The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett XX
[0] I can help you get more of what you want, create the highest form of discipline, how not to care about what other people think.
[1] That's the meaning of life right there.
[2] So, Ryan Holliday, the modern day philosopher King, whose books have sold more than four million copies all across the world, helping people to live better, more meaningful lives.
[3] We live in a time where we procrastinate.
[4] It's totally screwed up.
[5] Why do we not prioritize our health?
[6] Why do we not do the stuff that we know we should do?
[7] It's because we think we have forever.
[8] But the reality is you do have a terminal diagnosis.
[9] And to live in rejection of that fact is to waste your life.
[10] So how do we change that?
[11] It takes a lot of courage and it takes a lot of discipline.
[12] Discipline is the ability to do hard stuff that you don't want to do for benefits way down the line.
[13] And there's almost no one who is successful in life who does not have that form of discipline.
[14] Like if you can cultivate that, you're gaining freedom that a lot of people have never even tasted.
[15] But it's very hard to be disciplined.
[16] as you're stuffing your face or if you feel like garbage, you need struggle.
[17] So do something physically difficult every day.
[18] A strong mind and a strong body.
[19] You have to have both.
[20] So what do you say to those people that find themselves completely absent of apparent discipline?
[21] It's such a critical thing that you need is otherwise somebody else determines whether you're good or not.
[22] And that's not how you want to go through life.
[23] So here's a set of strategies that will help you whatever life has in store for you.
[24] First would be...
[25] Ryan, how do you see...
[26] summarize what you do and why you do it?
[27] Why I do it is much easier for me to articulate, which is that I get better for doing it.
[28] Like we tend to think of philosophy as this thing that you consume, that you read or listen to, but it's actually more of like a discourse.
[29] It's a conversation.
[30] And so the process of writing about and talking about and researching, the stoics, like, it has made me a better person because I've been actually, that is what stoicism is.
[31] It's this process of reading, writing, and debating these ideas.
[32] And that's how they sort of get into your bloodstream.
[33] And then hopefully in actual situations in your life, you apply them, right?
[34] So why I write about philosophy is to me much clearer, what I would define the philosophy that I talk about as that's a little tougher.
[35] I write about an obscure school of ancient philosophy called stoicism.
[36] Maybe people have heard of Marcus Aurelius or Seneca or Epictetus.
[37] These are the big three that we call them.
[38] But basically, starting in ancient Greece and making its way to ancient Rome, there was this practical philosophy for life.
[39] So not theoretical or abstract ideas, sort of unanswerable questions or paradox, that's kind of what we tend to think of philosophy as.
[40] Stoicism was like, how should a person live, right?
[41] What is the good life?
[42] How do I deal with my temper?
[43] How do I deal with the fact that I'm afraid of death?
[44] How, what kind of job should I have?
[45] Like, what are my obligations to other people?
[46] Philosophy, in the stoic sense, was designed to be this sort of guide to living.
[47] And what I do is I am continuing and popularizing that conversation, which has been going on for something like 22, 23 centuries.
[48] One of the things you've really reframed in a lot of people's minds is the, is the word discipline and what it means.
[49] Yeah.
[50] Because the definition of discipline that I understood before discipline is destiny was this kind of painful restraint, despite my, urges for the sake of some kind of goal that I have.
[51] Yeah.
[52] What is discipline in your definition of the word and what that really means at its core?
[53] Well, I think it's important to note that the Stoics are talking about self -discipline, right?
[54] So discipline is not, you know, the Marine sergeant telling everyone else what to do how to be, right?
[55] The Stoics are talking about the virtue of self -discipline, which is you have your standards that you selected for yourself that you are living up to.
[56] It's not a weapon that you wield against other people, right?
[57] And I think so often when we hear discipline, we think disciplinarian, right?
[58] Someone who's really strict.
[59] One of the beautiful lines in meditations, Marks really says, remember, tolerant with others, strict with yourself.
[60] And actually, that itself demands so much more discipline, right?
[61] To be like, I never accept being late for me, for other people, right?
[62] I work hard.
[63] I judge people that are not in shape, right?
[64] I expect long hours from everyone that works for me. You know, there's that sort of rigid, strict form of discipline.
[65] But to, I have found in my own journey, my own life, that it actually requires more discipline to go, this is what I expect of myself.
[66] And this is how I'm wired.
[67] This is how I operate best.
[68] And then I understand that other people, not only do I not control them, but they have different proclivities, different ways of living, different ways of being.
[69] And that my job is to figure out how to adapt myself to them instead of forcing them to be like me. Marcus Aurelius, it's fascinating.
[70] He has this stepbrother.
[71] And there could not be two more different people than Marcus Aurelius and his stepbrother Lucius Ferris.
[72] And Marcus makes this remarkable decision soon after becoming emperor, which is that he names his stepbrother.
[73] This guy has no blood relation to.
[74] He names him co -emperor.
[75] The first thing he does with unlimited power is he gives half of it away to someone with the almost opposite style of living, being, leadership.
[76] And in the beginning of meditations, Marx realizes talks about his brother like at length.
[77] He doesn't call him his stepbrother.
[78] He calls him his brother.
[79] And he says, you know, what I learned from my brother, he says, I'm so grateful to have had this person in my life, a man whose character helped me improve my own.
[80] And the point was, I think, not only did he have to learn how to practice the virtues of acceptance, flexibility, meeting people where they are, but Marcus had to adjust himself and find the good in this person.
[81] and not try to make this person just like him or be disappointed and judgmental of this person for not being just like them, right?
[82] And so when we think of discipline so often, it's rendered as this form of rigidity, but I think the highest form of discipline is the ability to adjust and be flexible and adapt.
[83] And the really great leaders, really great people, manage to get stuff out of people who are not like them, right?
[84] They don't write someone off because they don't have the same high standards as them, or they don't get that person to reach those high standards through force, right, or bullying or judgment, but through example, through inspiration, right, through discussion.
[85] And so, I don't know, I'm trying to render discipline not only in that sense, but I think often also when we think of discipline, we think about it in the physical form, right?
[86] Discipline is running harder, running longer, lifting more weight, working more hours.
[87] And that physical discipline is essential.
[88] And there's almost no one who is successful in life who does not also have that form of physical discipline.
[89] And in the introduction, you say discipline gives us freedom, which again feels like that's typically not what people think of discipline.
[90] We think of discipline as taking our freedom and making our lives, as you say, Yeah.
[91] You were saying then like more rigid and less, less choices, less optionality.
[92] But in the introduction of your book, you say discipline gives us freedom.
[93] Epictetus is this slave.
[94] He's a slave in Nero's court.
[95] And imagine the contrast.
[96] This person has no freedom, completely impoverished, their body, their work, their labor, it's all stolen from them.
[97] And then they're surrounded by not just opulence, but power, right?
[98] ambition and fame, right?
[99] He's surrounded by the who's who of Roman life.
[100] And Epictetus looks around and he realizes that he's freer than all these people.
[101] And he realizes he's freer than all these people because they're not in control of themselves.
[102] They might be legally free, but they're slaves to their ambition or their slaves to the job they've gotten or their family name or their urges, their temptations, right?
[103] And he realizes that if you're not in control of your aversions and your desires, right, he says these are the two forces of human life, what you want, what you don't want.
[104] If you're not in command of what you do, what you think, it really doesn't matter, you know, what your legal status is, right?
[105] You're not as free as you think you are.
[106] And I think we've all experienced.
[107] that you've met people, probably had them on the show.
[108] Enormous bank balances, enormous followings, hugely powerful jobs.
[109] And then, you know, they're like, sorry, I have a heart out at 11 .06, you know, or whatever, right?
[110] Like, they're running from thing to thing.
[111] Their phone is constantly ringing.
[112] Like, they're sitting here.
[113] They're the powerful person, but someone's coming, whispering.
[114] And the assistant is actually in charge, right?
[115] Or, you know, the wanting the more, the next thing, the next accomplishment, that's what's really driving them.
[116] And so, you know, the Stoics were successful and they did do things in the world.
[117] They weren't all like Epictetus, but they understood that if you're not in charge of yourself and your life, like your emotions, your thoughts, you know, what you will do and what you won't do.
[118] It really doesn't matter what you can do.
[119] You're not free.
[120] And when you are in the sway of something, whether it's an addiction, whether it's momentum of your career, whether it's just doing what everyone else is doing, like you're not, you're not free.
[121] And so creating structure and rules, it can feel limiting and like you're giving up.
[122] You're giving up.
[123] up a freedom, but you're actually gaining freedom that a lot of people have never even tasted.
[124] I've been thinking a lot recently about the commitments we make to ourselves and the importance of keeping those commitments.
[125] Sure.
[126] And I'm thinking, when I say that, I mean, the small things, I'm going to do this.
[127] Yeah.
[128] I mean, as Jordan Peterson might say, like, I'm going to make my bed.
[129] Yeah.
[130] Or it could be, I'm going to quit drinking alcohol or I'm going to have vegetables instead of, I don't know, pizza, the small commitments we make and the impact they have on the story we believe about ourselves.
[131] Yeah.
[132] And I was just thinking, I think it was this morning, or I was going to write something about it, how the size of the commitments we keep to ourselves correlates to the size of the reward.
[133] It spits out on the other end.
[134] So if we keep big commitments to ourselves, in terms of the impact on our self -esteem, our self -story, the evidence we have about who we are, it has a correlatorily, that's not even a word, but it has an equally big output what do you think about that keeping commitments to ourselves in uh in the road the kormick mccarthy novel the the the little boy is talking to his dad they're sitting around a campfire and they they've agreed to like all split everything evenly this sort of the system they have and the dad gives the son like a little more of the hot chocolate like he's trying to be nice and the son's upset and and he says dad like you promised we would split everything evenly and he says dad, if you break the little promises, you'll break the big ones.
[135] I think that's such a beautiful idea, not just as a parent, but as a person, right?
[136] It shouldn't matter.
[137] You said, hey, I'm going to get up at six.
[138] And then the alarm goes off at six.
[139] Then you hit snooze, and you hit snooze.
[140] And you go, I don't actually have to be anywhere today.
[141] I'll just go back to sleep and wake up whenever I think.
[142] Or as a writer, like, writing is not fun.
[143] Having written is fun.
[144] So you're always trying to come up with reasons that you don't have to do it today.
[145] But if you build, you're building the muscle either building the muscle that says, I do what I say, I keep the commitments that I make, or you're building the muscle that says, I make excuses, I don't do what I say.
[146] I can't be counted on, right?
[147] And so when we think about discipline, it's really about like what promises are you going to keep.
[148] And the tricky thing is you're keeping promises to yourself that nobody even knows that you made, right?
[149] It's not, it's not like, hey, you made this.
[150] If I don't write this book by this time, like, you know, I have to do this embarrassing thing or, you know, then I'll retire.
[151] You know, they're not even, you're not really putting your ass on the line in that sense, but you've said to yourself you're going to do this thing and building that muscle is really important.
[152] I mean, I do think one of the critical things about having a physical practice is you are building that muscle, that muscle of like, I told myself I'm going to do this hard thing.
[153] Now that hard thing is approaching.
[154] And am I going to come up with an excuse?
[155] Am I going to give myself a way out?
[156] Or I'm going to do it.
[157] And then when you do it, now you're in the middle of it.
[158] And now you're tired.
[159] And there's this voice inside of you that says, well, no one's watching.
[160] You can stop any time want.
[161] Just turn around.
[162] Just go back or slow down.
[163] It'd be easier if you slow down.
[164] And the muscle or that part of you that is able to override that is a really critical muscle.
[165] Seneca says, you know, we treat the body rigorously so that it is not disobedient to the mind.
[166] And I think about that, I have a cold plunge at my house.
[167] And there's supposedly all these health benefits to doing the cold plunge, you know, it increases your metabolism or circulation, you know, there's all these studies.
[168] And they're probably true.
[169] I mean, they sound like they're true.
[170] I'm not a scientist.
[171] I have no idea.
[172] But to me, all of that is extra.
[173] To me, what the cold plunge is, is that it's the sitting down in the thing when I know how cold it's going to be.
[174] And I know I'm not going to get used to it or comfortable for at least a couple minutes, right?
[175] Like the cranking of the knob in the shower is the other version or the shower's not warmed up and the forcing the step in before it's cold.
[176] That's the health benefit.
[177] Like that's the thing that you're getting out of it is the ability to do hard stuff that you don't want to do for uncertain benefits or benefits way down the line.
[178] Like, if you can cultivate that, you're golden.
[179] That's where books come from.
[180] That's where businesses come from.
[181] That's where losing weight comes.
[182] All of it comes from the ability to do that hard thing that you don't want when the rewards are not immediate or instantaneous.
[183] And we've all got different sized muscles in that regard.
[184] Sure.
[185] Right?
[186] So some of us can't maybe because we spiral down.
[187] We didn't keep a commitment to ourselves, which meant that our esteem.
[188] lower and then we didn't keep another commitment because of that.
[189] And now our self -opinion or our self -story of ourselves and our ability to do things is so in the bin now that, you know, it seems like we can't keep any commitments to ourselves.
[190] We're like so self -deceptive in so many ways.
[191] Those people that have really struggled and they've tried, they've struggled, they've struggled, they've struggled, you know, they bought your book because they thought, fuck it, maybe there's like a sentence in here which is going to get me to the gym.
[192] What do you say to those people that find themselves completely absent?
[193] of apparent discipline?
[194] I think it's really important when we mess up that we don't identify with that, right?
[195] We identify with the person that we want to be, that we know that we can be.
[196] We identify with the thing happening and then we fall off, right?
[197] Like in sobriety circles, they talk about like falling off the wagon.
[198] I like the idea that the wagon is going and you're either on the wagon or off the wagon, right?
[199] And the idea when you fall or you mess up or you make a mistake or you break.
[200] that promise like it's still there like you can get back on it anytime right that's kind of how i think about so instead of going oh i'm a piece of shit i'm spiraling i'm i'm worthless it's it's like no the thing is continued on you know am i going to run and catch up to it am i going to start to build those habits again or am i going to you know write it off because it's it's not there anymore do you know what i mean i kind of try to think about it that way it's like just because i've had a bad week where I was over -scheduled or distracted or I was sick or whatever and I wasn't writing.
[201] That doesn't mean all was lost.
[202] Like, I just have to sit down tomorrow or better.
[203] I have to sit down now and I just have to do a little bit, right?
[204] And that's what starts that process again.
[205] it's it's it's not this like all or nothing kind of a thing and i think when you hear people talk that way they don't realize but they're actually it's actually very convenient to be all or nothing right like that way because it's giving you an out or an off instead of going yeah i did I didn't do what I was supposed to do the last seven days, but that doesn't say anything about right now or that doesn't say anything about tomorrow.
[206] What's your thoughts on how beliefs are, I think so much, especially recently about where our beliefs come from and how that impacts because our confidence is a belief in ourselves.
[207] And then, you know, my discipline seems somewhat connected to my beliefs.
[208] And when we think about flat earthers and their beliefs and how you change their mind or how I change my mind about who I am, you know, I think a lot about, I think if we can understand how to create belief change, we can control much of our own hardware because my hardware seems to be this kind of identity I now believe about who Stephen Bartlett is.
[209] And I'm just kind of following the instruction manual of that, of those, that belief set.
[210] So how do I change that belief about who I am?
[211] Yeah, it is funny.
[212] Like there's, there's sort of the egotism of like thinking you're better than everyone and then there's also the kind of egotism that happens where you're you're like you're just obsessed with how garbage you are you know like you're just you're just thinking about yourself all the time when really you should just be thinking about what you either are or aren't doing you know um my friend uh austin kleon talks about he says um uh do the verb instead of trying to be the noun you know so like instead of going like am i a writer am i not a writer you know it's like am i writing you know just do the thing just do the thing um and uh you are what you do yeah yeah do the thing makes a lot of sense and it's funny because there's a two -way relationship there i i don't do the things that i don't think i am yes yes if you i if you if your sense of yourself as someone who's worth anything lazy lazy out of shape ugly you know whatever the stoics talk about how if you make beautiful choices you are beautiful and i love that it's like hey am i making good choices like am i like i don't think about um you know is the book coming together is it working is it brilliant i just go like am i try to try to radically scale down what i am asking of myself day to day so like it's more am I making a positive contribution today?
[213] I just try to make a positive contribution every day to what I'm working on.
[214] So right now I'm editing my next book.
[215] And a couple days ago I wrote this new chapter.
[216] I fixed all this stuff.
[217] And today I switched the title of a chapter from look for the good in everyone to find the good in everyone, which is a semantic, tiny change, but also a transformative change as to what I'm actually arguing, right?
[218] And was yesterday's work or today's work a bigger impact on the project?
[219] I don't know, but I know that I made positive headway positive contributions on both days.
[220] So I did my job on both days.
[221] Sometimes that's really visible and you're moving a lot of stuff around or you're creating a lot of stuff and then other days you're moving something a millimeter this way.
[222] You made positive progress today or yesterday by changing that title.
[223] The next half of that sentence is like towards my goal or towards a destination or direction.
[224] My question there is, how does one know the worthwhile direction to be making positive incremental progress in?
[225] Well, the Stokes would say that our goals have to be rooted in what we control.
[226] So the Epictetus says, if you only enter contests in which winning is up to you, you will always win, right?
[227] And so when I'm working on a book, if my criteria is, how many copies is it going to sell?
[228] How well is it going to be received?
[229] How happy is my publisher going to be with it?
[230] You know, how fast is it coming out?
[231] You know, a bunch of these things.
[232] Well, then success is determined by people other than me, right?
[233] The market, the New York Times bestseller lists, my editor, agent, random factors, you know.
[234] But if, if, I'm measuring myself, is this getting closer to the book I set out to write?
[235] Is this the best that I can do?
[236] Is this meaningful and important to me?
[237] You know, I try to root what I'm doing as much as possible in my own standards, my own sense, what's up to me. and then the commercial success, the outside reception, all of that, it's nice, but it's extra.
[238] And if it's extra, then I can enjoy it.
[239] If it's essential, but I don't control it.
[240] What I've really set myself up for is potential disappointment, because the publisher could go out business you know the market could shift you could get canceled you know who knows what could happen and so the more you're rooted in is this your best i think the happier you're going to be and then weirdly you you end up actually doing better work because you're focusing all your energy like where it has impact i'm sure you've seen this where you know a clip that you didn't think would do well crushes and then this thing that you were like this is amazing it doesn't do well at all and so i think it's not that it's random it's just that you've got to be happy with it yeah and i used i used to write a lot of quotes that went on the internet and my best performing quote of all time was just it it violated all of my preconceptions of what like a good quote was because i just had an argument with my girlfriend this one day's six years ago and i wrote a quote quote that was like if we're in a relationship i want to be your second priority i want your first priority to be you and it was went on it was another couple of sentences and this and that was that's the thing that went viral around the internet and it was it was unconstrained by like my own expectations of what a good quote was or the pattern or the rhythmic or the syllabics that go into a great quote it just came from a place of like i really had a shit day that day yeah my girlfriend argued about me working too much yeah no and yeah that's that stuff that stuff humbles you for sure when you're like, maybe I don't know really what I'm doing.
[241] But what I also want to take from that is like sometimes stuff that I know, I don't think is good has done extremely well.
[242] And then stuff that I am so, so proud of has not done well.
[243] And so am I going to trade my definition of what's good or not good based on this fickle algorithm or randomness or whatever?
[244] No, like you want to root your sense of whether you're doing a good job, whether you're succeeding, you want to root that as much as possible internally as otherwise somebody else determines whether you're good or not.
[245] And that's like, that's not a, that's not how you want to go through life.
[246] All self -discipline begins with the body.
[247] I think so.
[248] It's very hard to be emotionally disciplined as you're stuffing your face or if you feel like garbage, right?
[249] Like if I'm not taking care of myself, if I'm not sleeping, if I'm deferring maintenance, right, then something stressful comes along.
[250] I'm just going to magically step up and be able to handle that.
[251] No, like when I'm, when I am fine -tuned and finally fueled and I'm taking care of myself, I'm in a place where emotionally I'm much better off.
[252] Like every morning I try to go for a walk.
[253] I take my kids and we just go outside and go for a walk.
[254] And I try not to bring the phone.
[255] I try not to get distracted.
[256] And just try to be present, be outside.
[257] I can tell in their behavior the days when that didn't happen.
[258] And I'm sure they can tell in my demeanor the days that that didn't happen.
[259] happen, right?
[260] And so taking care of yourself physically is setting yourself up to thrive emotionally and temperamentally.
[261] What did stuosism say about that, about the importance of, you know, keeping yourself in good shape, both cognitively, physically?
[262] Yeah, there's a Latin expression.
[263] I won't butcher the Latin, but it's basically like a strong mind and a strong body.
[264] that you have to have both, you know, to just be very well read, very informed or steeped in philosophy, but to be physically weak.
[265] And this isn't, this isn't meaning that you have to be able to lift super heavy weights.
[266] But the idea is, is like, are you active?
[267] Are you in charge?
[268] Are you pushing yourself?
[269] You know, that carries over and vice versa.
[270] Should we will be pushing ourselves?
[271] Yeah, for sure.
[272] Physically?
[273] Yeah, you know, having something that gets you a win every day is a very underrated philosophical hack, right?
[274] Like, I try to run or swim or bike every day.
[275] I'm not training for a marathon.
[276] I'm not trying to set any records.
[277] I'm trying to make a promise to myself and keep that promise.
[278] And it doesn't matter how badly the writing goes.
[279] It doesn't matter what news I just got from my agent.
[280] You know, it doesn't matter how my business is doing.
[281] It doesn't matter what the stock market's doing.
[282] It doesn't matter what mean things somebody just said about me online.
[283] It doesn't matter if my wife and I are getting along.
[284] You know, it doesn't matter if the kids are like if I have something that every day, If I do it, I'm proud of myself for doing it.
[285] I got endorphins from doing it.
[286] I got healthier from doing it.
[287] I got some time away from the screen or work or sitting in a chair from it.
[288] Like, that's hugely important.
[289] And it's so easy and it's something that's up to you.
[290] You know, I've never gone for a run and then not made it back, you know?
[291] There's lots of days where I don't want to do it, but I'm always glad that I did it.
[292] Almost all great leaders, great athletes, great philosophers have been tough.
[293] Yeah.
[294] What do you mean by tough?
[295] I mean that they've gone through something.
[296] Churchill talked about how, he says, every prophet, every sort of great leader, great person, you know, he said they're of society, but then they're sent into the wilderness.
[297] Right?
[298] There's some period where their work is unpopular, where their ideas aren't accepted, where they're struggling to make ends meet, or there's a controversy or whatever.
[299] Churchill spends like 33 to 39, basically out of public life, sort of persona non grata.
[300] And he says that it's in this wilderness, he says, where psychic dynamite is made.
[301] And his point is that it's in that struggling in not having everyone listen to you, not getting what you want, not having everything at the push of a button that forces you to really refine what you think, forces you to grow and change and adapt.
[302] You know, Steve Jobs' time in the wilderness is when he gets fired from Apple and he has to go and he starts these other companies and he has to look in the mirror and go, how did I get fired from the company that I started, you know?
[303] and so we all have to have that period where we are wrestling with our demons or a demon and it's in conquering that changing from that that we bring back to whatever we're doing I think a greater sense of purpose and clarity and then hopefully you know better skills and those moments make us confront our egos yes yeah there's an ego death in losing being rejected, realizing you're not what you thought you were or it's not going the way that you thought it was going to go.
[304] And, you know, ideally you want to learn that earlier and cheaper.
[305] You don't want to get to the very top and have it all come crashing down and have to start over, right?
[306] There were probably many times along Steve Jobs' journey where maybe it was a tough meeting or an investor, you know, laid out all the issues to his face.
[307] There was an article, right?
[308] There were many moments where he could have learned that lesson in a way that was less calamitous than getting fired, getting thrown out.
[309] Sometimes that's what people need.
[310] You know, sometimes, sometimes you've got to blow your life up, but it's better that it's better that you listen.
[311] I've said this before.
[312] I've said this before.
[313] but it's like, you know, life is always sort of whispering feedback to you.
[314] And if you don't listen to it, at some point it has to hold you down and scream it in your face.
[315] And that's avoidable.
[316] How did you tune into that voice whispering?
[317] You know, it's, for the Stokes, it was like this kind of nightly or daily conversation with the self.
[318] This is the art of journaling.
[319] This is what Markis realist is doing in meditations.
[320] He's having a conversation with himself, the most powerful man in the world.
[321] No one could tell him what to do.
[322] But he, in the pages of what's become Meditations, is going, why are you like this?
[323] Why are you doing this?
[324] You know better than this.
[325] Remember what so -and -so said.
[326] Remember the examples of all these people that you love that have inspired you that you're trying to be like.
[327] And try to get back on the path, you're trying to define what that path is.
[328] And I think a process of really holding yourself accountable somehow, whether it's a journal, maybe it's quarterly meetings with a coach or an advisor or a port of directors, maybe it's long walks where you think about these things.
[329] There's lots of ways to do it.
[330] But I think it's the ability to reflect and evaluate and adjust based on this information.
[331] That's what that voice is, right?
[332] The information is there.
[333] Maybe deep down we know it, but, be uncomfortable, it would be painful, maybe it wouldn't work.
[334] But you got to be, you've got to be doing that work.
[335] And again, sort of maintenance is going to be cheaper and easier than the total rebuild.
[336] This third point, I believe it was, of wisdom.
[337] I've been asking myself a lot recently.
[338] I sit and have conversations with some incredibly smart people, yourself included.
[339] And I gain so much from it.
[340] Sure.
[341] And I think to myself, what I should really be doing is writing more.
[342] What has been the value of writing on your life, the unobvious stuff, the unobvious upsides that you've experienced from writing?
[343] Nothing clarifies what you think quite like the practice or the exercise of writing something down.
[344] at Amazon, if you want to launch a new project or you're suggesting a change, if you want to call a meeting, you have to write it out.
[345] You have to create a written agenda.
[346] In some case, you have to write a press release for that thing you're proposing.
[347] You have to write like a written pitch for the whole thing.
[348] And it's not so much for the communicating it to the other people, but it's also about the forcing you to go through the process of figuring out what you think and why and the problems with it, the contradictions of it, like being forced to write it down is just so different than it just bouncing around your head or riffing on it.
[349] There's just something very, very powerful about writing.
[350] And, you know, anyone that sat down to write a book, I think you think, well, I know this better than anyone.
[351] I'm really excited about it.
[352] And you sit down and that kind of enthusiasm or interest, that can get you like the first like 10 pages.
[353] And then you just go like, you're just spent.
[354] And then you go, well, what comes next and how and how do they build on each other?
[355] Like you have to have a plan.
[356] You know, you have to have a system, a structure.
[357] You have to have solved the whole thing before you can write it.
[358] You can't just figure it out on the fly, right?
[359] The stream of consciousness stuff.
[360] Like it doesn't work.
[361] And so writing is just really, really powerful.
[362] I'm, a huge believer in all these other mediums, and I make content in all these other mediums, but I write the ideas first.
[363] And it comes from the books.
[364] The books is the synthesis of all of it, and then if I'm doing a TikTok or Instagram or an article, it's all broken out from the process of having spent many, many, many hours sitting and thinking about and trying to come up with the best way of expressing this very complicated idea.
[365] And, you know, the process now, I've been doing The Daily Stoke.
[366] So I wrote the book in 2015, so it's one page a day.
[367] So I wrote 366 in one sitting.
[368] And then the day I finished the book, I said, I'm just going to keep going.
[369] I'm just going to do one a day that we'll put out in the email on the podcast.
[370] And so I've been doing that every day for eight years.
[371] And that's where my understanding of Stoso, like obviously I knew about Stoicism.
[372] I'd written books about it before.
[373] I'd read about it a lot.
[374] But the process of having to produce and polish and edit and work on and read and, you know, record this one thing every day, one thing every day has been transformative for me as a person.
[375] The fact that, you know, millions of people have read them now and listened to them and watch them all over the world.
[376] That's just like, even if it was never published, that process would have transformed my life.
[377] So in a world where, you know, you can easily in two seconds create high -res, immediately shareable video, like the ease of that is almost the trap, right?
[378] Writing is hard and always will be hard.
[379] And maybe that's why it's good.
[380] In the 800 days there, you've got a lot of data back on the types of things that resonate with people the subject matter that seems to speak to their most popular sufferings concerns anxieties sure what have you what have you learned about the things people are struggling with the most and the answers they seek the most that's a good question i i don't think about that so much i i try to just follow where it's taking me and and i just try to i'm just always trying to make stuff but i it is interesting to think that people have had the same problems for 2 ,000 years, you know.
[381] Like on its face, Marcus Reelis' meditations should be inaccessible, impractical, incomprehensible.
[382] Like, you have the most powerful man on earth, emperor of Rome, literally worshipped as a god, you know, head of the most powerful army steeped in philosophy and rhetoric and all these ancient ideas, writing probably on the front lines of the battlefield, like with the Roman army, in his tent.
[383] You know, in Greek, he was writing in Greek to himself, never intending it to be published, probably be mortified that it ever was published.
[384] And he's writing it for himself.
[385] Like he's writing notes that are so specific that a lot of them we don't even know what they mean he's like remember that toll operator you know in insert you know province of the roman empire or remember that thing that so -and -so said to you like a lot of them are kind of notes like that so we know it wasn't for you and i at all this is like literally the most specific book you could imagine and somehow it is timeless and universal because as different and strange and surreal as his life and experiences, it's fundamentally not that different than yours and mine.
[386] What do those books say about, and what does stoicism say about how we confront unexpected crises in our lives that we are clearly not responsible for?
[387] You know, a cancer diagnosis, we get fired from work.
[388] Something else bad happens that we were not responsible.
[389] responsible for?
[390] To me, the essence of Stoicism is the idea that we don't control what has happened, but we control how we respond to what happens.
[391] And so, you know, Marcus's idea, which I have tattooed on my arm, the obstacle is the way.
[392] You know, he says, the impediment to action advances action.
[393] What stands in the way becomes the way.
[394] He's saying that the impediment to action advances action.
[395] The impediment to action advances action.
[396] What stands in the way becomes the way.
[397] He's saying that, you know, basically it's like, nothing can actually stop us from what we're trying to do because we can accommodate and adjust and adapt reasons.
[398] We can convert obstacles to our own purposes.
[399] Basically, what he's saying is that stuff happens, stuff we dread having happened, that we did everything in our power to prevent from happening.
[400] That's not our fault.
[401] It's totally screwed up.
[402] It's painful.
[403] All of that.
[404] But it does happen, right?
[405] And he says, He's basically saying that now that it's happened, what opportunity does it present you?
[406] And it doesn't mean, oh, hey, your mother died.
[407] That's great for your business.
[408] That's not what he's saying.
[409] Like, he's not saying, oh, this is wonderful.
[410] But he's saying that this tragic, terrible, frustrating, painful thing happened.
[411] There are opportunities in that for you to step up, to grow, to be there for other people, to illustrate or demonstrate the Stoic virtues.
[412] In moments of crisis in like business, I always think you have a couple of types of people.
[413] Say this rumor's on fire.
[414] Person A, paralyzed with fear saying nothing.
[415] Person B, screaming.
[416] Also unhelpful, we're going to die.
[417] Person C knows the room is on fire.
[418] Doesn't need to say the room is on fire.
[419] Totally focused on getting out of the room.
[420] Yes.
[421] And it's like a different way to handle crisis.
[422] Some people just default to practical.
[423] Well, maybe there's another person there to extend this analogy who helps those other people.
[424] Yeah.
[425] Right?
[426] Like the idea is the thing is happening.
[427] What is it going to draw out of you?
[428] Who are you going to be in response to that thing happening?
[429] That's what the obstacle is the way it means.
[430] It's not that it's great that the room is on fire.
[431] It's that the room being on fire presents you a set of choices.
[432] How do I become the person?
[433] who is going to survive the fire because I'm focused not on the fact that the room is on fire I mean I'm aware of that I'm not denying the reality of the burning room but I'm using my energy on what I can control which is getting myself and these other people out of the room how can is it a practice is it like going to the gym some people just seem to have it you know childhood trauma seems to play into that as well because some people just have a pessimistic attitude to things and they worry and panic but that is kind of the practice right like what they have been through.
[434] They have been in rooms that were on fire before, different kinds of fire.
[435] But this isn't a new situation to them, right?
[436] And that is one of the things also that we can say to ourselves when we're going through shit, right, whether it's this pandemic or it's this downturn in your business or it's this, you know, employee who stole from you or whatever.
[437] You go, this is practice.
[438] This is reps, right?
[439] Like I am going to emerge out of the other side of this, a person who has been through things like this.
[440] And if you haven't before, if this is the first time, yeah, maybe you won't handle it great.
[441] But you will, you can decide to be the person who has learned from that process.
[442] I guess the danger is I go through it once and it's so horrific that I avoid all circumstances or environments where I might ever go through such a thing again.
[443] Yes.
[444] So you've emerged weaker and more fragile for what's, for what you've gone through which is probably not the way to do it you know um i've said this to people it's like hey we just lived through this massive historical event together and we're here like we made it you know it's not to say anything about the people who didn't make it what what i mean is like we got through it if you had asked that person in march 2020 if they could get through three years of a pandemic millions of people died where everything was shut down where there was political unrest and supply chain and logistics crises and everyone had to work from home.
[445] And, you know, down the list of all that stuff, even just half of it, they would have said, like, so I lost everything, right?
[446] Like, you know, like, it destroyed me. Right.
[447] I can't, I don't have what it takes to get through that.
[448] But you did because you didn't get through all of it at once.
[449] It was one thing after another.
[450] And you adjusted and you adapted and you got strong.
[451] as you went.
[452] And you just realize as you go through things exactly what Seneca says.
[453] Like the person who hasn't been tested doesn't know.
[454] But when you have been tested, when you have gone through things, you can take from that a sense of your capacities, your capabilities, which are almost always greater than you think they are.
[455] And so it's just a way to go through life, you know, you don't want it to be that way.
[456] You would prefer that it didn't happen that way that the things went the way they were supposed to go, but they didn't.
[457] And now they are the way that they are.
[458] And now I have to call this person to my office and let them go.
[459] You know, now I have to suddenly raise X millions of dollars to keep the business going if we're going to have any hope of surviving and I've got 30 days to do it.
[460] Right.
[461] Like the situation is the situation.
[462] and what is it going to teach me?
[463] How am I going to grow from?
[464] How am I going to be better for it?
[465] I was watching a video you made about sort of stoic questions that are really important to ask ourselves, I guess to keep us on track to some degree.
[466] What kind of questions do you find yourself frequently asking yourself to help keep yourself on track?
[467] Yeah, I mean, the big one that I ask myself the most as apparent is I just go, does this matter?
[468] Like, why?
[469] Why?
[470] Does this thing matter?
[471] like is this thing that I'm about to argue with them or force them to do or feel insecure about does it actually matter right and the answer is almost always no it doesn't matter it's made up five more minutes is fine right in the big scheme of things I won't care about this and so I try to ask myself questions that give me perspective that take me out of whatever my immediate impulse is or insecurity is or worry is or argument is and I try to get perspective and I think that's what great questions do is they give you perspective different way of seeing things that you can then hopefully act on what do the stoic say about like relationships and romantic relationships and love I mean what they say about them to me is second to the fact that they were also in them, right?
[472] Like, you know, it's one thing to be a philosopher, and then it's another to get married to a person who you now live with, who does things that drive you crazy, and you do things that drive them crazy, and you have resentments and you have insecurities and you have compromises that you have to make, right?
[473] I remember my wife said to me one time, this is a great question or a great way of thinking about it.
[474] I said, I was like, you're, I said, she was frustrating me. And she's kicked back a very stoic idea.
[475] She said, um, uh, a person, she said, I can't frustrate you.
[476] She was basically saying, like, we're responsible for our own emotions.
[477] Like, she's doing what she's doing.
[478] And I am feeling the frustration.
[479] I can't make that her fault, right?
[480] And I, I think about that often, right?
[481] Like, uh, she weaponized racism against you?
[482] Yes, all the time.
[483] Her joke is, um, One of us is a stoic and the other writes about stoicism.
[484] She's much more naturally these things than I am, I would say.
[485] But, you know, it's the idea that how you make it work, not in theory, not in your books, is the whole business, you know.
[486] Like I think every person has ever been married or in a relationship.
[487] You know, you get yourself in these situations where you've decided that being right is, more important than being happy or than getting along or sounds like Twitter moving on yeah right you're just like what are you doing you're you're putting this thing over the relationship Twitter's its own set of philosophical issues I just I you just watch people voluntarily seek out conflict and things to be upset about like if they didn't see the tweet it wouldn't bother them but they picked it up they're supposed to be having dinner with someone they care about they're supposed to be working supposed to be playing with their kids but instead they took up the phone they scrolled through and the phone which knows the things that outrage you are the ones that get the most engagement magically serves up the outrage and then you are outraged and you cannot go back to what you are doing until you let this person know this person you've never meant that they are wrong and you are right you know and that is the opposite of philosophy happiness the good life um sam harris said he deleted it from his phone for this very reason last year he doesn't tweet anymore it's not involved in twitter because he said when i look at the relationship i had with this device it was just causing me and happiness he says every bad thing every professional crisis i've had started with twitter and have you ever once gone on it or any of the apps, whether you spent five seconds or 50 minutes and thought, that was a great use of my time.
[488] I'm really glad I did that.
[489] You know, you always feel a little guilty after.
[490] You go, ooh, that went back faster than I thought.
[491] And again, I'm not saying that there's not a place for these things that they don't do some good.
[492] I mean, maybe someone is watching a clip of this thing literally right in this instance.
[493] And that's better than, you know, us trying to sit here and pander to one side or incite the other.
[494] There's definitely people, some people do it better than other people or worse than other people.
[495] But for the most part, how do you create distance and boundaries that separate you from these things?
[496] So yeah, I don't have any of them on my phone either.
[497] And I don't know the password to the Daily Stoic or my personal Twitter account.
[498] So if there's something I need to say, I can talk to someone who works for me and make sure that gets out and then maybe I can ask, you know, hey, how did it go?
[499] But for the most part, I have enough inputs.
[500] You know what I mean?
[501] I have enough inputs.
[502] I don't need more.
[503] I don't need more random people.
[504] This is the most important space that you have, you know, and how protective of it are you?
[505] And cultivating a stillness or a space, a distance from that to me is like the most important thing.
[506] You've read so much.
[507] You write so much.
[508] You have the wisdom of someone who is who has lived many, many lives.
[509] That's what reading is by the way.
[510] You know what I mean?
[511] Reading is maybe the only way that you can live multiple lives.
[512] Like you think about the millions of people who have done crazy things, groundbreaking things, terrible things.
[513] And you think of all that wisdom.
[514] It's all there in books.
[515] And, you know, it's $10.
[516] Sometimes it's a dollar.
[517] Isn't it funny how similar the wisdom is, though?
[518] Yeah, I think the more you read that you come up with some sort of themes, it boils down Eastern and Western philosophy, kind of like a horseshoe, you know, they come, come, come together towards the ends.
[519] But what are those themes?
[520] What are the themes of living a good life that I must know?
[521] First would be, let's say, you focus on what's in your control.
[522] Like, what's up to you?
[523] Okay.
[524] What does that mean in practical in day -to -day life?
[525] So someone cuts me off in traffic.
[526] Somebody you don't, somebody doesn't like something that you did, the weather.
[527] You know, how much of your energy are you spending, emoting about, complaining about, worrying about things that are not up to you?
[528] And what do the, is there any particular examples from stoicism where?
[529] Well, Epictetus is like, that's our first job in life, is to separate things.
[530] into two categories.
[531] Is this up to me or is this not up to me?
[532] And it's a resource allocation issue, right?
[533] Like if you are focusing your energy, even half of it on stuff that's not up to you, that's half your energy that's not being focused on the stuff you can make a difference on.
[534] It's like, that'd be like putting 50 % of the power of your car on the wheels that aren't touching the ground.
[535] You know, like you want to put it where it's going to to get traction.
[536] That's a key thing in life.
[537] Is this up to you or not?
[538] Number two, there's something magical about water and there's something magical about long walks.
[539] This is where we find a lot of peace, find a lot of inspiration, find a lot of calmness and stillness.
[540] Like, I'm not saying that taking a walk will solve all of your problems i'm just saying that there's very few problems that are made worse by taking a walk same goes for jumping in the swimming pool or the ocean what is it about those two things that you believe i mean look i think we evolved traveling very long distances i mean some of the oldest evidence of human beings in america are a set of footprints of a mother carrying and setting down, carrying and setting down a child 20 ,000 years ago in what is now White Sands, New Mexico.
[541] Like, that's just what we've been doing for as long as there are fit people.
[542] And there's something about the rhythm of it, the movement of it, that slows us down, forces us to think, makes us very present.
[543] It's just magic.
[544] And I think there's a reason that every, religious tradition or zen garden has a water fountain or something you know there's just something about sound of water it's so true all of my best ideas either come usually in the gym or in the shower yeah i mean i don't do a lot of walking because i you got it but in the gym in the shower i seem to get my my epiphany moments yes taking a break from what you're doing to go do one of those things often unlocks a lot of stuff okay and you have that as a ritual every day every day every single day yeah i try to take a walk every day what else are sort of rituals in your life the daily rituals so i would add as a third one as a ritual i'd be i'd say like do something hard every day like do something physically difficult every day the art of challenging oneself and pushing those limits and boundaries.
[545] That is a essential practice and skill that will help you whatever life has in store for you.
[546] And is that is that the third one on this list of five?
[547] Yeah, make that the third.
[548] Okay.
[549] I love that one.
[550] So do something difficult every day and that ranges from as small as not eating the cheeseburger to as big as running a marathon.
[551] Yeah.
[552] I mean not eating the cheeseburger.
[553] I wouldn't put that I wouldn't go hey like I really challenge myself today.
[554] I didn't eat garbage.
[555] I would say it's like, here's the positive thing that I did, right?
[556] Like I lifted, I lifted heavy rocks.
[557] You know, I went for, I did some sprinting.
[558] I went for a bike ride, you know, I went for a run.
[559] I took a spin class, you know, whatever it is.
[560] The walk doesn't count.
[561] The walk is for the mental health.
[562] Then you got to do something for the physical health.
[563] Okay, so four, I think we have to put something here about like we are made for each other.
[564] right that the the idea of meaning comes from servicing or contributing to the common good marks realis talks about the common good maybe 40 50 times in meditations you know he says like we're put here for other people our job is to help others to you know leave this place better than you like leave this place better than you found it to me that's the meaning of life right there.
[565] So what is the positive contribution?
[566] What is the legacy you're leaving?
[567] Not how much money did you make, you know, what records did you break, but what is the, what is the contribution you are making to the collective?
[568] That's meaning and purpose and quite frankly your obligation as a human being.
[569] Service.
[570] Service.
[571] And then the fifth, one the fifth one is is i wanted to just pause there and i forgot to ask you for an example on the third one from stoicism of doing something hard yeah like a i mean the greeks trained in wrestling the gymnasia was the central part of the roman life you know you'd go and you'd train you know um and what were they aiming at when they were training what were the means a strong mind and a strong body like to not be flabby and lazy and uh not to fight each other or anything but to no but i mean there's something about combat sports you know that i think is is very primal and probably good for you um you know just something about the challenge of of of pushing oneself not living the sort of sedentary lifestyle i think that's you know whether you're talking about zen buddhist practicing martial arts or you're talking about the romans you know uh practicing wrestling i think the philosophical tradition is it's it's wrong to think of philosophers as soft i always wonder if there's something innate in human beings that we we're designed to need struggle like we're designed to because if you think about we're in a big building here and with all these all this stuff that humans came up with and the cameras that they they our ancestors just struggled forward to create all this stuff so is it conceivable that they left something in me that says you two shall struggle forward yeah you're you are an error to people who crossed oceans fought in wars braved the elements you know lived through poverty and depressions sacrificed struggled you know they did all that and you have that in you you know you have that in you we all do and here we are ordering candy on a by a robot and and going ah the air conditioning isn't at the exact temperature that i wanted to be and number five number five across all religious and philosophical traditions there is some version of the practice of memento mori remember you are mortal that life is short Talk about the top of the list of things that you don't control, right?
[572] Death.
[573] And the acceptance and the submission to that fact, the awareness, the urgency, the urgency, the perspective that that gives you is one of the most essential philosophical practices there is.
[574] Like, why do we procrastinate?
[575] Why do we not prioritize our health?
[576] Why do we not do the stuff that we know we should do?
[577] It's because we think we have forever, you know, we think we're invincible.
[578] And it's only, you know, in light of a pandemic, a call from the doctor, you know, a loved one suddenly going, that we get these brief moments of clarity.
[579] Oh, wait, shit, no, you can go at any moment.
[580] Mark's realist is, you could leave life right now, let that determine what you do and say and think.
[581] now if he's saying that in a time where he buried six children six children that's how deadly and unforgiving the ancient world was and he was even then having to remind himself hey don't procrastinate don't think you have forever you know don't take life for granted and here you know when the average lifespan is so much longer like inconceivably long compared to the ancients where you know you might never see someone dot in your whole life until you are in a hospital bed you know we have we live we live in even more of a bubble you know we are even more sheltered we are even more detached from the reality of uh of our mortality as they say death is the only prophecy that never fails like people think about like well what would I do if I found out that I had cancer like if you got a terminal diagnosis from the doctor.
[582] You go, what changes would I make?
[583] But the reality is you do have a terminal diagnosis.
[584] Like the second you were born, the doctor knew with a hundred percent certainty that you would die.
[585] You just didn't know when.
[586] You know, it could be eight years from now.
[587] It could be eight decades from now.
[588] We don't know.
[589] But to live in ignorance or in rejection of that fact is to set yourself up, I think, more often than not, to waste your life.
[590] And so some practice of, hey, time is ticking by now in this very moment.
[591] How am I spending it?
[592] There's a sound time behind me. Oh, there is.
[593] That's just there.
[594] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[595] That's beautiful.
[596] It serves to remind me of that very, very fate.
[597] Of all these things, Ryan, what is the, what is the stoic wisdom that you continually struggle with the most?
[598] You know, I think people think that stoicism is about the suppression of emotion.
[599] That's what the word stoic means to people, right?
[600] Emotionless, robotic, superhuman, et cetera.
[601] I don't think that's it at all.
[602] I don't think that's possible.
[603] If you're stuffing the emotions down, if you're pretending they don't exist, they do exist, and they will eventually reveal themselves, you've just, deferred it, maybe with some interest attached, right?
[604] So for me, like when I'm feeling something, when I'm having big feelings, as we say to my kids, you're having big feelings.
[605] Well, why are you having those feelings?
[606] What is the cause of those feelings?
[607] What does your body feel like?
[608] And the practice of going, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling this because I'm feeling as a result of that an inclination to do and then go, but is that a good idea?
[609] You know, is that a what I want to do.
[610] Like, I've never lost my temper and then afterwards been like, I'm so glad I did that.
[611] You know, I'm, I always regret it.
[612] Always, right?
[613] I've never forced my kids to do something out of frustration and then been like, yeah, that was definitely the right call.
[614] You know, afterwards, I'm like, we had so much more time than I was under the impression we did.
[615] You know what I mean?
[616] It's like, like, getting this big fight to leave the house and then we get there and then we're like waiting in the car five minutes to go in, you know, or whatever, right?
[617] Like, or you're so stressed about missing the flight and then you get there or you don't get there and neither one of those things is like a matter of life and death right so i think for me seeing stoicism as the practice of understanding the emotion processing the emotion and then not being a slave to that emotion is the practice of stoicism that i think i struggle with but i think when you read the private thoughts of the Stoics, you see that they were also struggling with, you know, people are frustrating.
[618] Things are annoying, you know.
[619] Things go sideways.
[620] But then how you deal with that, that's what matters.
[621] And that's the control you have.
[622] Yeah.
[623] And it is a practice, isn't it?
[624] Because we all get frustrated with things.
[625] I get frustrated with so many things.
[626] Yeah.
[627] Because you have high standards.
[628] You have expectations.
[629] You have expectations.
[630] expectations, wanting things to be a certain way, needing them to be a certain way.
[631] That's like the root of so much of the tension and problems that we have.
[632] And the question I ask is why, why do I need them to be a certain way?
[633] Yeah, you don't.
[634] You go, I need everything to be a certain way or I won't be able to do what I do.
[635] And then you're like, wait, how fragile am I that I can't, I can't adjust, I can't adapt?
[636] You know what I mean?
[637] Like you, it's because you can want it or or you think you should have it.
[638] That's what sets you up.
[639] But Epictetus's thing is he says, like, don't want things to be a certain way.
[640] Want them to be the way that they are.
[641] That is the path to peace.
[642] And I think about it's like, hey, like if I wake up and I go, I need the weather to be a certain way today.
[643] Well, then there's a pretty big chance that I'm not going to be happy.
[644] I was talking to my friend, his name Shaka Smarties, the head basketball coach at Marquette.
[645] he lived in Texas he was the head coach at Texas and um he uh he moved to marquette where it's colder and i said what's it what's the weather shift like i said something like you know are you are you more of a hot weather guy or a cold weather guy you know and um he goes i'm a dress for the weather guy and i was like that is stoicism right there dress for the weather you know like i don't care what it is i'm good i'm good either way yeah i'll figure it out I love that.
[646] And the conflict I have is the Stoics must have understood the importance of detail and small things.
[647] Sure.
[648] So, yes.
[649] You know, that's why.
[650] Yeah.
[651] But at the same time, they also understand how that can quite easily rob you of that obsession to detail.
[652] Yeah.
[653] Or like routine is important, right?
[654] This is the order I like to do things.
[655] This is when I'm at my best.
[656] But what if that routine becomes almost a religion?
[657] Mm -hmm.
[658] which becomes almost a kind of fragility you know that's the problem shit what am i going to do i need i need my special socks you know whatever um i can't no i need 10 minutes before and you're like okay you know you're not diffusing a nuclear bomb here like you're gonna be fine two things can be true at the same time yeah it's better well the stoics say um there's there's such a thing as preferred indifference.
[659] So basically the Stoics are like, if it's in your control, great.
[660] If it's not in your control, it's not worth thinking about.
[661] But they said there's still some things.
[662] It's better to have than not have.
[663] Right.
[664] Like it's better to be rich than poor.
[665] It's better for it to be, you know, nice weather, not nice weather.
[666] Right.
[667] And so the idea is you're going to be fine regardless, right?
[668] So if you can go, I am good, I'm a dress for the weather guy.
[669] I can thrive in any and all situations, right?
[670] That's the first thing that has to be true.
[671] And then the second thing is to be true, which can be true is, but if you ask me what I want, here's this, here's the circumstances or situation that if it's in my power, that's what I'm going to choose.
[672] I don't need it.
[673] I can do great in any and all situations.
[674] But if you ask me, do I want it to be cold in here or warm in here, I'm going to tell you the temperature that I like.
[675] Because I know that if it gets too high, then I start to feel warm, and then I get distracted.
[676] You know, like, you can, you can know what it's nice to have, but not need it.
[677] Of all the things that, you know, you've read about in Stoic philosophy and wisdom, fewer lying on your deathbed.
[678] Uh -huh.
[679] And you had the entirety of the world as the audience.
[680] Ooh.
[681] And you could just say one thing that you believed would be of most benefit.
[682] to that audience to relieve them of their suffering the most to you know to leave them with one last statement from Ryan Holliday drawn from his readings of stoic wisdom and philosophy oh what might be the insight the last daily stoic what I say short of last breath we know Marcus Aurelius's sort of last words his last words in in meditations are about sort of hey man this is the play it only got three acts the curtains coming down did you do a good job you started talking to himself like that it's pretty beautiful and then in real life he's probably dying of the plague he his friends are all around him and they're weeping and crying and he goes what are you crying about like don't think about me think about you think about your life go try to you know, do what you can with the time that you have left.
[683] And maybe it's just something like that.
[684] Like, hey, the whole, the one benefit of people dying is the one way that they can go on living after they die.
[685] One way they can improve us and help us after they're gone is the reminder of the fact that they're not here, which will be true for you at some point.
[686] And that's one of the things that the loss of people that we love can do for us.
[687] It's like, hey, none of us get forever.
[688] The song ends at some point.
[689] And so what did you do with the time that you've got?
[690] And the fact that you get tomorrow, and I don't, is a gift that you should not take for granted.
[691] And to your kids?
[692] Ooh.
[693] I think I would just, I think I'd just say, you know, what I try to just say all the time, which is like, I love you, I'm proud of you.
[694] And you're good.
[695] You know what I mean?
[696] I think, I think it's really easy.
[697] especially in today's world for everything to feel like conditional you know that you got to earn it and there are things you have to earn in life you know but a parents love a sense of worth and sort of dignity value that's that's that's an innately intrinsically uh given thing at birth right and so I don't know I might just take one extra shot at that.
[698] If you are to be successful at that point when you're laying there on your deathbed, if you were answered to that question that they posit in Marcus's play.
[699] My godson's called Marcus, actually, because of Marcus.
[700] Oh, wow.
[701] But if you had have lived a successful life at that point, what would that mean for you?
[702] Yeah.
[703] I mean, I feel lucky in that I don't wake up and think there's all this stuff that I have to do.
[704] Do you know what I mean?
[705] Like I'm not saying like I've done everything that I want to do.
[706] But I'm saying like with the time that I have had, I have, I feel like I've checked most of the boxes of, you know, reaching the potential that i have paying back debts or gifts that i was given um you know mastered things uh made a positive contribution like i i i'm i feel i'm good do you know what i mean and so i i wake up with this sense of living in the bonus that it's all extra which is nice because I think early on my life it felt a lot of pressure and I was demanded or asked a lot of myself and the ability to be like I did it and now every extra minute or day that I get is is extra that's like that's where you want to get I think we have a closing tradition on this podcast where the last guest leaves a question for the next guest not knowing who they're leaving it for.
[707] And the question that's been left for you is, what would you do all day if you didn't have to work?
[708] And I'm actually going to give you context.
[709] First time I've done this.
[710] I'm going to give you some context on this.
[711] I'd never tell anybody who's written the question.
[712] But this was a long conversation with someone at the helm of artificial intelligence.
[713] And at the very end of our conversation, we've reached this point where he believes that in the future, in the very near future, because of artificial intelligence, we're not going to have jobs.
[714] And I've been wrestling with this idea so what do we do universal basic income what do do people do with their time do people need meaning in their lives and where are we going to find meaning if it's not in struggle so in a world of you know what artificial intelligence is running everything mm -hmm what would Ryan holiday choose to do at this time I don't know how how I think it's it's it's I like that I don't think I would make that many radical changes in my life like I wake up early, I go outside, I spend time with my kids, I take them to school, and I sit down and I write.
[715] And I write for me. I write what I am interested in, what makes me better, what challenges me, what I think is philosophically interesting and provocative.
[716] And then that goes to someone else who takes it out and puts it into the world, right?
[717] then I you know I try to do something hard challenge myself physically then I go home I spend time with my family I putts around on my ranch that I live on you know do some manual labor sometimes and then you know I tuck my kids and I go to bed What do you think of chat GPT and these large language models and how they're going to impact writers and knowledge and I think because I could go on there right now and say give me a novel in the style of Ryan Holliday.
[718] I mean, I did.
[719] I did an email.
[720] I asked chat, GBT.
[721] I said, write a daily stoic email on the subject of change.
[722] And I said, write me a daily stoic email on the subject of replaceability.
[723] And it did okay.
[724] You know, it wasn't as good as what I could do.
[725] Maybe in 10 years or a year, it'll be better.
[726] But I still had to edit it.
[727] I still had to refine it.
[728] And then also, I had the idea to have it do that.
[729] You know, the upside down urinal is art because someone decided to put a urinal upside down and said, that is art. And so, you know, the intentionality is still the main thing.
[730] And then the refining and the polishing and the changing is what makes, it's what the role of the human is.
[731] And so I, I haven't seen a ton of change in my life and that I haven't been here for 80 years.
[732] But, you know, I remember when Google books came out and a bunch of authors said it's not the same as going to a library and looking in the book physically.
[733] You shouldn't just be able to search books and find what you want.
[734] So they continued to do it the way they used to do it.
[735] And us younger people took advantage of this thing that saved us time and let us do more.
[736] Right.
[737] And, I don't know.
[738] Maybe it will replace all of us as everyone for all time has, you know, every job has been replaced in some form or another, or maybe it just becomes a tool in the toolkit.
[739] And I think the job of each of us is to figure out how to use it and not be used by it, you know?
[740] Well, let's hope so.
[741] Yes.
[742] I hope so.
[743] Yeah.
[744] My suspect you'll be right, at least in the short and midterm anyway.
[745] who knows off into the future what the world looks like probably got more pressing issues but uh but ryan thank you for your time thank you for having this is very cool this book actually sits on my bedside because my girlfriend has stolen it from oh amazing she's reading it and she's also reading your um daily it's the daily stoic book she'll be on a on a silent retreat as i as we record this and she'll have it with her that's amazing she reads one page every day i love it um she's Portuguese so it's helping her with her english as well so um but your your books have stretched all across the world and reached into so many people's lives in such an incredible way.
[746] It's really an important thing that you do.
[747] I know you know this.
[748] You must know this because you must get these messages and people must tell you in the tens of hundreds of thousands.
[749] But I've seen firsthand how your work has and your ability to reach back into history and pull out wisdom that's so relevant and important to people's daily lives has had a profound impact.
[750] That's a really special thing, Ryan.
[751] It's a really special thing.
[752] That's very cool.
[753] And I know you do it.
[754] I want to ask you the question and why you do it, you know, you pointed at the self -ish reasons, but the consequence of that is so selfless.
[755] And I thank you on behalf of all of those incredible people.
[756] And it's an honor to meet you as well because these books have been, these are ornaments in my household.
[757] And these are very important parts of my development.
[758] So thank you, Ryan.
[759] Thank you.
[760] Appreciate it.