So quick, it would just move so quickly.

[860] Yeah.

[861] Well, with that particular album that we made together, it's called Welcome to America, he called me up.

[862] and asked me, he said, I want to make a band with you.

[863] I'm, like, really inspired by what you're doing with Jeff Beck.

[864] I want to make a trio.

[865] Do you like the drum rolls of Jack D. Jeanette was, like, his first question to me. I'm like, well, yeah, who doesn't?

[866] Who doesn't like Jack D. Jeanette?

[867] Like, one of the greatest of all time.

[868] And he's like, well, you know, sounds like, because we had a discussion about drumming, sounds like you're kind of particular about drummer.

[869] So why don't you find us, the drummer?

[870] And I'll trust you to find the drummer.

[871] You can audition some people, send me some, recordings and maybe you're two favorites and I'll pick pick out of the two or something so I did that went on a journey found a couple guys he picked the one we went in and um he basically just would be like okay so the A section is going to go like this and then the B section I think we're going to go to G and the and then the bridge I might go to B flat but maybe I'll hold off and do da okay let's go one two three wow and and And then we recorded it to tape.

[872] There was no punt.

[873] He did not want me to punch anything.

[874] Like it was like, and there was one song called, um, same page, different book.

[875] Mm -hmm.

[876] And he like talked through it just like he did.

[877] And then he had me soloing between each phrase, like little fills.

[878] It was like, I, I didn't know that that was going to come up.

[879] And he loved that.

[880] He loved to have me on the edge of my seat, like falling off the cliff.

[881] That was my first like real like, falling off a cliff moment from somebody else holding me at the edge of the cliff.

[882] You know what I mean?

[883] Now I just do it on my own because it's so fun and it makes sense.

[884] It's the best thing for the music.

[885] When you say punch the tape, is that when you actually record it?

[886] Like if you record to tape and there's like, say like you hit a bum note, like to punch in means to like fix that note, like we record over that one little area.

[887] and punch that note in.

[888] He didn't want that.

[889] He's like, all my favorite records, just like, whatever happened happened.

[890] That's that moment in time.

[891] Let's make a new moment in time.

[892] It's great.

[893] Nobody makes records like that anymore.

[894] Everyone wants to, like, you know, edit and edit and re -record and this and that.

[895] And unfortunately, with a lot of music, and I'm not saying all music, because there's plenty of great music coming out.

[896] But there's the danger of it being flat.

[897] because every little imperfection is digitally removed.

[898] Well, that's one of the promising things about AI is because it can be so perfect that the thing will actually come back to and value about music is the imperfections that humans can create.

[899] Yeah.

[900] There would be a greater valuation of imperfections.

[901] Yeah.

[902] I mean, you can kind of program imperfections too.

[903] Yeah, sure.

[904] That's also very sad.

[905] but then you get close and closer what it means to be human and maybe there'll be AIs among us and they'll be human flawed like the rest of us mortal and silly at times another big sigh is it fair to say that you're very melodic on bass like you you make the bass sing more than people normally do is that a compliment yes I think so thank you Moving on to the next question.

[906] By way of understanding, there's something about the way you play bass that just kind of pulls you in the way when you listen to somebody play a guitar, like a guitar solo.

[907] The thing I love about Jeff Beck is that he played the guitar like a singer.

[908] And I think that the way that Wayne Schorter played his saxophone, it's like a singer.

[909] And I think everyone, every musician aspires to just sound like a singer.

[910] See, you make it sing.

[911] Let me ask you about, just come back to Hendricks, because you said that you had three CDs, Jimmy Hendricks, Herbie Hancock, and Rage Against the Machine.

[912] First of all, a great combination.

[913] I'm a big rage fan.

[914] It's so funny because, like, when I listen to some of the music that I create, like my solo music, I'm like, I could see how this is a combination of Herbie Hancock, rage against the machine, and Jimmy Hendricks.

[915] I hear the influence is funny.

[916] Just from your musician perspective, what's interesting to you about what really stands out to you about Hendricks?

[917] I just would love to hear like a real professional musician's opinion of Hendricks.

[918] I love that he is two voices combined into one voice.

[919] So it's like there is his voice on the guitar, and there is his singing voice, and there is the combination of the two that make one voice.

[920] And of course, the third element is his songwriting.

[921] And all of this have this beautiful chemistry and all work geniusly perfectly together.

[922] And there's nothing like it.

[923] And, you know, he always beat himself up about being a singer and like he didn't like his voice.

[924] But it's like, my favorite singers are the singers.

[925] that don't sound like singers.

[926] Bob Dylan.

[927] Bob Dylan.

[928] You like Bob Dylan.

[929] I love Bob Dylan.

[930] You love his voice, too.

[931] I love his voice.

[932] Can you explain that your love affair with Bob Dylan's voice?

[933] He's expression.

[934] He's expressing his lyrics.

[935] There's, it's just pure expression, exactly what he means.

[936] I feel everything that he's saying with 100 % authenticity.

[937] Yeah.

[938] That's what I want to hear from a singer.

[939] I don't get how many runs you can do and, blah, blah, blah, like, I want to believe what you're saying.

[940] Leonard Cohen is that.

[941] There's countless, like Neil Young.

[942] I mean, there's so many musicians I love Elliot Smith for that reason.

[943] Let me ask you about mentorship.

[944] You said teachers and mentors, you had mentors.

[945] What's a good mentor for you?

[946] Harsh or supportive?

[947] Supportive.

[948] Supportive.

[949] You seen Whiplash, the movie?

[950] So that guy, somebody's screaming at you, like kicking you off the cliff?

[951] Not necessary.

[952] I feel like anybody that's truly passionate about something that they want to be great at or a master of or this and that, they've already got that person inside their own head.

[953] You don't need somebody else to do that for you.

[954] I think you need love, acceptance, guidance, support, time.

[955] advice if you ask for it just a space just a nice open space all my mentors were just that for me they didn't tell me to do anything they they don't care like it because they're not they're why do they need to be invested in where i'm going only i know where i'm going so for some mentor to come and be like this is what you need to be doing and practice it's like but why what if that's not my path that might be your path so i'm not really again otherwise it feels like a sport like who can run the fastest race and it's like well okay well i get that for that for sport maybe it makes sense to have someone a bit more hardcore but still like i would say athletes have the same mentality they've got they've got that in them already too like so i think more like of a strategic approach to mentorship works really well and mainly just having an open space and just being available to someone.

[956] And kind of show that they see the special in you and they give you the room to develop that special, whatever.

[957] Exactly.

[958] Because if you do have that harsh critic inside you, it's like it is nice to have somebody that isn't like your family or someone that's not obligated in any way that just sees your talent and they're like yeah i dig what you're doing keep doing it yeah it's funny that that's not always easy to come by do you have any mentors yeah i've had a few recently but for most of my life people didn't really you know i'm very much like that too like somebody to pet me on the back and say like like see something in you of value yeah i didn't really have that so do you you did?

[959] Yeah, yeah.

[960] But maybe the wishing that I did is the thing that made me who I am, not having it, the longing for that.

[961] Maybe that's the thing that helped me develop a constant sense of longing, which I think is a way of, because I have that engine in me, it really allows me to deeply appreciate every single moment, every single, everything that's given to me. So like just eternal gratitude.

[962] So you never know which which are the bad parts and the good parts.

[963] So if you remove one thing, it might be it the whole thing might collapse.

[964] I suppose I'm grateful for the whole thing.

[965] That one note you screwed up so many years ago.

[966] That might have been essential.

[967] What about?

[968] Because you do Jiu - Yes.

[969] Do you?

[970] Are you?

[971] I don't.

[972] My dad Dad does.

[973] My dad's super into it.

[974] I love my dad.

[975] He's the coolest.

[976] But no, I don't do it.

[977] He's a, he's a blue belt right now.

[978] Nice.

[979] Nice.

[980] You ever been on the mat with him?

[981] Like, not yet, but I plan on it.

[982] Should do it.

[983] What belt are you?

[984] Black belt.

[985] Sick.

[986] Do you want to go on the?

[987] Yeah, right.

[988] You got the shit -talking part of you just a dumb.

[989] You have to do the technique.

[990] But, like, for that, like, for instance, like, do you need a hush mentor or a teacher?

[991] Yeah, but, like, you said it really beautiful.

[992] Like, there's a, to me, I agree.

[993] There's a difference between sport and art. Yeah.

[994] They overlap, there's, you know, for sure, but there's something about sport where, like, perfection is actually, like, perfection, is really the thing you really want to get to, the technical perfection.

[995] With art, it feels like technical perfection is almost a way to get lost on the path to wherever, something unique.

[996] But yeah, with sport, I definitely, and one of the kind of athletes that allows to have like a dictatorial coach.

[997] Yeah.

[998] Somebody that like helps me really push myself to the limit.

[999] But you're the one that's kind of dictating how hard you're getting pushed in a way like you're choosing your mentor like that whiplash video is like he didn't ask for that you know in a way he might have well maybe maybe subconsciously i mean there is it's a movie so next you're gonna tell me they're just actors i mean and but you know yeah how do we choose things you know you don't always choose but you're kind of maybe subconsciously choose and and some of it like some of the great Olympic athletes I've interacted with their parents for many years would force them to go to practice until they discovered the beauty of the thing that they were doing and then they loved it so like at which point does something that looks like abuse become like a gift you know it's weird it's all very weird but for you support and space to discover the thing the voice the music It's my personal choice because I'm very familiar with the inner critic and I can bring her out at any point.

[1000] I don't need help with that, you know?

[1001] Oh, so you do have, she's on call.

[1002] She was on overdrive.

[1003] That's why now I'm, I had to work on that so much.

[1004] Yeah, you have a really happy way about you right now.

[1005] Thanks.

[1006] They're very zen.

[1007] Can you ask you about Bruce Springsteen?

[1008] Yeah, sure.

[1009] A lot of songs of his I listen to make me feel this melancholy feeling.

[1010] It's not just Bruce Springsteen.

[1011] But Bruce does a lot.

[1012] What is that about songs that arouse a kind of sad feeling or longing feeling?

[1013] Or a feeling?

[1014] What is that?

[1015] What is that about us humans on the receiving end of the music?

[1016] Frequencies, each frequency does elicit a different kind of emotional response.

[1017] response.

[1018] That is real.

[1019] You mean like on the physics aspect?

[1020] Yeah, yeah.

[1021] The physical level.

[1022] So there is that.

[1023] Combined with the right kind of lyric and the right kind of melody of the right kind of chord will elicit a very particular kind of emotion.

[1024] And it is scientific.

[1025] It can be analyzed.

[1026] I don't particularly want to analyze it because I don't want to approach things with that in advance, I don't want it to inform where I'm going.

[1027] I like the feeling to lead me naturally to where I'm writing.

[1028] But yeah, there's a real chemical element to that.

[1029] And then also, like I was saying, like the lyric, what it means to you, which poetry is supposed to mean something to everybody, like, different.

[1030] It's not supposed to mean one thing.

[1031] Like, you can't analyze and be like, this is what this poet meant.

[1032] Yeah.

[1033] And like we were talking about with Leonard earlier, it's like the broader you can leave a lyric, the better.

[1034] You can appeal to people in so many different ways.

[1035] And even to the songwriter, like I'll sing some of my songs from five years ago and I'll be like, oh, I didn't even think that it could have meant that, but I guess it does.

[1036] That's funny.

[1037] I'll like just giggle on stage suddenly because a lyric will hit me differently from a different new experience or something.

[1038] Have you ever cried listening to a song?

[1039] Of course.

[1040] Weeped like a baby in a bathtub.

[1041] Which, who's a regular go -to then?

[1042] Leonard.

[1043] Hallelujah is a song that consistently makes me feel something.

[1044] It's holy.

[1045] His work is holy.

[1046] And if you were in his presence, I guess there was a lot to that being.

[1047] What advice would you get to young folks on how to have a life they can be part of?

[1048] Just tackle the demons as early as possible, whether it's through your art or through meditation or through whatever it means, diaries, whatever it is, just walk towards the things that are scary.

[1049] Because if you don't, they'll just expand, they become bigger.

[1050] If you avoid the demons, they become bigger.

[1051] What does that mean for you today?

[1052] Are you still missing Jeff?

[1053] I'll always miss Jeff.

[1054] But I don't feel like a piece of me is missing.

[1055] And same with Leonard.

[1056] It's that I did give them a piece of myself, and maybe they gave me a piece of them that I hold with me and I cherish.

[1057] but it doesn't feel like I'm less than or they're less than or anything's less than just you learn to appreciate the impermanence of everything in life impermanence of everything except for consciousness I guess you could say is the only thing that is permanent so everything else you learn to appreciate that impermanence because the limit amount of time in this particular body is, it's enticing, kind of gives you, like, a time limit, which is cool.

[1058] I like that.

[1059] So you've come to accept your own?

[1060] Yeah.

[1061] Like, it's cool that I'm like, okay, I got this amount of, maybe this amount of time, who knows, but.

[1062] You could end today.

[1063] But if I was, yeah, if I died today, I'd be really happy with my life.

[1064] It's not like I'm like, oh, I missed out on this and that.

[1065] So you really want to make sure that every day could be your last day and you're happy with that.

[1066] I've always lived that way.

[1067] Yeah, I felt this way since I was in my early 20s.

[1068] I'd be like, yeah, I could die today.

[1069] Sure.

[1070] I don't want to die.

[1071] I have no reason to die.

[1072] But if I did, I know that I, you know, put my everything, all my effort and all my passion and all my love into whatever I've already done.

[1073] So if my time's up, then my time's up.

[1074] what role does love play in this whole thing in the human condition well love is everything i mean if you define love if you're talking about love as in romantic love or paternal or maternal love or if you're talking about love as in you know in an eastern tradition like vedanta for instance love is consciousness love is everything that's the only permanent thing yeah Or if you were to come from a Zen or like a Buddhist perspective, they would say nothingness, like emptiness is, versus fullness.

[1075] Well, those guys are really obsessed with the whole suffering thing and letting go of it.

[1076] Yeah.

[1077] Well, I was wondering if you would do me the honor of playing a song.

[1078] Do you want a suffering song or a suffering song?

[1079] I think I would love a suffering song Cool Do you want a sound check and make sure I'm not?

[1080] Sound check One, two Yeah, it sounds really good This one, two?

[1081] All right, count me off.

[1082] Yeah, I don't know how to count somebody off.

[1083] Where do I start?

[1084] A nine or three, two, one.

[1085] Yeah, you got it.

[1086] One, two.

[1087] One, two.

[1088] I call out to the ocean My tears fall into the sea For the vows That have been broken Across the dunes of time repeatedly Like a knight in battered armor I lay my sword upon the ground Because I can't keep fighting these same battles More has been lost than has been found It's hard to feel things changing After all's been sad And I We spend Under the sun Walk the same road To work each Monday Every step Tears at my heel I sleep not to dream But to forget on Sunday I spoke Just turning with the weed It's hard to things changing And done We're reaching for the sky Some way out if the circle's spinning rising Seeking out the light Because it's hard things changing the sign You're amazing.

[1089] That was amazing.

[1090] Tall.

[1091] Thank you so much.

[1092] try turning it to 11 It's quite loud Can you see if in the headphones It's like this Tony Can you play something You're such a professional I should produce your next record Please I've got nowhere Better I want to be I want to be held But not be holding Stand in my ground Doesn't quite I thought But now I'm You've given me Doesn't matter what I say or think or do You see what you see with the lens you're looking through This fight keeps me tied to the worst in me And it's killing you let me to believe I had a choice But let's pause retract out clause You could take my side while I take your Keeps me tied to the worst in me And it's kill and rescue me Keeps me tight to the And it's killer Well, there's nowhere else I'd rather be right now Tall, thank you for this Thank you for the private concert.

[1093] You're amazing.

[1094] You really are amazing And it was a pleasure to meet you And really a pleasure to talk to you today.

[1095] Do I get a private concert now if you're playing chess with yourself?

[1096] Yeah.

[1097] We're out of time, so we've got to go.

[1098] Thanks for listening to this conversation with Tall Wilkenfeld.

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[1100] And now, let me leave you with some words from Maya Angelou.

[1101] Music was my refuge.

[1102] I could crawl into the spaces between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.

[1103] Thank you for listening.

[1104] and hope to see you next time.